Whoo-hoo...holy crapness!

Yay~ got news yang our final exams were postponed to another later date....MWAHAHAHA! Hepi ku nih...Still got some time before it, so I need to study! Yeezaaaa....Revise~ Ooohh..I luv it!! Nda cia stress surang2 g ni sal kan dakat exams..but still stress tho to study...hehehe..seronok nyerrrr~Gud news..gud news...=p

Yesterday, my 6 months' together wif my sayang..too bad, nada ya here to spend time wif me on that day...*Sigh* how i really wish ahh...ya sanggup datang last nite to spend time wif me, i mean, bawa jalan2 for dinner kah or liat movie kah...Waaaahhh...too bad semua atu cuma mimpi..cewaaahh! Lau my sayang do those things yang aku mimpi2kan, that would be sooooooooo romantic..suka ku berabis kedia tu ah...hahahaha, banar2 g nda ku minat laki2 lain..ceewahhh! =p

Yeah..no mood last nite jua sebab nda dpt celebrate that event kemarin...I feel suddenly macam empty lapas bangun tidur...besides, aku terasa ati jua dgn my fwens' words kemarin, 'padas' her words which selalunya I ignore cematu2 saja tapi kemarin was like, sakit ati ku plg, HAHAHA...I feel like a moron...sensitive ku wa kemarin ahh...chitz jua tu~ But good enough lah, I can hold off my bad mood...HAHAHAHAHAH...*sigh* Miss my sayang so much...:X

Kemarin jua...I was stupidly careless...lupa pasang headlights kereta tym jalan bali nasi katok!! Chitz!!! Careless waaa!!! Teruk banar aku ani...but well, I'm okay tho..just aku malar cursed myself stupidos sooo much...*sigh* I was not myself yesterday...really, macam aku di dunia lain..HAHAHAHAH...*sigh* teruk2....But I'm okay now!! Yeezaaa..hyper ku ni..I need to vent it off somewhere...hehe...karaokeing lagi at arcade????? LOL...that would be sooo 'mental'!!! =P

Lurve,
Kisho-SaMa

6 months!! WOW...atu yaa~

So lazy. Today I'm alone on the day of my 6 months together wif my sayang. Hahaha. Happy 6 months together love!! BTW, malam tadi i did send a SMS to Rangkaian Pelangi saying Happy 6 months together n i will love him as he has love me. LOL...and he loved it. My sayang actually said, he loved it and bagi ke jiwa! HAHAHAHAHA..oooh yessss~ Atu tah yang ku mau nah! Make him ke jiwa banyak-banyak sampai he'll love me and no one else...LOL...teruknyeee...and he said, aku cute..LOL! Andangnya aku cute, baru di malam ya ngakun aku cute...esh, esh, esh..nda ya sadar kali selama ani...HAHAHAHAHHA...Potty, me cute laaa~ My sayang said it too..LOL!

Oh yeah..kemarin kami ke arcade, I mean, me and my hostel peepz...we got crazy...well, actually..we first went to see a movie "CLICK" which was hilarious and a bit "dirty"..LOL!!! But siuk lah, besides I like Adam Sandler's acting performance..heheheh. Pastu makan di KFC, and then we went to arcade to relieve some stress...mana jua nda stress, my intake gonna have an extended clinical week which means staying at the hospital for clinical attachment for another damn tiring week..HAHAHAHAH..and me? aku pun stress jua, cos I wanted to study together-together with them bah...i mean, final exam..is not that far away...LOL..mati eyh..teruk nyeee!!

So di arcade..we sang about 10 songs!! LOL..atu ya...mula2 nyanyi 4 songs, then nyanyat & alum ilang stress...so tambah g 2 songs..then another 2 songs...and then another 2 songs!! LOL...atu ya banar2 menyanyi...sampai sarut my suara! HAHAHAHA..I loved it when we sang lagu Radja..m faveret band tu ah! Yeezaaa...=p

Anyway, atu saja..I'm tired...I'm bored..Hungry..LOL..macam2 lah...I'm done..that's it..*sigh*

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama

My Japanese Name~ Hehehe..

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My japanese name is 林 Hayashi (forest) 歩 Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).
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I need a Kit Kat...

Assalamualaikum peepz..

Tired. Satu perkataan yang nda pandai ku nda sabut...kehkehkeh. Naleh hantapz walaupun nda clinical attachment. Mentally exhausted banarnya. Final exams lagi coming soon..argh, mental! stress! Just let me die! LOL..nda lah..astaga, minta2 mati cia plg..anyway, macam biasa lah...tired ku going everyday, and i mean EVERDAY except friday & sunday lah tu ah..kehkehkeh, going ke kolej...tiap2 hari mua ku saja tu dapat di liat di sana ah..LOL...eeeeee, nda sabar rasanya tunggu my colleagues yang lain abis clinical so that, aku nda lagi mental kesurangan di kolej yang sunyi dan cuma dipenuhi dgn juniors2 yang fresh..kehkehkeh...rasa macam aku plg kan jadi junior! HAHAHAHAHA...

19/8/06 - 6 months udah wif my sayang~ Nda tau kan bagi apa rah nya banarnya...budget pun rasanya cukup2 saja...not much..too much hutang here and there...So yang paling murah that I can think of ialah..jeng, jeng, jeng...a movie slideshow...HAHAHAHAHA...all you need are a software called Windows Movie Maker 2, lots of pictures, music of any kind, a few sincere words from the heart and voila~ siap!!!! Pernah plg aku buat dh cemani and bagi arahnya...and aku happy lah dgn respons nya..katanya ya terharu! And aku kana bagi cubitan percuma di tangan...LOL..nah, kali ani biar ya terharu lagi (abis tah ku ni kana cubit g)..aku ani andal ni dgn ayat2 yang mengharukan jiwa...Kehkehkeh...sampai aku yang meliat pun bleh terharu sendiri..cemana kan tu??? Aduii...my sayang~

Problem yg aku hadapi pasal membari hadiah ani jua..is should aku bagi hadiah rah nya tiap2 bulan??? Well, my dear sista Emma kata jangan tah bagi tiap2 bulan..sebab ilang cia suprise nya..kira kana expected cia kana bagi hadiah tiap bulan..LOL..banar aku plg ganya yg slalu bagi hadiah tiap bulan rah my sayang ani..ya jarang hantapz..LOL...adedeh~ From my gila2 fren, Nuyui..ya kata ok jua lau bagi tiap2 bulan..kira appreciate kedia...macam ada kenangan untuk that anniversary..ceewah! So aku serba salah..kan bagi ka nda ka?? Emm...but masani aku bagi lah saja..cos it's 6 MONTHS waaah eyh!! Setengah tahun tu...fuhh~ nda sangka bertahan selama ani....tapi nda plg lagi sehangat dulo! LOL...awoo..nda g sehangat dulo~ maybe pasal ya jauh saja atu ke KB...relationship atu pun nda bermaintain..kehkehkeh..we dun call each other on the phone, jarang dh msg2..sometimes saja mc2...bwohh!!!! But masih g I luv luv luv him so much..tapi kurang dah menunjukkan rah nya..MWAHAHAHAH..jahat aku ah~

Anyway, atu saja...naleh dh menaip ani..kehkehkeh...btw, aku mencari VCD or DVD "GOONG", a Korean drama series yang siukkkkkkkkkkk ceta nya!! Kira macam ceta "FULLHOUSE" tapi ani ceta pasal kerabat diraja gitu~ Aaaahhh...sokaaaa ku cetanyaaaa!!! I wanna buy~ tapi alum ku tercari..lau ada, abis lah..aku bali ni..bali niii! Hehehee..lau nada, kuciwa th ku ni..hahahaha..=p

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

-->>FireWorkz DreaMz<<---

Assalamualaikum peepz...

I'm just coming back from ke padang...liat kereta berhias and basikal berhias and bunga api. Tiring and annoying. Hahaha. I'm not really happy banarnya for this nite...I'm really 'terluka' a bit in my heart sebab someone that I waited, nda kunjung tiba...Someone I waited, I couldn't even get a hold of...someone that I waited, with huge hope dapat liat bunga api sama ya, which may be romantically done but not done...*sigh* Sapa? My beloved...*sigh* I'm soooooooooooo damn f**king sad sebab this....My wish kali ah kan meliat bunga api with him..jadi moody ku selajur because of it...I know plg lain tahun bleh lagi sama2 liat bunga api ka apa...tapi *sigh* macam I just want it this YEAR! aduii...I'm soooo totally insane...Anyway, bunga api tonite were cool...lawa and sooo nice...but I can't enjoy it to the max without him by my side...lagipun, aku became so "couple-conscious" sejak ada BF ani...MWAHAHAHAH...meaning, aku sanang feel so lonely when ada couple dapan mata ku beramah mesra asmara..HAHAHAH..stress ku tu ah...Like they pigang2 tangan, I feel so sensitive!!!! ARGH...mental ku selajur...and I get soooo rindu arah ya...*sigh*=s

Furthermore, aku jadi pissed off because someone keep pestering me and memajal!! And being indecisive and asked me to make decisions!! Time ku bad mood lagi tu...abis la kedia..nda ku melayan! HAHAHAHAHAHAAH...sapa suruh buat aku pissed off???! I'm so damn evil...and sooo damn easy being hated....well, that's the me yang most people would like to not see me in...HAHAHAHAH..teruk waaa aku ahhh lau time bad mood and jadi pissed off!

Anyway, aku sensitive malam ani...aku nangis laaaa~ nangis la time bunga api ada tadi...like setiap bunga api atu "meretakkan" my heart...macam setiap bunyi bunga api atu menghancurkan hati ku...cewaahhh!! Tapi banar...time masuk kereta tah lagi nah, dengar lagu2 yang sentimental!!!! MENTAL ku selajur...buduh banar! HAHAHAHA....nda ku duli lagi eyh kawan2 ku meliat aku nangis...i wiped them laju2 plg...dalam hati rasakan menangis puas2...tapi macam buduh jua ku kan menangis tanpa sebab yang kuat...LOL...aggghhh, aku emosiiiii!! Antah, dalam keadaan pissed off aku atu...aku 'blame' my sayang for not making an effort to jumpa aku tadi...if he really does love me sooo much, he would search for me tadi....TAPI kan~ I realised yang hidup ani bukan macam novel...I can't expect or HOPE so much yang ya akan muncul macam hero dalam novel cinta...MWAHAHAHAH...sooo, to be realistic, aku pendamkan saja la, biar aku surang saja sakit...aku yang terlabih2 ani...maybe next year kami dapat go sama2 ke pesta perayaan and time atu nanti, wif PARENTS' blessing...MWAHAHAHAHAH....aku alum lagi bagitau my parents about us...oooooh, maybe pasal atu too much dugaan..hehe..lum berkat lagi! =p

Okies...that's all for tonite...I'm damn tired...usul ku lagi tu, naleh banar jua nyaaa...HAHAHAHA...tapi sampat lagi tu online ah?? =p

Lurve,

KishoSama

--->> Mentally Unhappy<<---

College's opening day!

Backz~

Ahh..storytelling time..ehhee! College opening day!!! Yezza~ Me jadi one of the 'actress' for our intake's punya exhibition...emmm~ Me jadi 'wife' a patient..hahaha, kebetulan yang da patient ani is my beloved..LOL..cemana kan tu? coincidence? Kweh3x...not really lah, kana suruh wa me jadi 'wife' my beloved ani.HAHAHAHA..calie banar.Ironic nyanta!! Funny things happened before chief guest datang meliat our 'simulation of medical ward' exhibition...I liked the way our 'doctor' acted la..hehe..macam banar2 jadi doktor ani wah! And my sayang ani, pun calie jua because ya jadi patient atu macam banar2 wah...jadi patient yang ada congestive heart failure lagi tu! HAHAHAHAHA...kesian my 'hubby'. Dengan nama nya as Sharif Doll Omar...HAHAHAA...sooooo nda lawa nama atu kana bagi rah my 'hubby'..=p

Others did a good job jua on their parts...kami congratulate ourselves dengan bergambar banyak2 sampai sangal rasanya.Hhahaahahah...sekali sekala la.Hhahaha..KWEH3X...anyway, tiring day plg...naleh ku ulihnya jua, walaupun sekadar jadi 'wife' yang duduk di sisi 'husband' nya.Hahahahaa...Nada pix kami rah me..semua arah my 'hubby' ahh...adeh dehh...nanti tah mempost gambar2 ahh..hehe..siuk laaaa tadi! Mwahhaaa..walaupun sekadar jadi supporting actress ganya..heheh...

Anyway, me embarassed...malu lah cos kana ucap jadi perbinian ah.LOL...malu nyer...macam udah plg rasanya jadi perbinian ahh...selahau banar! *tapi dalam hati, sokaaaa sokaaa segala!!!!!* Hahahaha...ado2 gala banar!! Hehee...Mungkin kah akan jadi kenyataan? Mwahahhaahha...fusyooo....I'm in Love! LOL..

Bah atu saja..malas ku kan taip banyak2 lagi ni banarnya...esuk lagi skulah...aicehh...buwink! Anyway, I'll be going to 'perarakan tanglung' nanti..HAHAHAHA...hope soooo much I'll be going with my sayang...ehehhe...dapat jua lagi pigang2 tangan and bermesra-mesraan..HAHHAA..selahauness!

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama

Finally!!! A REAL date!! Hahaha~

Assalamualaikum peepz~

I'm happy~ I'm feeling joyful~ Hahaha...anyway, pasal apa nah? Pasal kemarin, on 1 August 2006, I finally got my beloved to a REAL date!! Hahah..I mean, kami berdua saja wah! LOL...aahh, nervous kali ah rasaku time invite ya kuar date sama aku.LOL..adeh dehh. Anyway, we had a bit of a quarrel jua because ya macam prefer aku pigi KB wif my chatters rather than enjoy a movie out with me...Sasak ku berabis! Hahah..I mean, ya macam nda paham my feelings..I already told him la yang I wanna spend time wif ya the nite before...eshh...yatah me sebal banget time ya malar say I better go to KB and have fun sana.Damn jua tu..Hahaha, pastu we diam2 all the way...sampai ya then asked me, "Jadi?" Of course lah jadi!! MWAHAHAHAH...mana dapat dilepaskan peluang cematu ah..then my mood jadi baik cia~ Adui..awal2 g tu me bersiap banarnya...mencari clothes yang bisai untuk di pakai..hehe..

This time, kami nda guna kereta to go see the movie ahh..hahah. Apa jua~ ampir ganya The Mall dengan hostel kami ah.So kami jalan kaki ke the Mall lah...ahh~ romantik fantastic..well, not really lah sebab aku yang malar tarik tgn nya time crossing the road...LOL...ya ketawa plg ganya cos me jenis yang mudah panik lau crossing jalan..MWAHAHAH! My bad habit banarnya..Then we went to tempat beli tiket la, sini start lagi kami quarrel a bit.LOL..nda pandai abis2 nya...pasal apa g ah? Pasal movie apa yg kan diliat...hahaha..kali nya, ya belikan saja cia tiket ceta "Dragon Tiger Gate" yang me kan liat...hehe. Kan menyenangkan hati ku la tu kedia ahh..MWAHAHAHA. Pastu kami bali minuman n popcorn la..kweh3x...

Sepanjang waktu kami meliat movie ah...I'm a bit naughty.LOL..selalu memikirkan cemana aku kan migang tangannya..HAHAHAHAHA.Selahau aku ahh...tapi then malas cia ku.So relax2 saja duduk meliat ceta ah...emm, sadang jua la ceta movie ah. Aksi berlawan nya saja yang power...storyline actually nya not that good..Buwink~ HAHAHAH..But ok lah secara overall nya...Pas abis, kami jalan2 sekajap di Mall ah, kali ani migang tangan nda lapas2!! WAAAAHhh..baru ya macam couple sejati.LOL...then kami ke KFC cos Emma bekirim.emm...Ahh, pas ke KFC, aku bagi idea supaya kami mengaga arah kadai VCD yang dakat Ayamku di Gadong ah..so kami jalan sana la..pigang tangan lagi.LOL...sukaaaa hantapz ku time pigang2 tangan ani..MWAHHAAHA...then sampat lagi kami ke kadai komunis, meliat VCD..tapi nda plg membali..HAHAHAHA...

Sampai di hostel, waduh...pukul 10.15, then kami lepak2 di tempat parking berdua...kononnya kan menunggu dang Emma muleh dari hospital..HAHAHAH...cos selalunya urang dari hospital muleh kul 10.30 mlm cematu la ahh..so lepak2 lah kami dua ani..Bercerita cia kami nah.HAHAHAH..cerita pasal apa? Pasal kenangan kami dulu time di Shahbandar and di Batang Duri..Heheh..time kenangan dulu atu, kami nda sama2..kira alum kenal gitu...HAHAH...biasalah, dulu atu lain2 group nyanta..nda berjumpa. Time tahun 2 ganya, barutah kenal2...mesra2 gitu.LOL...nah, terbuka cia ceta lama nah! HEHEHEHE...Sekalinya sampai kul 11.00 mlm ani wah!! Rupanya c Emma ani batah udah balik di hostel..MWAHAHAH..percuma kami berdatenkz plg di tempat parking yang menjadi tempat berdatenkz para hostellites..Hehehe...

Anyway, aku hepi la...aaaah~ ke jiwa nyamo...tapi aku nda manage kiz dahi nya like i always wanted to do.HAHAHA...a coward ku.LOL...hehe..=p

Ok..abis dh part one...satu entry g..HAhahaha...BERCERITA ku eyh!! Kancang2...hhehehe..