Assalamualaikum...
What I only wanna say is....I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry for not updating selalu macam dulu...aku naleh and I got clinical di Sengkurong clinic...and so???? Benci saya...I need holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I gained a bit of weight that I lost...membari geram ati banar...exercise is a must!!!! aim for losing more and more weight~
Thursday, November 24, 2005
Friday, November 18, 2005
Sick...or just exhausted??
Assalamualaikum...
I know I haven't updated for such a *long* time...I'm back in Brunei now, exhausted to the core and feeling dreadful...I think I have a cold, and I'm still tired from driving back and forth from home to nursing college. Aaahh...i feel so rotten~ I need a break...I need to sleep for a whole week...but reality wouldn't let me~
Reports, presentation and *miraculously* assignment kana suruh buat...ahuHUAHHaua...BENCI saya...ada kah assignment pun kana suruh buat...I feel like robot ni, kana suruh itu ini....Aihh, hate to do things spontaneously~ Nasib no exams to attend to...I feel glad about that..hahahaha...
Jumpa a few of my friends...gila, kan menangis saja rasanya time paluk my friends yang ada ahh...kana paluk ku lagi kuat2...hahahaaa, sasak nafas ku sekajap..hehe..iski jua ku berjumpa durang~~and what I like best, time urg kata aku nampak kurus...auAUHuhauhAUHuhauh...ATU banar...happy ani wahh ku ulihnya...motivated ku untuk menguruskan diri...ceeewah.....
Erm..I dun feel good...rasa ka damam selesema...batuk ku sikit2..damn...gonna rest...
Signing off~
ZC- Tired and bored...and i have a running nose...no, my nose doesn't run..LOL
I know I haven't updated for such a *long* time...I'm back in Brunei now, exhausted to the core and feeling dreadful...I think I have a cold, and I'm still tired from driving back and forth from home to nursing college. Aaahh...i feel so rotten~ I need a break...I need to sleep for a whole week...but reality wouldn't let me~
Reports, presentation and *miraculously* assignment kana suruh buat...ahuHUAHHaua...BENCI saya...ada kah assignment pun kana suruh buat...I feel like robot ni, kana suruh itu ini....Aihh, hate to do things spontaneously~ Nasib no exams to attend to...I feel glad about that..hahahaha...
Jumpa a few of my friends...gila, kan menangis saja rasanya time paluk my friends yang ada ahh...kana paluk ku lagi kuat2...hahahaaa, sasak nafas ku sekajap..hehe..iski jua ku berjumpa durang~~and what I like best, time urg kata aku nampak kurus...auAUHuhauhAUHuhauh...ATU banar...happy ani wahh ku ulihnya...motivated ku untuk menguruskan diri...ceeewah.....
Erm..I dun feel good...rasa ka damam selesema...batuk ku sikit2..damn...gonna rest...
Signing off~
ZC- Tired and bored...and i have a running nose...no, my nose doesn't run..LOL
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Once In a Lifetime~
Assalamualaikum peeps~
It's been long since I updated it...well, not quite that looooooong ago but anyway, batah lah...kwang3x..Sejak nada berbroadband ani, payah for me to go online...well, not really payah sebab buleh ke uni and go online for 24 hours you know, tapi sebab malas kan ke uni and spent time sana iatah nde online memanjang...sekali2 saja tue time ada rasa kan online, that strong desire to just go online and see who's up for a chat~ BUT unfortunately, sini nada MIRC..which sucks, sebab aku mo join MIRC and chat~ Aaahh..addictive...mcmana ni??
And yeah, found out my allowance for this month..kana kuarkan 2 minggu saja...damn it eyh...busan beta, nde dpt shopping ni!!! AAAhh..hate it..Terpaksa berjimat cermat ni, have to curb my lust for shopping~ LOL...my friend, Feeda kesian lah sebab she got full allowance and then lapas balik brunei kana baritau bayar balik sebab she's only here for a week in this month..sakit~ sakit tue membayar ahh...imagine kan lah ahh...AUD$1068 changed it into Bruneian dollars...voila~ kan pisan membayar tue...sapakan di salahkan atas hal mcm ani?? adui makk...
I'm counting days kan balik ni..nde terasa rasanya kan balik cia aku this Sunday...aaah...kesian ku jua Kak Ramlah...tinggal cia ia sorang2 ni...aihh, berat my hati kan leave...Damn...anyhow, gonna spend my remaining days here with Kak Ramlah..bagi ia cheer up sikit, bagi ia good memories sikit before I leave for good~ Oh yeah, we went to Movie World masa hari Ahad...hahaha..it was damn fun kali ah..later I post up some of the pictures I took when I was there...ahUHAUHuahua..
Next place to visit, Sea World and the Australian Zoo~ Here I come~
P/S: mY RESEARCH assignment kana checked and I have to resubmit...damn eyh...hope dapat ku siapkan as soon as possible..kwang3x...ceewah...I need a miracle~
Signing off!~ away~~~~~
ZC - Animals...just love them, well, except for dogs and pigs and boars and...bla, bla, bla... ^_^
It's been long since I updated it...well, not quite that looooooong ago but anyway, batah lah...kwang3x..Sejak nada berbroadband ani, payah for me to go online...well, not really payah sebab buleh ke uni and go online for 24 hours you know, tapi sebab malas kan ke uni and spent time sana iatah nde online memanjang...sekali2 saja tue time ada rasa kan online, that strong desire to just go online and see who's up for a chat~ BUT unfortunately, sini nada MIRC..which sucks, sebab aku mo join MIRC and chat~ Aaahh..addictive...mcmana ni??
And yeah, found out my allowance for this month..kana kuarkan 2 minggu saja...damn it eyh...busan beta, nde dpt shopping ni!!! AAAhh..hate it..Terpaksa berjimat cermat ni, have to curb my lust for shopping~ LOL...my friend, Feeda kesian lah sebab she got full allowance and then lapas balik brunei kana baritau bayar balik sebab she's only here for a week in this month..sakit~ sakit tue membayar ahh...imagine kan lah ahh...AUD$1068 changed it into Bruneian dollars...voila~ kan pisan membayar tue...sapakan di salahkan atas hal mcm ani?? adui makk...
I'm counting days kan balik ni..nde terasa rasanya kan balik cia aku this Sunday...aaah...kesian ku jua Kak Ramlah...tinggal cia ia sorang2 ni...aihh, berat my hati kan leave...Damn...anyhow, gonna spend my remaining days here with Kak Ramlah..bagi ia cheer up sikit, bagi ia good memories sikit before I leave for good~ Oh yeah, we went to Movie World masa hari Ahad...hahaha..it was damn fun kali ah..later I post up some of the pictures I took when I was there...ahUHAUHuahua..
Next place to visit, Sea World and the Australian Zoo~ Here I come~
P/S: mY RESEARCH assignment kana checked and I have to resubmit...damn eyh...hope dapat ku siapkan as soon as possible..kwang3x...ceewah...I need a miracle~
Signing off!~ away~~~~~
ZC - Animals...just love them, well, except for dogs and pigs and boars and...bla, bla, bla... ^_^
Friday, November 04, 2005
Selamat Hari Raya~
Assalamualaikum~
I would like to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all~ AMPUN MAAF DIPINTA atas segala kesalahan atau kesilapan yang telah terjadi~ Dan aku, aku maafkan segala salah silap yang ada, kalau ada yang ku nde ingat, harap maaf...sememangnya aku lupa kan udah kisah2 lama atu...ceewah...Here I am, right in front of my lappy and berbaju kurung pink (without my tudong) and typing in everything in my mind in a rush~ HAHAHAAH....
Anyway, a little bit of info of what i have been doing a few days ago...
- I went to see my doctor, DR. LOGAN and found out that my Hep B was a mild version, which meant, it's not truly infectious (but still dangerous, as I can infect people with it) and I can go for follow up once a year~ hehee....alhamdulillah~
- I went to Indooroopilly~ the largest and biggest shopping centre~ my first time going there...heheh...naleh and truly exciting tho...apatah lagi aku puasa, rasa macam kan pulak my legs sebab the shopping centre atu too big...shops nya lagi banyak...aaahh...and I think I got into a hypoglycaemic state...shivering, cold skin, headache...nasib saja nde pengsan~ fuhh..alhamdulillah lagi...syukur...
- I went to the uni to get my lappy installed with the QUT wireless program..and it caused so much trouble...rasa kan melatuk lappy..hahahah...tapi sayang ku masih...berjasa besar tue my lappy...heh...alhamdulillah sebab aku ada lappy ku ahh~ teman kesunyianku tue...teman sejati..hahaha!
- I had my RESEARCH assignment handed back to me...and much to my disappointment...I failed it...TOTALLY! matik...I didn't cry, I didn't believe it...tapi it's true..and so, I need to make an appointment with my tutor and discuss about it today (my first day of raya and I'm meeting a tutor for my assignment, this is weird...)...I have to resubmit it again nyamo...hate it eyh...no holidays...damn!!! Research is just not the thing for me...tapi, erks, it's actually important...anyway, alhamdulillah sebab I have the chance to resubmit it lagi~ kira ada peluang for me to make it up...chai-yo!! GANBATTE-NE!
- Called my family back at home...nasib aku nde sedey2 ani..alhamdulillah..ketawa2 ku with my lil sis' punya jokes....c kambang atu eyh banar...aah, she wants me to see Chicken Little...adui mak...and I, in return asked her to check out kalau Underworld: Evolution ada udah kah nde~ ahuahuhauhAUHAUHAUH....
- Got a Hari Raya greeting card dari my friend in Brunei..adui mak..thank you, Sal~ I missed you too..I missed everything about us...ceewah..atu yaa..hahahahaha..oh my goodness~
- Kena proposed by c Zul again...ani kali ke antah berapa( maybe the fourth official proposal~)...I dunno, and I don't have that kind of feelings arah nya (I have fear of starting a relationships...)..besides ia baru putus with his GF...adui mak, he said GF nya punya pasal lah durang putus(he didn't want to tell me the WHOLE story)...emmm...nde batah his relationship with his GF(1 month ++) ...auhUHUHAUUahu...adui mak, and he said, he wants to propose lagi time aku kana lanja ulih nya...alamak~ I feel...intimidated...I challenged kedia pulang, and asked him what if I accepted?? Hahahaha...terdiam ia...and he balas my question atu towards me lagi..aduiii!! now, my turn to terdiam...the truth?? I THINK I can accept him, tapi my heart goes to only one person...I still like Kesuka (REAL NAME: ada lerr...)..I can't forget him, I can't let myself go free from him...ooh IS THAT LOVE??? ...but anyway, c Zul confident katanya yang ia buleh make me his GF, and I say, rather challengingly, just try it if you can..hahaha...guys with his confidence~ damn...terseksa aku macam ani...being pursued~
That's all for now...kan bergambar lagi for Hari Raya ni..hehe...okay..that's all...
Signing off~
ZC - SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI~ MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN~
I would like to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI to all~ AMPUN MAAF DIPINTA atas segala kesalahan atau kesilapan yang telah terjadi~ Dan aku, aku maafkan segala salah silap yang ada, kalau ada yang ku nde ingat, harap maaf...sememangnya aku lupa kan udah kisah2 lama atu...ceewah...Here I am, right in front of my lappy and berbaju kurung pink (without my tudong) and typing in everything in my mind in a rush~ HAHAHAAH....
Anyway, a little bit of info of what i have been doing a few days ago...
- I went to see my doctor, DR. LOGAN and found out that my Hep B was a mild version, which meant, it's not truly infectious (but still dangerous, as I can infect people with it) and I can go for follow up once a year~ hehee....alhamdulillah~
- I went to Indooroopilly~ the largest and biggest shopping centre~ my first time going there...heheh...naleh and truly exciting tho...apatah lagi aku puasa, rasa macam kan pulak my legs sebab the shopping centre atu too big...shops nya lagi banyak...aaahh...and I think I got into a hypoglycaemic state...shivering, cold skin, headache...nasib saja nde pengsan~ fuhh..alhamdulillah lagi...syukur...
- I went to the uni to get my lappy installed with the QUT wireless program..and it caused so much trouble...rasa kan melatuk lappy..hahahah...tapi sayang ku masih...berjasa besar tue my lappy...heh...alhamdulillah sebab aku ada lappy ku ahh~ teman kesunyianku tue...teman sejati..hahaha!
- I had my RESEARCH assignment handed back to me...and much to my disappointment...I failed it...TOTALLY! matik...I didn't cry, I didn't believe it...tapi it's true..and so, I need to make an appointment with my tutor and discuss about it today (my first day of raya and I'm meeting a tutor for my assignment, this is weird...)...I have to resubmit it again nyamo...hate it eyh...no holidays...damn!!! Research is just not the thing for me...tapi, erks, it's actually important...anyway, alhamdulillah sebab I have the chance to resubmit it lagi~ kira ada peluang for me to make it up...chai-yo!! GANBATTE-NE!
- Called my family back at home...nasib aku nde sedey2 ani..alhamdulillah..ketawa2 ku with my lil sis' punya jokes....c kambang atu eyh banar...aah, she wants me to see Chicken Little...adui mak...and I, in return asked her to check out kalau Underworld: Evolution ada udah kah nde~ ahuahuhauhAUHAUHAUH....
- Got a Hari Raya greeting card dari my friend in Brunei..adui mak..thank you, Sal~ I missed you too..I missed everything about us...ceewah..atu yaa..hahahahaha..oh my goodness~
- Kena proposed by c Zul again...ani kali ke antah berapa( maybe the fourth official proposal~)...I dunno, and I don't have that kind of feelings arah nya (I have fear of starting a relationships...)..besides ia baru putus with his GF...adui mak, he said GF nya punya pasal lah durang putus(he didn't want to tell me the WHOLE story)...emmm...nde batah his relationship with his GF(1 month ++) ...auhUHUHAUUahu...adui mak, and he said, he wants to propose lagi time aku kana lanja ulih nya...alamak~ I feel...intimidated...I challenged kedia pulang, and asked him what if I accepted?? Hahahaha...terdiam ia...and he balas my question atu towards me lagi..aduiii!! now, my turn to terdiam...the truth?? I THINK I can accept him, tapi my heart goes to only one person...I still like Kesuka (REAL NAME: ada lerr...)..I can't forget him, I can't let myself go free from him...ooh IS THAT LOVE??? ...but anyway, c Zul confident katanya yang ia buleh make me his GF, and I say, rather challengingly, just try it if you can..hahaha...guys with his confidence~ damn...terseksa aku macam ani...being pursued~
That's all for now...kan bergambar lagi for Hari Raya ni..hehe...okay..that's all...
Signing off~
ZC - SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI~ MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN~
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
An appointment....
Assalamualaikum....
Woke up for sahur today...hahaha, rajin ku bangun for sahur~ Walaupun, sejak dua menjak ani aku malas kan bersahur and bangun pukul 2:30 am Aussie time...Sanak my tummy for a moment, kekanyangan sebab kana suruh abiskan makanan~ I know I shouldn't tapi...sayang jua rasanya nde menghabiskan makanan atu although aku nde suka kana pajal makan...damn eyh! But anyway, I did it...aku makan jua and now my tummy hurts....
Today, anak bulan udah kan kana teropong...hahaha....macam nde sangka, masa berjalan macam lakas usulnya...nde sadar udah kan abis bulan Ramadhan..how time flies by so quickly, without us realising it~ Hm, raya kah nde esuk ani ahh? Well, let it be answered by today....ahuHAUhahuhAUH....I'm not looking forward to Raya tho...maybe pasal aku di luar negeri ani, or maybe it's just that I'm not really excited about Raya just like the year before...antah eyh, I dunno...Raya for me is like any other day...emmm...aku ndada semangat raya eyh~~
OOh yeah..my Med-Surg exam...well..I suck at the short answers questions....TOTALLY!! hahah..banar ni..teruk...my answers atu banar short saja..but then, time I glanced around arah urg lain punya papers, a whole page kali ahh ia membuat and even with their small handwritings...nde kan membari watir tue, it's like I'm thinking..eyh, drg ani membuat short answer kah...essay ni?? Kwang3x....Really, you would think such a thing when you see them writing their so called short answers....O_o
And yeah...I'm gonna go and have a date with my doctor~ LOL lahh..not really a date..just an appointment and for your info, my doctor's a woman...an old woman...hauhAUHuhauHAH...what for? Well, I'm not gonna hide this...I got Hep B...yeah, I know...it's dangerous and I can infect you with it...like I always say to myself "I got poison in my blood"...that's just a reminder for me lah...hahhaa....not that I hate having it, well, I do sometimes...tapi mana jua ulah..there's no cure for Hep B, in my case tho...cehh....damn, my life is full of challenges...it's like Tuhan can just take my life away right here, right now...I got asthma and Hep B, like two worst conditions in one body of mine...kwang3x...tapi ndapa, pemberian Tuhan jua, like I said, mana jua ulah...life goes on...til the day Tuhan tarik balik pinjaman nya arah aku...=x
Anyway, signing off...nantuks ku jua rasanya..but I want to keep myself awake...krg nde terbangun lagi to get ready for appointment ahh..jauh lagi ni hospitalnya!!! and I need to get a bus to the city before I could get to PA hospital...hehe...and that takes a whole lot of time...hehe...chow~
ZC = Take my life...take my soul..I wish my life would be something I would not regret to have..
Woke up for sahur today...hahaha, rajin ku bangun for sahur~ Walaupun, sejak dua menjak ani aku malas kan bersahur and bangun pukul 2:30 am Aussie time...Sanak my tummy for a moment, kekanyangan sebab kana suruh abiskan makanan~ I know I shouldn't tapi...sayang jua rasanya nde menghabiskan makanan atu although aku nde suka kana pajal makan...damn eyh! But anyway, I did it...aku makan jua and now my tummy hurts....
Today, anak bulan udah kan kana teropong...hahaha....macam nde sangka, masa berjalan macam lakas usulnya...nde sadar udah kan abis bulan Ramadhan..how time flies by so quickly, without us realising it~ Hm, raya kah nde esuk ani ahh? Well, let it be answered by today....ahuHAUhahuhAUH....I'm not looking forward to Raya tho...maybe pasal aku di luar negeri ani, or maybe it's just that I'm not really excited about Raya just like the year before...antah eyh, I dunno...Raya for me is like any other day...emmm...aku ndada semangat raya eyh~~
OOh yeah..my Med-Surg exam...well..I suck at the short answers questions....TOTALLY!! hahah..banar ni..teruk...my answers atu banar short saja..but then, time I glanced around arah urg lain punya papers, a whole page kali ahh ia membuat and even with their small handwritings...nde kan membari watir tue, it's like I'm thinking..eyh, drg ani membuat short answer kah...essay ni?? Kwang3x....Really, you would think such a thing when you see them writing their so called short answers....O_o
And yeah...I'm gonna go and have a date with my doctor~ LOL lahh..not really a date..just an appointment and for your info, my doctor's a woman...an old woman...hauhAUHuhauHAH...what for? Well, I'm not gonna hide this...I got Hep B...yeah, I know...it's dangerous and I can infect you with it...like I always say to myself "I got poison in my blood"...that's just a reminder for me lah...hahhaa....not that I hate having it, well, I do sometimes...tapi mana jua ulah..there's no cure for Hep B, in my case tho...cehh....damn, my life is full of challenges...it's like Tuhan can just take my life away right here, right now...I got asthma and Hep B, like two worst conditions in one body of mine...kwang3x...tapi ndapa, pemberian Tuhan jua, like I said, mana jua ulah...life goes on...til the day Tuhan tarik balik pinjaman nya arah aku...=x
Anyway, signing off...nantuks ku jua rasanya..but I want to keep myself awake...krg nde terbangun lagi to get ready for appointment ahh..jauh lagi ni hospitalnya!!! and I need to get a bus to the city before I could get to PA hospital...hehe...and that takes a whole lot of time...hehe...chow~
ZC = Take my life...take my soul..I wish my life would be something I would not regret to have..
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Exams Fever~~ (ek-zam fie-vah!)
Assalamualaikum y'all...
emm...examz nyamo!! Damn..had my Ethics exam tadi and it sucks....BIG TIME!! Hahaha...yeah, aku nde belajar banar2 for my ethics 'cos it doesn't interest me...lagipun payah eyh!!! Damn...Some people would just walked out of the exam room with a smile and a smirk showing how easy that was!!! LOL..I was not one of them, I looked like I'm gonna passed out at any moment because I was also fasting...HUAUUAUhuahha...IT'S A 5:30 PM exam...and what am I gonna do???? I got hypo....LOL...cianz eyh..lapas exam tarus ruah beg Supre for my biscuits...nyum!!!
Tomorrow...will be another exam...Med-Surg...oooh man, this one is gonna be tough~ Hopefully not...I can't afford to make myself feel worthless for not studying hard enough....hahahaha...I did study for this one~ Banar...serius ku ne....I did look up at all those answers for my exam preparation before ~ I did....seriously!!
Emm..so sleepy right now..end this blog here..and my english pun nde betantu lagi ni..I'm so damn sleepy...
P/s: Notice how I always say "damn???".....aiyoo..bad habit...
emm...examz nyamo!! Damn..had my Ethics exam tadi and it sucks....BIG TIME!! Hahaha...yeah, aku nde belajar banar2 for my ethics 'cos it doesn't interest me...lagipun payah eyh!!! Damn...Some people would just walked out of the exam room with a smile and a smirk showing how easy that was!!! LOL..I was not one of them, I looked like I'm gonna passed out at any moment because I was also fasting...HUAUUAUhuahha...IT'S A 5:30 PM exam...and what am I gonna do???? I got hypo....LOL...cianz eyh..lapas exam tarus ruah beg Supre for my biscuits...nyum!!!
Tomorrow...will be another exam...Med-Surg...oooh man, this one is gonna be tough~ Hopefully not...I can't afford to make myself feel worthless for not studying hard enough....hahahaha...I did study for this one~ Banar...serius ku ne....I did look up at all those answers for my exam preparation before ~ I did....seriously!!
Emm..so sleepy right now..end this blog here..and my english pun nde betantu lagi ni..I'm so damn sleepy...
P/s: Notice how I always say "damn???".....aiyoo..bad habit...
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