28.3.2007 - Mall & SCBU~

Amal & Edah menjawap questionnaires..wawawa..mangsa keadaan~

Amal wif her burger..Show off~ wawawa..my another model~

Amal wif her spaghetti from Jollibee...wawawa..panuh mulut mal!!

Potty wif her cawirness again...hawt! LOL..mcm hang ckit sul nya u Pot~ kekek..

Edah mengenang kekasih hati..cian~ hehee...

Bakas kami mamam..wawawa..mayoh amat!!

Assalamualaikum again peepz~

Another entry, another story~ Today, kami went to Mall to eat sushi and shumai~ Thanx to Amal & Edah for the treats yah?? Wawawawa...First time ku eat shumai wif them, well, dulu ke pernah makan shumai tapi I was like, yuckkkkkkkk! Nda ku minat...tapi nah, sekalinya mencuba lagi...wow, nyaman eyh...like, Shumai tastes sooooooooo great! LOL..sampai I feel I'm gonna get addicted with that food...wawawawa...Shumai2~ Nyum2...sapa mo lanja ku shumai?hehehe...

Then we went to Arcade sekajap to sing two songs saja..wawawa, cos Amal kan mencuba menengok kami k-boxing di sana...huhuh...kambeng banar c Amal, nda ya sing~kekeke..ndapa ko Mal~ nanti loh~ HAHAHAH...Potty, u tatap setia jd teman duet gue~ hahahaha...Then muleh lah..(kes malas kan menaip g banarnya ni..hahaha, tired~)

Ptg nya den I had to go to RIPAS cos ada lectures rah SCBU. Batah lah da lectures...from 2pm til 4pm..huhuh..terpaksa layan saja lah.Interesting tho tapi em, I dunno lah..rasa mo jua kaja rah SCBU ah..especially lapas we had a tour rah SCBU ah, meliat da babies...wow, pre-term babies yang damittttttttttt hantapz..rasanya mau dipaluk2 wahh...kan dipigang tgn nya yg damit atu...sekali liat mcm anak kucing..kekeke..and da way the babies meliat as we approached the incubators atu...waaaahh, it melts my heart...wanna cuddle them, hug them...give them my utmost love~ Jatuh cinta i eyh~huhuhhuh..cewah, membagi my maternal instinct a kick wah rasanya raun2 rh SCBU ah...aduii...kan kawin ku eyh, dapat jua baby~ LOL..tapi well, nada calon n malas kan cari calon..hahahaha...

So atu tah saja eyh...yup, Pot...ingatkan i ja nanti to blanja u sushi rah sushi tei next week~ Huhuhuh...hopefully, i nda sibuk jua..tais liur i kn mkn rh sushi tei~ wawawawa..coke float nyaaaaaaa~~ udon!!! sashimi?hehe...

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
2007

=I'm hurt inside today...but I keep a smiling face to hide my pain=

27.3.07 - Shidah's b'day!!

Suprise b'day cake from me to Shidah cintaku~

Kek Shidah..em, I mistakenly did the wrong date..LOL! Damn mistake! :X

Acara meniup da cake...kekeke...tiup Shidah!!

Em..napa durang ketawa tgk my hadiah? Tgk kat gambar bawah yo & u'll understand~ hahah~

My favourite subject as a model in practising my photography skills..hehe!

Lapas mamam buffet, mamam pemanis mulut nye..nyaman sulnya Shidah mamam ah! :P

Perbincangan wif Potty while Shidah kan buka da wrapper of the hadiah i gave her...

And..ta-dahhh! Ani tah hadiah dat I gave yg membuat drg riuh serestoran..kekek..:X Me & my naughty mind~

Ahli-ahli memeriahkan suasana birthday suprise Shidah!! :D Thanx gurls~

Acara memotong kek yang sodap but too sweet for my taste..oooh man..:x

Inilah orang2 yang terlibat dalam acara surpise kali ani..kekeke..buffet gurls~~ :x

Potty and Shidah menengok da kek...acara memotong kek~

Perlahan-lahan memotong kek dgn teliti..huhu~

Ema & Potty berdiskusi..hauhau..kekanyangan tuh durang~

Assalamualaikum peepz..

Bermula cerita, kemarin I did a suprise birthday event for my dear cinta, Shidah. Hahah...banarnya unexpected plg tuh and very last minute bah membuat. Actually, Shidah offered me keluar ngedate wif her for dinner cos her BF nda dpt go out wif her to dinner and celebrate her birthday. Frustrated ya and so I had the idea of a suprise birthday event. Setujulah aku ani kan dangani ya for dinner BUT i brought along my dear,dear friends~ Thanx ahh peepz...kamulah yang tukang meriahkan walaupun ada yg naleh and ada yg kn damam.kekek...Mwahzzz!! So bought a cake from Mum's @ Q-lap (which da kek, aku salah tulis da captions...wawawa, patutnya '273' tapi menjadi '237') and ambik Potty from her house lah...Then sent drg to the restoran rh Q-Lap and asked them to wait sana wif da cake..hehe~ Then aku went to RIPAS to pick Shidah up and nda ya tau that I have a suprise waiting for her. So we went ke restoran rh Q-lap ah and SUPRISE!!! Terkojut tah c Shidah wif da appearance of us all~ Hhaha..terharu ya katanya..hehe! :P

So we eat2 lah..buffet yo~ Kanyang sampai nda g larat rasanya kan mkn...wawawa...larat plg f ada masa..but kami mengejar masa tuh cos I have to send Shidah back to RIPAS cos ya masih g keraja dat tym..wawawa..ya curi masa ja keluar dari wad to eat dinner wif me..What made me happy was tym masa Shidah buka da hadiah I gave her!! WAWAWAWA...funny lah..I kinda liked dat expresso cup~ Anyway, the cake was sooooooooooo sweet..manis eyh smpai ke gigi rasanya..hahahaa! Chocolate moist nyanta~~ nyum...:x

So antar Shidah to RIPAS and antar Potty to meet her luf rh Lambak Kiri...lapas atu antar Ema back to her house rh Mentiri...hehee..and then went straight back to hostel where I was damn tired...tapi before ku tido, sampat g online and chat wif Mizah yg dtg berkunjung ke bilik i yg bejurit atu..lol...and then, tido tah aku~~ Na g sadar2 nyamu..hehehe...cos too tired..4 days in a row wah aku berjalan saja ni...fuh...rajin! HAHAHAHA...:p

Thanx again ahh to my peepz yg memeriahkan birthday Shidah ah..jgn jara leh aku~ Heheh..I love birthday suprises lah...It's kinda fun to suprisekan urg...but bear in mind, jgn buat suprise rh urg yg ada sakit jantung, krg nda sampat celebrate! WAWAWAWAWA...I have another upcoming suprise birthday event in mind~ Hope menjadi sajalah...huhu...:x

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
2007

=Let da rain wash down my silent tears=

Rush Update~

Heyyyyyyyyyy peepz~

Back from my holidays and it was em, tiring.Hehehe. Anyway, this is a short 'in rush' update~ I'm in a super rush to prepare myself for tonight's date. Hhahaha~ Date?? I'll explain next time in the next entry but yeah, i got a date tonight.wawawawa.A dinner date actually...well, that's it.:P

Also~~~~~~~~~~~ Here's my bloggy with a new super cool black background. And there's also those balloons in colours that attracted me to use this simple background.The colours looked great together and I LOVE it!! Hahahaha...Okey~ Enjoy the bloggy with the new background~ Ciao~

Zoooom~~~

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
2007

Notice!! Alert!!

Dear readers...(if there are even ANY readers..:X)

I won't be able to update my blog for almost a week later due to the semester break that I'm gonna have...Anyway, jangan rasa kehilangan ku..hahahaha. Apakanz?~ Oh also~ I'm currently sick...very sick...my head feels like it's spinning like a gasing, I feel a bit feverish and my nose is blocked with those clogging mucus!! El nino and the 'fever season' have finally reached me and made me ill..HUhuhu...I hate being sick BUT you can't deny what God has given to us...wawawa...penyakit merupakan salah satu cara menebus dosa-dosa kecil yang pernah tani lakukan~ Cewah!! So I better be thankful for this illness more than hating the fact that I'm sick~

Oooh...my sore throat is torturing me...my headache is going steadily annoying...I need a rest...perhaps a Panadol to relieve a bit of my fever but..unfortunately, I have no Panadol in my own keepings...HOHOHOH...might as well, take a good rest and sleep early (Hopefully I will be doing that~)

To Potty, thank you for your concern~ Tapi ku ndamo ke hospital or klinik!!! I hate those damn places (although I'm going to have to work there for the entire of my life..hahahah..:x) I don't want to have any MCs!!! (That's how I keep my full attendance in those schools where i studied..hahah)... I am what you called, a person who won't go to the hospital unless, I am positively, totally, absolutely ill...fevers and flu or coughs won't make me go to hospital...I prefer to have lots of rest and sleep!!! Plenty of water too..huhuh. Force me all you can but I'm a stubborn person by heart...hahaha, I might even lie to you so I won't have to go to the hospital when I think I'm going to fare well in my condition~ Lalalalala...my judgement never did fail me, so don't worry lahh~~ I can take care of myself~ Hehehe...

To HIM...he was always that person who forces me to take my medications and rest. Hahah..I love him all the more. Makin plg ku sayang ya ni when HE does that..Damn eyh~ But even HE wouldn't be able to make me go seek medical attention when I'm only having this fever and flu, and yes, not even my PARENTS...well, I might go if HE offers me something in return~~~ Hahahaha...:X *winks* But I'm happy that HE still showed that he cares a lot...just like when we were together before. *sigh* I miss those moments when HE would insisted and forced me to take medications, HE even threatened me that HE would go up to my room in the female's hostel, to make sure that I would eat the medications..but well, I wouldn't want to get HIM in trouble..wawa, although deep inside, I HOPED he did that..:X that would've been so sweet~ Knowing he still cares, I'm thankful to God...thankful so much...:)


Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

Another day, a movie watched!!!

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Heyy..it was a casual day today...biasa2 aja...wawawawawa...

To shorten the story ani...I went to fetch c Potty tadi from her house..I culex her...wawawawa..so, me, Potty and Nurul went to eat rah AYAMKU di Gadong..well, Potty nda makan plg tuh...cian Pipot eyh...and yeah, I was damn hungry..and I think aku ada gastric ahh...wawawa..and so....emm, lapas makan...we went to MALL...because I mengidam kan menengok ceta '300' ahh...lagipun I sanang kan hasut bah leh urang..wawawawa...and so, em, we went to liat '300' lah..hahahaha..*kes malas menaip*

Sooo....'300'...emm, overall it was a nice movie..yeah, full of ACTION and GORE...bagi sesiapa yang of faint heart, jangantah liat ceta ani..nanti termuntah-muntah karang menengok nya especially kepala terabang di pancung..LOL..hahahaha...Tapi banar lah, I'm kinda excited lah meliat the aksi lawan berlawan atu...and especially looking at those muscles of Spartan warriors...adui makk...not that I favour muscular looking guys tapikan...emm..*shiny2 eyes* Wawawawa...I really love the slow motion actions performed lah..totally made me rasa the exhilaration and adrenaline pumping in my blood...huhuh...and some parts of the movie ada yang buat ku rasa emotional, especially time Leonidas *spoilers* got killed...sedih kali ahh and also the death of Astonis, the only young guy among the Spartan warriors...Somehow, the death of Leonidas atu reminded me of the death of the main actor in ceta 'Hero'...you know, the arrows raining towards the main character and voila, the main actor died?? Kinda a heroic death...hahahaha...like what one of the Spartan warriors said...'beautiful death'?? Emmm...cematulah...hahaha. What I don't like about the movie was, well, the typical 'in order to save her loved ones, the woman had to sacrifice herself' thingie?? I am not in favour of that one...I mean, kenapa kah mesti a woman do that, being let kana raped voluntarily by the enemy just for the sake of the one she loves?? Adui..I know that it perhaps quite 'noble' for some tapi I feel, teruk lah that kind of thing...guys sure do know how to take advantage of a woman..HAHAHAH...*emusi* Another thing that bagi aku kambang bulu is the enemy itself...the big baddie~ So calie lah..I mean, he's like, what?? A GAY??!! oH No....not that I have anything against gays tapi yang ani..erkz, I just dunno cemana he can feel he's so superior??! Perasan God lagi tu eyh...aiyoo..and his face totally made me twitched in my seat..hahahaha...I might have nightmares if i see that face over and over again! Especially his most favourite word of all 'For I am kind..' made me rasa sasak...LOL*extreme* All and all, I would give 4 points out of 5 points to this movie...Why? Emm, the fighthing sequences were quite interesting to watch and yeah, the CG and all were totally excellent...tapi to see the movie for several times?? Em, I don't think so...Maybe for 2-3 times but not more..hahaha..I love the story though..Recommended to be watch!! But not advisable for children to watch it...truly GORY kali ahh...blood spurting out everytime a spear went through an enemy's body..well, it was a bit much blood spurting out for me..=p

That's all peepz...I'm kinda tired...and I'm totally not prepared for tomorrow's lessons...My mind went berserk...*sigh* I miss HIM..:S

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

Crapful entry~ huhhu...

Elo, elo, elo~

Awal ku memblogging today..antah lah, I'm totally bored di hostel ani..heheh...sebabnya today we had a half a day cuti lah..karang ptg baru tah i have a MIB class with an ustaz...kwang3x...Ustaz baru di kolej nyamu...wawawa...but forget about that, I'm just totally bored..I know I should be doing my MIB translation thingie going on..(I had to translate what my paed mates said about MIB into english first for today and then I'm responsible to make it into an assignment..1200 - 1500 words in the holidays!! oh man~~) Karang tah ku membuat before going to college..wawawawa...kes malas jua ku udah tu...

Aaah...so happy~ well, not quite lah..but a bit happy...HE misscalled me this morning @ 8.25am bersamaan 12 Mac 2007 (atu ya detailed information nyamu..hahahaha) Woke me up and put a smile on my face...OOOoHhHh MY GOD~ I'm so MISSING HIM!! I feel like kan rush up to HIM and hug HIM sooooooooo tight!!! Wawawa..such a useless dream...kekekeek..I wuvvvvvvv HIM bah...erkz, I know I'm annoying my readers about this but..*sigh* Where else tempat ku meluahkan perasaan yang terbuku di hati?? Cewahhh...hahahaha...Especially masani HE is in Bandar...I feel macam kan ke ICC and go see the SEMINAR KERJAYA, when in fact, I wanna stalk HIM..hahahaha..I feel like an psycho now...of course, not with the knife..hahaha! :P

Oooh..and also...I'm just tired...naleh masih eh bakas kemarin ah...sangal my bahu..hehehe..cian ah?? *does my puppy eyes* kwang3x...lagipun I slept late last nite..antah lah...got so many things running in my mind...belusir-lusir nyamo benda-benda yang ku pikirkan atu inside my head...hahaha..atu ya~ I'm totally going berserk and surely...I'm looking forward to the end of my course aniii...huhuhuhuh...FREEDOM!!! :p *sigh*


Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

Current Fav song...

Hey-ooooooooooo~

Just sharing with you my latest fav song...'Usah Lepaskan' from Taufik Batisah...Lawa lagu ani..and it's a sad one...another song that actually can express my feelings for HIM (mostly on the chorus part)...adui mak, lau tah dapat wah, kan ku dedicate plg this song to HIM..tapi masalahnya, I'm such a coward...takut ya makin jauh from me plg if I ever take that step to pursue him aggressively again..Tapi...*sigh* What will be the end of my love story?? It's neverending..isk3x...sodeh ku eyh...anyway, enjoy the lyric~~

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Usah Lepaskan - Taufik Batisah

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibirmu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri
berwarna warni segala
yang dijanjikan ia...

CHORUS:
Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hatimu ditawan
Usah biar diriku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu

Usah lepaskan...

BRIDGE:
Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu...

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan..

Usah lepaskan..
Usah lepaskan.......

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Isk2x...sodeh eyh..wawawa..really like the chorus lah..merayu2 bunyinya...kekeke...one really good slow song for someone who loves dearly of someone who he/she has to leave you for another person...adehh...*sigh* Is love such a cruel and challenging path to take in life?? oooh...I miss HIM...:(

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

Seminar @ UBD Part 2...

Assalamualaikum peepz..

I'm so exhausted...naleh eyh to da max...I make this comment everytime aku memblog about the seminar that i attended...ahakz..naleh kali ah~ bukan nya nyaman jubo duduk rah one place and listening to the sessions non-stop for about 2-3 hours per major sessions...kekekek..sangal jua jubo nyamo~~ Really, really tiring...btw, no pix taken sebab malas..wawawa..

Macam biasa, start at 8 lalu...and we went to register lah our names...and tarus cia kami duduk in the lecture hall and dengar two sessions about human genome project and uremia...adui, totally clueless eyh pasalnya these two sessions focused rah biomedical scientists and not, totally NOT for us nurses...LOL..wasted my time jua lah mendengar the sessions...eshh, so malas...then had our coffee break, tapi this time much bisai lah..kami had coffee break rah basement which was much nicer...huhuhuhuh...

Lapas coffee break, terpaksa bergagas ke lecture room 4 where we had to listen to 8 minor sessions...naleh jua eyh...sitting and pretending to concentrate nyamu..if not, nampak jua urang siring2 tani atu tani tido..and also, me and my mates duduk rah dapan ah..LOL..tantu kana sauk if kedapatan berulah tu...diam2 ja lah duduk sambil menanti abis nya the sessions..fuh...naleh~Our 8 minor sessions finished tym pukul 1 lalu..and so, we made our way to have our lunch~ FUUUUHHH...nyaman eyh ayam yang durang masak ahhh...sekali rasa, kaut empat lima kali yo! LOL..atu tah nyaman nya..keke...makan saja eyh...tambah g tu ahh kami makan ...HAHAHAH...teruk2...belabih banar...


After lunch, we signed our attendance lah tempat registration where we got our sijil taus and also we had our Brunei Journal of Health copy...hehehe..and then menuju ke lecture room 4 again to dengar the next sessions..6 minor sessions tapi time limit was extended and kesian lah the presenters had to quickly present their papers...hahaha, I totally liked the presentation about the lefthandedness in Brunei...funny presentation lah but nice..hehe..


Then we had another coffee break and barutah kami menuju ke lecture hall for the next 3 minor sessions...tapi kan masalahnya, I feel quite pissed off lah...why?? None of the nursing colleagues and teachers were there for the closing ceremony!!! Damn jua tu!! Everybody went home!!! Except tinggal aku, Nurul, Lina and Amal saja bertapa macam c palui waiting til the end of the ceremony..Kul 5 lalu kali ahh abis!!!...damn eyh...imaginekan lah how pissed off we were sal nada lagi nampak urang2 yang berkenaan ada for the closing ceremony..very rude actually and very menampakkan Bruneians punya attitudes...Of course, they each had their own reasons tapi ndakan nda buleh langsung spent a bit of time to stay and join in the closing ceremony??? Tuhan ja yang tahu how I felt when the lecture hall was almost empty...wawawaaa...kinda feel like outsiders when the medical students and staffs were there...ish3x...not good...

Anyway, lapas balik..me and Nurul had our brief rest lah...naleh wah..lalah nyamu..sambil atu I went online and chatted with a few friends...huhuh..Then kami decided to go to the Mall sebabnya kan membali kain putih for my baju clinical which will nee to finish before mid April...wawawa...so pergilah ke Mall...round2 the place mencari parking...ari Ahad tia lagi...ramai hantapz urang bejaur ke sana...kekekekeke...but we had a parking near Mall jua lah, nasib~ alhamdulillah...heheh..hepi2...so went to Nazmi and bought kain putih 4 meter with the harga of $15.60..atu ya mahal...had to sacrifice my money yang dalam bank ahh..i had to!!! Desperate kali ah..hahahaha..Then we went to the Food court sebab c Nurul tais liur kan minum double choc rah chill...hahahaha...I had my coca cola mousse tapi em...nda nyaman eyh because too much ice and nda banyak coca cola lah...so nda best~~ :S Then aku penyubukan and bought a container of cheese chix maki rah MIsatO..hehehe..makan eyh..Nurul ordered mee goreng..wawawa, not at MIsato plg..hehehe..

Then we went to bali some things lah for hostel before heading back to hostel and here I am...lalah to the max...and missing HIM so much..*sigh*...I need a vacation...LOL!!!

That's all peepz~~~


Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

= I eating back my promise!!! I need HIM!! ooooOoOh..what should I do?? =

An exhausting day indeed part 1

Aksi Amal kana bubut mamarazzi..wawawa, cawir gambar mu mal!!

Tym menunggu next session bermula..sampat posing ani wah yo~

Di landa keburingan yang teramat sangat..wawa..mal, beposing ani wah!!:p

My most favourite pix with Amal..caya lah beh...kiut ku sini..LOL!

Dalam Chancellor Hall @ UBD..huhuh, sampat g aku menggambar tuh tym menunggu..

My 2 paed mates yang andang nya suka berposing..wawawa, cawir2 gambar ah..posing bnr!!

Representatives from GJPMC..huhuh..

Health promotional board's booth...

Tym menunggu bermula nya opening ceremony di awal pagi..ahakz..ngantuk ku tuh..

Orang berabut kan coffee break..LOL..cian kami aher nyamu~ :p

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Well, today was indeed a tiring day..wawawa..naleh hantapz kali ah~ We had a seminar in UBD's Chancellor Hall on the 2nd Annual Academic Sessions of the Institute of Medicine, today and tomorrow nyamu..Huhuh..naleh banar eyh...imagine lah, the whole day terperap, terbungkus dalam that place!!! Naleh woo...although a bit beneficial (napa ku said a bit beneficial ja?? because most of the sessions atu were mainly focused on the medical students and bukan nurses like me..huhuh..buhsan!!)

To start off, me and Nurul sampai rah UBD's Chancellor Hall at about 8.30 am. Sampai sana, we went to register and dapat our goodies (a cool looking calculator and a pen, a bunch of plain papers to write on and a book containing informations of the sessions that would be done for today and tomorrow...) Of course lah, the first thing that happened was, menunggu orang-orang datang ke sana and awaiting the arrival of chief guests..huuhhuh...sambil tunggu2, sampat jua lah me and nurul posing...hahahaha...kes buring...to pendekkan cerita, masa opening ceremony and the launching of the first (i think?) Institute of Medicine's Journal of Health, I was mengantuk...wawawawa..buring banar jua udah tu kan??Heheh..tapi well, lapas the opening ceremony, we were ushered to go and see the exhibitions while aku dengan rajinnya, took a few snaps of photos using my trusty handphone...hahaha, berlagak macam mamarazzi yo~

Lapas round the exhibitions atu, we went to have our early coffee break..huhhuh, abis2...sikit g nda ampit minum and makan ani wah...it's too crowded and the space atu, nda cukup untuk guests...imaginekanlah, we had to eat by standing up!!! not much hospitality on that...esh3x...kusut jua lah kan berdiri and eating at the same time..wawawawa...tapi our coffee break was not that long, lapas 20 minutes or so, we had to go back balik rah lecture hall and continue our sessions with other invited speakers...huhuh..lagi sakit kepala lah because each sessions ada dalam 20 minutes each and each major sessions ada 4-5 minor sessions yg 20 mins each atu..LOL..kepisan kali ah...macam2 informations tapi masalahnya, most were about biomedical and medical topics yang well, not that really relevant to our nursing career..wawawa..baik plg tido di rumah ni...:p Sampat jua lah kami gambar2 tym orang di dapan bagi speech..wawawa, rude of us...tapi well, camera whores on the loose~~ HAHAHAH...

Then we had our lunch at 1 pm...adui, atu pun payah kami kan makan ah sebab nada tempat duduk and we had to sit rah lantai yang well, not that clean..tapi terpaksa kali ahh...Kinda unhappy jua lah pasal nda cukup tempat duduk khas for guests to eat peacefully...I guess management durang should look into this matter...c'monlah~ we had to pay $25 each and yet, kami nda dapat tempat duduk tym lunch...some had to duduk rah tangga...and some had to stand!!! Nda jua bisai kali tu ah..wawawa...komplen aku ahh...kekeke..tapi banar kali ah, mau kah nda treatment cematu?? I prefer not...absolutely NOT! Macam not guests kami ah...wawawa...well, what to do?? Then before 2 pm, sambung lagi a few sessions sampai kul 4 lalu...adui mak..panuh dah utak dengan pelbagai info...but thankfully, maybe sal ku minum teh, I was able to concentrate jua rah sessions ah..walaupun a bit unhappy sal not much of the sessions focused on nursing..huhuh..yang ada pun, not that really, em..meriah nya orang..wawawa..that's my comment ja lah..

Then we had our coffee break lagi lah kul 4 lalu atu and we only had 20 mins to spend. Bergeragas jua lah kami minum ah..hahahaa...becalie~~ aNd so continued lagi the sessions sampai kan pukul 6 pm...atu ya lalah kami ahh surang2..hehehe..we had about 2 more sessions tapi pasal biomedical students so, kami escaped lah..lau nda, tantu pukul 7 kali kami muleh...aikkk, nda beta sanggup eyh...wawawawa...imaginekanlahhh~~ it's Saturday!!! LOL..so I drove back to hostel and berehat..sekajap plg ganya...wawawa...before I went to jalan2 cari makan with Nurul rah Gadong Properties Food Court..hehehe...

That's all..naleh ku nyamu..I had to wake up early tomorrow for another day of seminar in UBD..adui makkk....it's supposed to be SUNDAY!!!! A day to rest!! Oh zitt..LOL..:P

BTW, I had a major depression going on..Can't seemed to control my feelings anymore...wawawa, I'm jealous of something I shouldn't be jealous of!! ESHHHH...I hate this feeling eyh...and yeah, somehow...aku nda dapat keep my promise...I can't STOP LOVING HIM!! kepisan eyh..that's my confession..wawawa...He keeps me falling in love with HIM saja wahhh!! How?? I dunno wahhh...I'm so outta my mind...CINTA BERABIS JUA KU KAN KEDIA AHH!! LOL...adehh....mental eyhh...I just can't hold it any longer...kepisan eyh...I'm just trying my best to lie to him that I'm perfectly okayyyy....when deep inside, I just can't DAMN forget us...*sigh* Mental2~ hahahahaha..:s if only he realises that my love for him is soooo pure...sooo unconditional...soooo real...*sigh* sumpah i tak cari orang lain...wawawa...I'm addicted to HIM!!! :X


Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

In My Dreams - Natalie Brown

Elllooooooooo peepz..

I'm searching for this English mp3 and if any of you have it, please oh please give it to me..ahakz..desperado dh ni...cos my feelings are currently 'in tune' with that song..wawawa..paham2 sajalah...anyway, to satisfy my 'hunger' for the song, aku cari the lyrics and yeah, I'm gonna paste it here...heheh, just so you peepz would know my true feelings right now...*sigh*

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In My Dreams - Natalie Brown

Even though we said goodbyes
Quite some time ago
There's a strength of love in my heart
That just can't let you go
It seems like even when i go to sleep
Images of you my mind still keeps

And I still see you in my dreams
No matter how I try it seems
That a deep part of me just can't forget
That a big part of me still has regrets
And I can't seem to let
All the love I had for you go
Yes I still see you in my dreams

Sometimes I wake with your face in my mind
Somehow I thought that I left those memories behind
It seems that you have left my heart frustrated
With vivid memories your smile created

And I still see you in my dreams
No matter how I try it seems
That a deep part of me just can't forget
That a big part of me still has regrets
And I can't seem to let
All the love I had for you go
I still see you in my dreams
Yes I still see you in my dreams
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There it is~~~ one of the feelings I'm feeling currently...*sigh* Music are wonderful thing, it helps to express what or when one couldn't find the words and actions to show what they really feel..ahakz, and one of them is me...hehe...

Bah atu ja...I'm so sleepy~~~ Test lagi esukkk...oh nooo~~ *mumbles in sleep*

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

Update tah nE~~

Elooooo~

Again, I'm here in front of my laptop..memikirkan apa yang patut ku updatekanrah bloggy ani about my current life...emm, still the busy me...Keraja pun masih lagi banyak menimbun rah bahu kami..cewahh..LOL..apakanz...anyway, today was kinda em, lazy day for me?? Adeh..ntahlah...I'm feeling lazier each day..hahaha..I need motivation to bring my lazy spirit up~

Today, in the morning...we almost nada kelas wah..ahakz, again, the teacher lah..always having things to do sampai kami anak murid nya ani yang kasihan tertunggu2...cewahh.. But well, managed jua lah buat presentation and yeah, nda jadi wah my LifeScience test ah..ahakz..hepi udah tapi masalahnya, tomorrow will be the day for that damn test!!! Arghhh..malas ku study..I'm sooooo lazy..kepisan eyh~~ CVS and Skeletal system g tuh!!! Wahhh...so malas nyeee....

Then we had our electrolyte imbalance session pasal hypokalemia and hyperkalemia..hehe..ada paham itumedical terms?? Lau nda paham, tanya ja rah aku..kekekeke..bisa ku jawap tuh. Not a really interesting session lah...I got bored halfway during the teacher explained about hypokalemia..huhuh...ntahlah. I just don't dig on electrolytes..kwang3x...nda minat behhh~~ But it ended pretty smooth rather than the topics sal hyponatremia and hypernatremia..hehehe..at least, I'm getting a hang on the topics being taught.Nasib lah..:P

In the afternoon, kami ada MIB session again..nasib lah sekajap ja da lecture and yeah, I felt so damn lazy kan mendengar the session...buring bahhh...I know it's important tapi it's like, there's that devil in you that persuade you not to listen because it's common knowledge..kwang3x...What we learned today was on 'CIRI-CIRI KEPERIBADIAN JURURAWAT DALAM MELAYAN PESAKIT" in MIB context...kekekeke...buring ku eyh topic ani... Macam, the cigu bagitau that we have to treat our patients with courtesy, mesti selalu senyum and pemaaf. Oh damn...macamnya can do it if the patient sendiri kurang ajar?? Nah, cemana tuh?Ndakan pemaaf? Nursing ani macam business jua, ''The client is always right"..Banar kan tu?? Ah, ah, ah...no, no, no..Depending on situations lahh~~ huhuhh...

Lapas kelas, I went back to my hostel and relaxed sikit2...kekeke..before hunger struck me and before i know it, aku and Nurul went to eat arah AYAMKU rah Batu Satu. Hahaha..abis wah duit ku tarus!!! Damn eyh..I overspent it yesterday banarnya tym kami makan di Mall..hehe..lapas makan di Batu Satu, we went to Q-lap cia lagi..aga rah Mum's Bakery cos Nurul tais liur kan makan ruti nya sana...wawawa...Damn again, I was drooling tym meliat those birthday cakes on display....hahahaha..tais liur ku eyh...tapi batah lagi my birthday ani..esh~~ I wanna have a birthday suprise from my friends...hehe *hint2* And yeah, I feel a bit nostalgic lah meliat cakes on display atu jua..hahaha, why? Biarlah rahsia...:X

So abis semua atu..muleh hostel and here I am, daily routinely sitting in front of my laptop and memalui...kekeke..that's what I call a waste of my time...sesaja...hahahaha...

And oh yeah, got this one guy, my chatter lah...batah plg kenal tapi I'm not that close to him..yatahkan ya tadi, he confessed his feelings for me...adui makkk~ Sorry to say, I'm not interested in relationships right now and lagi satuuuuu, he's not what I have in mind...not the kind of guy I would even give a chance to be in my heart..sal apa nah?? Too much reasons...wawawa, bukannya aku pemilih banar (well, aku pemilih tapi i have solid rationales for it bah..) and my rational mind analysed udah, concluding that he's NOT for me..wawawa...I rejected him in the end...I'm just so sorry...Perhaps he would find another maiden to be in love with...mine is not for 'sale' right now..heheheh!! :P

That's all...aku malas menaip..waawawawawa....so tired..*sigh*

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

=Heavens!!! I'm having relapse of HIM in my mind...arghhh! Constantly poking into my self consciousness...and I'm freaking out!! UWAAAA...how can I ever erase these feelings for HIM when each time I hear his name, each time I look at HIM...I went berserk and fell in love over and over again...*sigh* Mysteries of LOVE~*

MoRe StreSS CominG My Way~~

Assalamualaikum peepz..

Ahakz..rajin ku memblog ni tym my laptop in a good shape and me in a 'rajin' mood. Today was kinda smooth going day..nada problema yang berlaku. Semuanya lancar...well, except that..bertambah tia kaja yang kami kana suruh buat!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!! Damn f**king groupworks!!! So much til they hurt my head...kekekeke...bertambah nyamu kaja ku today. What kaja?? Groupworks bah...esh...ntah kenapa we have to do so much presentations and groupworks...berganti-ganti lagi tuh datangnya, bak aing ujan yang menyimbah bumi...cewahh..apakanz!!

1st of all, kami nada kelas in the morning..cos well, as usual, the teacher kata ada urgent meeting in that morning...so kami dengan 'hepi' nya thought, 'YAY! another free period to waste!!'...Ganya, emm, soon after the teacher bagitau kami yang ya suruh kami buat groupwork on 'How to prepare elective and emergency admission in paediatric context?'...Atu yaaaa, kami semua mental taus cos fikir relax sikit tah ni sebab banyak udah groupworks we need to do for the upcoming weeks...arghhh, tau2 nya...bertambah lagi..aduii..pusing kepala gue~ So kami pun menuju ke library and do our groupworks...well, kinda...ahakz, nda jua buat banar lah..cos malas kami surang2..hahaha..so lazyyyyyy~~~

After that, we had our class with another teacher..emm, ok lah..sadang jua da topic...not my favourite topic plg sal fluid and electrolytes imbalance in children..aduii...nda dapat stick ni da topic in my head cos i'm not that interested...tapi terpaksa jua bah cos it's important~~~ huhuh...and yeah, we had discussion sal distilled water and mineral water, mana yang lebih bagus?? to our conclusion, nda kami tau which one is good for us tapi if people with high BP, should be advisable NOT to drink mineral water...ahakz..better drink distilled water lah..sebab ada sodium content in mineral water bah..sodium can lead to increase of BP in the body..hehe..cematulah...

Then, petang nya we had MIB lessons...well..not a lesson but a short session with the teacher...kepisan lagi lah kami cos kami kana bagi one group MIB assignment(due date on 29 March) and one group MIB presentation to be done within next month!!! Arghhhhhhhh!! on the 15th March, which is kinda freaking stressful for me and my paed mates sebab~~~~ on that 15th March, we also have our Research Presentation and plus our Pharmacology Presentation on drug effects in neuromuscular system...kwang3x....headache~ Kepisan eyhhh..wawawawa....tambah lagi ni MIB presentation..ohhh myyyy godddddddddd!!! :S

And so...masing2 pun mental..hahaha..including me..mental eyh...hehehe...layanz..

That's all..naleh ku eyh...I got a life science test tomorrow on CVS and Skeletal system...hauhauhauha...lum g ku terbaca ani waaaahh..kepisan eyhhh...oh life....

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

=I wuv my short hair..I wuv it shooo much...I wuv my chubby self..LOL..apakanz...graduation is on its wayyyy..yeahhhhhh!!! Graduationnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!=

Hellowwwwwww~ update is here~~ wif pix~~

TOdaY - 5/3/07

PipoT = After Da HairCut...wawawawa...bulat mua U!!

In ProCeSS oF HaIrCuT~~ pOtTy Wif Her TonGUe SticKing OuT

I gOT BoReD..naH, gaMbaR WiTh My 'UNdesiRAbLe' HaiRcUt

On ThuRsDaY - 1/3/07

pIpOT tRYinG tO gEt ShoRt HaiRcUt..huHUh..:x

Me, Nuwul & Emma at Emma's houz having BBQ...wawawawa.

Birthday caKe BaBaH eMmA...nYamAn...KeK coKlaT aisKriM~

Assalamualaikum peepz..hehe..

Here I am..duduk di dapan laptop ku yang setia, wawawa...datang untuk mempersembahkan beberapa warkah yang ditulis oleh gue sendiri..kekeke..apakanz..bah to start off lah, today was tiring...naleh wahhh~ why??

Early in the morning, I returned to my hostel from my home in Tutong with my rasa 'penat tak sudah-sudah' and almost beamed with happiness tym kana bagitau nada kelas. But well, that's not the end of my 'happy no fuss' day...cos me and my paed mates have to go to Tutong to visit our teacher, who just lost her daughter yesterday. Takziah to my teacher Mardiah for her daughter's passing...So we went there and have a bit of tahlil...sedih lah menengok da teacher nangis in front of us..it must sure be a lot of sadness in her heart...Ku pun kan menangis jua meliat teacher..ahakz, because one of my weakness would be kan nangis if i see people nangis...especially if that someone nangis to da max in front of me, abis lah aku...I would cry with them rather than comforting them...huhuh...tapi only if that someone is orang yang aku biasa banar or know well.. adui, this is life...death is common and it will eventually reaches to my turn jua nanti..so buat peepz yang di sayangi, if i die...em, i just wanna say minta maaf banyak2...i know i'm not good...not perfect jua and mulut pun kadang2 laser nda pandai jaga hati..but well, that's me lah..wawawa....so sowieeeee to my peepz...ampun maaf saja dapat ku pinta...:(

Anyway, lapas ke Tutong..we don't have our class lagi..so i switched on my laptop and found Potty udah bangun..so asked her to go with me to usai my plat lesen yang pacah atu...kekekek..Thanx Pot..i owe u lots udah..wawawawa...yang murah lah i bought, yang $10..wawawa..asal ada plat lesen wahhh...krg f nada, kana saman ku $200...kepisan kali..hahahah! And lapas atu, Potty drove us to Serusop to gunting her rambut..kekeke...at last, sampai jua hajat c Potty toh mengunting da rambut nya menjadi pendek sehingga nampak bulat mua nya dan terkeluar lah ayat yang sepatutnya menjadi pantang iaitu "Pot, kiut sul mu with dat haircut"...wawawaw!! Nyasal ku eyh muji..kambang cia c Potty ni!! :P But nice haircut lah Pot~ I like it~~kekekeke...apakanz... After gunting da rambut, so we went to have lunch rah Faize sana...we ordered mee mamak which were, emm..a bit sweet and spicy for my liking...wawawawa...tapi abis jua because lapar to da max bah...kekeke..and yeah, we sakai makan da kerupuk yang kana bagi with the mee mamak...:P

Then, antar Potty muleh ke rumah nya and meanwhile, I made my way ke RIPAS...where traffic jam melanda eyh....I got stuck round2 cari parking for almost 45 minutes...damn!! Payah hantapz mencari parking ah...sampai mental ku banar2, sakit kepala nyamo..Wawawa...teruk jua udah tuh..heheh..and at last, terpaksa parking rah Sports Complex nya yang jauhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hantapz...exercise jua ku uleh nya...berpaluh2 kali ah...kepisan...and what's worst, aku tah orang yang paling ahir sekali sampai ke Burn Unit to have our tour di sana...chitz...I felt so teruk lahhh...

Anyway, di Burn Unit...aku sakai lah...first time menengok da unit itself...emm, nampak clean, nampak sunyi, nampak cerah...emmm..and also, first time ku meliat a patient with healing burns rah tangan nya...tapi nampak toh masih da 'merah2' of the isi from fingers to his elbow...feel macam kan pigang dat guy punya tangan..wawawaw...bukan kan menggatal eyh, just wanna touch and liat apa reaksinya...but well, da guy is still young...nda bleh...kekekek! :P And yeah, first time ku meliat hydrotherapy tub...kecik but emm...useful untuk burn patients...hehe...

Fuh, after that baru tah ku muleh di hostel and guess what...damn tiring day...kucing yang di hostel ahhhhh..bulehhhhhhhhhhhhh~~ ya bekamih rah my katil!!! and my cadar!!!!! arghhhhhhhh!!! damn cat!!! geram ati ku...now tonight, nada tia ku ada cadar ni tido..fuh, nasib jua kucing atu nda kamihi my favourite pillows...if nda, ku sula that cat...:S wawawawa...emusi..:P

That's all...ehhee..naleh ku eyhhh...

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

=Pot~ Don't forget buat jersey sama2 nanti...wawawa...ku mau buat 'KISHO 23' or 'KISHO 22' or even 'KISHO 15'...wawawaw..apakanz~~ mcm banyak duit..:P=

Quick update!!

I'll make this very very quick..hahaha..

Assalamualaikum peepz..

Hehehe..ku dah gunting my hair pendek with regards of Pipot latenkz..ahakz,I owe u ahh da money Pot, tunggu my money menimbun dlm bank (meaning, tunggu ku ada elaun,LOL!) Not really a perfect haircut tapi well, ok lah..it's short and layered..kwang3x..

Unlucky thing happened yesterday, kereta ku punya plat lesen ahh...tanggal menanggal wah!! Chitz for those irresponsible people yang membiarkan one big kotak rah tangah jalan ah...i didn't see it because aku drive close to this one car and then, that car langgar da kotak which made the kotak to hit my car...WHAM!!! and tanggal tia my plat lesen...damn it..tpaksa kurik usin ni..:S Ohh fuck eyh...sakit hati i~~ Heheh..Pot, u have to go with me mengusai that plat lesen tomorrow..kwang3x...ooh my poor car~~

On last Thursday, went to Emma's house..tdo sana..because on last Friday, her dad ada birthday makan2 lah..so stayed sana overnight and have my fun sana lah..sadang jua.,.first time i BBQ with drg emma, nurul and kubamz..ahakz..sampai merah2 mata ani wah..menangis air mata jantan taus ani...cian..tapi it was fun bah~ sampai jua baju ani berbau ayam salai..heheh...

And oh..my new laptop alum g datang ah..Fuck eyh...buhsan I wait2 bah...btw my current laptop ani pun pandai berangin..kajap mau, kajap nda mau..and what i hated the most, tym urg beguna, rusak cia..chitzz...and also, last week the wireless rah hostel rusak ah...damn jua tu..buhsan kali ah dalam bilik bertapa!!! Had to sacrifice my 3G credit semata2 kan online..wawawawa..sanggup jua ku tu beh~~Ado2 gala...

Ok, that's all for now..banarnya banyak g ku kan taip tapi masa nda mengizinkan..ahakz..chow..

Lurve,
Kishosama