Holi-holidayz~~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Batah nda menaip di sini...malas plus nada kredit mau go online ani..HAHAHAH...tuhus2 kredit if selalu online kai bmobile ani...lau ada yang membalikan, manasaja toh! HAHAHA...

Btw, aku baru jua balik dari KK...heheh...siuk nyamo my trip to KK~ Best hantapz eeeeeeeeei....Berlima gitu : Me, Nuyui, Ema, Nida n adi Ema (Samsul).Best youuuuuuuu....walaupun sekajap saja kami ke KK ah, cos masa nda mencukupi jua. But seronok eh, first time ku go ke KK dgn kawan2...hehe. Macam2 events ada...ahahaha. But fun eyh, banar...tapi i think it would be much fun if he was there with us...*sigh* impian yang satu ani alum lagi tercapai...kekekeke...sampai bila tah niiiiiiiiii....aiyooo~

Bali apa di sana? Ikan masin saja..LOL...mama tuh bekirim...abis bau keta ani wah dgn bau masin yang semasin2 nya...hehehe...ada jua lah ku bali barang for myself..and oso, aku balikan barang for HIM..apa nah? Baju putih yang batah dicari nya..hehehe. Hepi ku plg tho dapat balikan untuk kedia...ku nampak taus ku bali ani wahhhhhhh!! Teruk eyhh...and yeah, he likes it..kekeke. Tapi suka lagi kedia masa ku bagi ikan terubuk masin! LOL...apakanz...


Aku malas menaip ni..but all that I can say is...my trip to KK was fun & enjoyable...HOHOHOH..walaupun perjalanan pergi dan pulangnya nda menyenangkan cos keta atu sampit...tapi it's worth it bah~~~ Hope to go ke KL lagi lainkali wif kawan2...Wanna go KL ehhhhhhhhh!!! N hope to go wif HIM...Lalalala...I'm obsessed eiii..:P

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=Luv Him, Luv His Love...Can't Forget This Pain=

*Found out that...I have some traits of a tomboy...BWOH!! Tomboy ka??Tidakkkk....*

Keta Masuk Woksyop G~

Assalamualaikum peepz-zaaaaaaaaa~

Ooooh...ambil kesempatan a bit2 mau blogging sikit ni before me go for my night duty shift..HUHUHUH...Ohh yeah, mau ceta a bit about my keta...as u all noe, muh keta baru ja kuar woksyop beberapa hari yang lalu...and now, masuk woksyop lagi nih!!! ARGHHH....mental ehh..

Napa da keta masuk woksyop?? Well, bakas kana langgar nyanta...not muh fault plg tuh...urang yang melanggar atu yg punya pasal...ya nda nampak muh beloved car belakang his car and he reversed so laju n BAM!! abis my keta punya mata sebalah pacah..LOL..I mean, the left signal lamp abis pacah...uwaaaaaaaaa~~ and also picak lahh, nda bad bnr but bad lah..HUhuhuh...abis bida my keta atu...isk isk isk..then me emosi to da max lah, marah hantapz u noe..LOL..very da stressed jua bah cos if da guy nda mau pay for da damage, mana me mau cari usin loh???~ nasib da guy mau pay for da damage lah..and now my keta safely in the woksyop...isk isk isk~ imaginekan lah...$240 for da cost to repair all kali ahh~ matik lah if da guy nda mau bayar...abis ku kana kerajakan leh my parents karang~ LOL...tapi nya kan...me have witnesses bah jua..hahaha...durang emma pun nampak yang salah atu was da guy..not me kali ahh...huhuh...Yang pentingnya aku mental lahhh time my keta kana langgar atu...menyumpah-nyumpah kali ahh...LOL..astaga~ teruknyeeee aku~~

Well..atu ja dulu kali...in a hurry nih..HOOHOHO....btw, kemarin my dearest Nurul punya birthday nyanta...LOL..I wuv it ehh masa ya terima her hadiahz kemarin...We gave a big greeting card (made by da creative me..LOL) and put a pix yg I made in a rush..LOL...hepi ya menengok da card...HAHAHAH...we also put our lipsticks rah da kad...atu ya c Nurul ketawa berabis...hohoho...

Till next tym..

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama

Min Macho (approval pending infinitely)

*Recently, malar dgr lagu 'Kenangan Terindah'..waduh2, adakah Tuhan ingin menguji diriku??Cewah..LOL...and oso, nda batah g kan abis attachment!! Uwaaa...*

MooD 2 BLoGgiNg~

Assalamualaikum peepz-zaaaaaa~

Right now baru ada tym to do muh little updating da bloggy..Hhahaha.Been very busy bah~ With muh attachment in RIPAS~ Huhuhu..manakan jua ada masa online tuh if lapas keraja, tarus mengampai di katil or talk2 with muh 'gila2' fwenzies sampai lewat malam gitu loh...Huhuh.Nda terfikir langsung mau go down ke bawah tempat da wireless, cos naleh and malas...plus nada kan dibuat if I go online jua..Hahahaha...biasalah, handphone canggih dah, bleh chat using da handphone ja..ekekekekeke~ *melatenkx*

Got muh car back~ Yay!!! Freeeeeeeeeeeeee-dommmmmmmm comeeeeeeeee~ Sayang ku kan muh car eh..sekalinya dapat muh car balik, tarus ku zoom2 kan laju2 di road..LOL..antu banar wah aku ani~but soooooooooo glad lah got muh car back..nyaman ati & hepi2 bebeh ku with muh car...aaah~ I wuv u muh car~LOL...*obsessed with muh cAR* Weeeee~~ siuk eyh dapat muh car balik...tho I lost $200 labih to pay for da kerusakan..ahakz..gila eh...kapih taus nyanta!!!! Ohhh hedek~

My clinical attachment is gud2 loh...hepi2 jua lah...kinda feeling hepi being back in Brunei and do da attachments lagi...*sigh* I wuv Brunei..LOL...but I DO love my clinical placements in OZ ehh..wanna have clinical attachments di sana lagi ehh..'speaking' gitu loh~ HOHOHO..besides, aku suka liat da super canggih thingies in their hospitals...not comparing tapi if only Brunei have da same technology~ Wahhh...baru nampak standard..HUHUHU..and makes nurses' lives easier..hehe..banar~~

I still mish HIM...masih lagi obsessed with HIM...I dunno eh~ Cannot forget so easily...Teguh di hati waaaaaahhhhhh this love for him...I'm hepi jua cos I completed my 3 wishes to HIM..Hahahaha..what are my 3 wishes?? Emm...yg first atu, nda payah bagitau eh...malu I~ HOHOHO..yg second one was aku masak2 for HIM his favourite food...nasib he said nyaman, takut ku udah ya keracunan..LOL..tapi really hepi lah when he balik2 said nyaman...oooh Tuhan, if he loves meeeeee and go back with me, I wud cook everyday for him..sanggup ku belajar memasak ni..MWAHAHAH....kan jadi isteri mithali untuknya~~~ *obsessed* My 3rd wish was kinda..'romantic'...a silver band ring for him lah, I bought at The Mall...put engraving lah in the inside of the ring saying "Kenangan Terindah -22915-"...Mwhahaah...sampai muh hajat to buy for him da ring and me oso buy for myself but not silver one lah cos ku allergik rah silver *Damn eh!!*...and so happy lah time ya pakai...lawa lah when he pakai~HOHOHO..ngam2 saiz nya jua! Fuh, nasib jua..lau nda muat, payah tu ehh...but lapas ya pakai, he took it off before he went home to KB...waduh2...sedih eh..Just hope ya simpan dat ring safely...or pakai when he sees me..HOHOHO..berharapan tinggi ku ahh, I know but well, it may be impossible...*sigh* He loves me not...:S

Okies~ that's all..nothing else kan ku taip in here bah~ I'm outta muh ideas dah...wanted to taip banyak2 but ku malas..and besides, I need to sleep early esuk cos I have a commitment to go to the college tomorrow jadi OSCE's helper...HOHOH..muh 4th time jadi OSCE's helper dah...waduh2...sooooo malas..LOL!! Ciao~

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (approval pending infinitely)

*I mish him...I wanna hug him and say how much I love him..I wanna say how I am thankful to have him in my life and hope he stays with me til the day I die...*

A MomeNt oF BoReDoM~

Assalamualaikum peepz~

Buring banar ku tym ani..at da kolej tym do this bloggy entry..HAHAHA. Sux eh nada keta to drive around..I miss my car!! Wanna dribe laju2 sampai nda ingat dunia...HAHAHHA. I want my car balik!! Pulangkan~ Kembalikan~~~~ HOHOOH...

Checking YOUTUBE...FRIENDSTER...aiyo, bored eh...I want my car wahhhh!!!

Mental at da moment...wanna tumbuk dinding lagi like yesterday sampai bangkak! HAHAH..one way of relieving stress kali ah~ I find it therapeutic to release anger and stress...Sakit plg tapi sakit lagi dalam hati. HAHAHA..buduh banar. But nasib jua nda patah da tangan..LOL..kanyat2 masih bakas kemarin ah...no bruises plg.HOHOHO...

Emm...kan mati rasanya. Love is killing me now..HAHAHA...eating me from inside...Wish dapat my car balik and dribe laju2 macam kan bunuh diri!! HAHAHAHA..that would be fun...adrenaline rush bah~~ :X

Enuff for now i think..I'm thinking of suicidal harmful ideas...this suxz a lot...

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho...:X

"U hurt me a lot...I hurt myself a lot more..."

New LayOut~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Changed my bloggy layout...cos nda pandai makai..LOL! Tho I love GOONG so much..nada GOONG's layout yg lawa and sesuai for me.HOHOHO...lau lah ku dapat buat sendiri~
Btw new layout ani, "Broken Heart" memang sesuai dengan jiwa ku time ani...Broken hearted, yet still in progress...*sigh* Well, I love him so..what to do bah? Still trying to mend this broken heart & finding da right glue to fix it up...HOHOHO...

Btw...love da colours of this new layout!!!! Miyah itam puteh~LOL..apakanz~

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho

P/s: Potty Gaban Latenx to Da MaXIMum ExposUrE!!! HAHAHA...

Hari Raya Eve~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Hari Raya ish here loh~~~ Mwahahaha...to all muh peepz, selamat hari raya aidilfitri..maaf zahir & batin...Lau ku banyak buat silap & menyusahkan kamu2, sowie very muchie eyh...Setiap manusia pasti akan membuat kesilapan dalam hidupnya dan dari kesilapan lah kita belajar..HOHOHOHOH...cewah, bermadah ku ah..

Anyway, 1st day of raya ku ani..emm, like usual lah..mcm tiap2 tahun jua. Bangun pagi, siap masak2 sikit for mamam urg rumah and then berbaju, bermakeup lawa2..LOL..tym ani tah kan memakai baju2 raya yg baru gitu.Hahahahaha..pastu abis dah perkara-perkara yang disebutkan atu, maka ada tah tia sesi gambar menggambar sefamily...and salam menyalam rah parents yg tercinta..ahakz. Dah siap semua atu, maka berangkatlah kami menuju ke Telisai, rah cuzen muzen...nini laki, nini bini...tho aku nada real grandparents g..ahakz...But still, cematulah..Pas dah lawat melawat, berceloteh dan bertanya khabar (oso makan sampai pawut buyung dek kelupis & kari ayam yg selalu dihidangkan) makanya muleh tah kami ke rumah..HOHOHO..atu pun 5 rumah ja kami aga for 1st raya ani...Parents ku nda semangat..LOL..Gpun rancangan astro ani mcm2...buatkan kami nda mau lama2 jauh dari rumah..HAHAHAH.

oH yeah..aku pun nada mood kan beraya banarnya...(mcm aku balik2 gto sal ani..tp gto saja g..LOL)...shud be raya ani spesel cos harapan ku aku kan bagitau my parents sal my relationship sama HIM..& sudah plan kedia to bring me jumpa HIS parents...*sigh*...Lau ingatkan this raya, aku rasa nada mood lah..cos nothing to look forward banarnya...Well, looking forward to jumpa my kwn2 plg but...atu mcm biasa saja cos every year pun bleh bah tym raya...but yg this one, aiyo...just tinggal mimpi ja..sedih ku eyhhhhhhhhhhhh....aku WINDU yaaa~~~~ Heartbroken ku masih eyhhh...but will be going to HIS house jua lah, beraya tho it won't be like what we planned before...*sigh*....My broken dreamz...:(

Okies lah..enuff of my celoteh sakan..ahakz..Till next tym lau ku rajin memblog ani..

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (Approval pending)

Assalamualaikum peepz~

New layout of Goong, one of my favourite Korean dramas~ Hahaha...lawa ceta nya bah! I like eh da heroin, kiyut eyyhhh~ Da hero..emm, sadang jua lah..nda jua berapa ku like2 kedia.Tapi da second hero or da bad boy, Wahh...I like2 kedia..he's kiyut eyhhh~LOL...Heard and read about an upcoming Goong 2 next year~ Wahhhh....lau ada, ku mau bali eyh...Like da story so much, btw adapted from comic x ah...well, in a correct word, adapted from manhwa~Hehehe...I like eyh~

But kinda reminded me of HIM...ya Tuhan~ I'm soooooooooooo weak eyh..Na dapat lupakan kedia..Na dapat lupakan my feelings towards HIM...why oh why??? Na tau eyh...*insert "Kehebatan Cinta" song* LOL...I love HIM so...wakakakaka, kinda funny jua thinking why I wud be so crazily in love with HIM...sadangkan he's not that kinda guy I wud be imagining to be totally heads over heels bah..calie jua tuh? But then, yeah...the power of love nyanta!! HAHAHAHA...

Well..that's all for now...naleh ku...BTW, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to muh peepz...lau sudi, dtg tah ke rumah..tapi na tau if aku ada ka nda tu..LOL..kan bejaur saja ku ni tym raya...HAHAHAHAHAHA....

Lurve,Kisho-SamaMin Macho (Approval pending)
P/S: I need to forget but to forget means to hurt myself more in the process...

CounTing DaYs~

Assalamualaikum peepz~

Seperti biasa, me alwayz say "Me Kiut!" tapi masani tukar cia..LOL..jadi "Min Macho"..Ahakz...kinda funny jua lah cemana dapat nama Min ah...right when aku fikirkan to change muh identity jadi bi~ Isk...no good plg..I know tapi just a thought...alum g dikerajakan bah.No need to worry...btw, life is all about experimenting~ Hehehe...

Ahh...tired lah. Having muh clinical attachment in Wd 7 in RIPAS. Naleh jua tuh...but kinda ok lah~ A bit (well, honestly..a LOT) bangang about what to do in da ward cos lama sudah nda di ward and also it's a new environment for me cos previously Min clinical attachment di Tutong..ahakz...really, really bangang lah...if asked to do management rah ward ni nanti, super duper Min bangang ni...true...Min tah g lambat adapt to new environment~ Aiyoooooooooo~ Thanx to muh peepz yg ada tolong2 lah tym Min bangang..kekeke...I know I looked stupid..mcm i've never worked in a clinical attachment before...tapi well, I got blank-ness in muh mind jua..still alum work on that~

Hmm...current love story? Nadai..LOL...I'm still here, still single, still hurting. Nda dapat lupakan all those memories we made together. A part of me wants to let go tapi another part of me wants to hold on as long as I live...Payah ah?? Kekekeke...Sapa yang pernah merasa what I feel will understand what exactly I am trying to say...kekeke...well, I love him...still do and I can't forget easily...HOHOHO...stupid, yes...crazy, umm..not quite...LOL


Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (approval pending)

A New Leaf?

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Batah dah nda blogging in here~ Antahlah, macam nada kan di blog in here since I'm heartbroken...banar-banar heartbroken nyanta~ Hahaha..but what can I do? To forget and to let it remain as memories...my sweetest memories...my 'bittersweet' memories in experiencing the feeling called 'LOVE'...Padih my hati everytime I think about how much I love him and how much the environment around me brings that memories alive...adui mak~

He couldn't love me because he has someone in his heart...Fikirkan lah perasaan ku masa ku tau kenyataan yang sebenarnya...Walaupun that someone sudah jadi tunangan orang, tapi he couldn't forget about her walaupun he tried to forget it by being with me...is love that cruel? is love that difficult to forget? Yes...awu...I know how it feels...love is sweet at it's sweetest and bitter at it's most bitter~ Ya Tuhan...only God knows how I feel...my heart is broken...so broken into pieces...sakitnya berabis...

I cried for him several days...sometimes alone and sometimes in front of others...antah berapa gelen udah air mata ku keluar..hahahaa..atu banar-banar menangis tu eyh~ hehehe...but true, I cried for him...sometimes I can't stop...I feel weak without his love...I feel so damn difficult even to breath without him to love me...Mati eyh...itulah betapa kroniknya keadaan ku atu..hahaha..putus cinta macam putus nyawa...memedihkan, memilukan...*sigh*

My only wish...my only prayer...is to see him happy...Ya Allah, pintaku pada-Mu adalah supaya Engkau kurniakanlah kebahagiaan dan kesenangan hidup kepada nya..kepada lelaki pertama yang berjaya membuatku jatuh cinta dan juga berjaya menghancurkan hati ini...Ya Allah, hanya Engkau lah yang Maha Berkuasa atas segalanya..maka kabulkanlah doa hamba-Mu yang hina ini...kerana kegembiraannya adalah satu perkara yang akan menggembirakan aku...dan Engkau pertemukanlah dia dengan jodoh yang baik untuknya...dan kiranya kami berdua akan berjodoh lagi, maka Engkau pertemukanlah jodoh antara kami berdua dan biarkanlah kami dapat memberikan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan kepada sesama sendiri...Amin~

Heheh...I know bari gali plg doa ku atu...tapikan...atulah yang ikhlas dari hati ku..cewahh...semoga aku sendiri lebih tabah dan kuat dalam menghadapi segala dugaan yang Engkau berikan...=p

Lurve,
Kisho-sama

P/S: He will alwez be in this heart of mine as he was the first to taught me how to love, how to cherish and how to be heartbroken....And no one can replace that place of his because there can be no other 1st love in my life...;(

A SuDDeN EnDiNg

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Here I am...updating my blog on the latest news of mine. I've lost the one I love...I've lost someone whom I called my sayang. I've lost a part of me which I've been so happy about. I've lost my love...The truth is, I'm now again single...I've had my first relationship break-up...Lost my 1st love, lost my 1st boyfriend...How come? Napa jadi cemani? Perhaps...it's fate, dah nada jodoh...Perhaps we didn't make it happen? Perhaps we didn't work on it? Antah lah..all I know, he asked for the break-up while I stared at my laptop's screen, crying my eyes out....Alas, the something that I've feared has come true...I lost him. That easy, that fast...disappointingly, 2 days before my birthday and 3 days before our 7 months' anniversary together...I think I've lost hope to love ever again...I felt cheated...I felt I was not being the best that I could be...I got this whole bundle of emotions inside me that I can't just get rid of.

Reasons? Several reasons had been laid in front of my eyes...not because he loves another woman tho but other things...His unconfidence, his uncertainty to provide happiness, his uncomfortable feeling when he received gifts from me..his insecurity...those little things destroyed my happiness...perhaps forever. I'm hurt....I'm bleeding invisibly inside...My eyes bangkak sedikit due to overexcessive crying & not being able to sleep...my body trembled as I did not eat anything for almost 1 1/2 day....Stupid? Perhaps...but that does not matter for I'm being irrational, tangled in my own mix of emotions...

I forgive him. But the pain left will stay and be an old scar that has marred this fragile heart...I accept him as my friend again..though this heart really wanted to make me to hold him close and said never to let go...To hug him tightly and say "Don't leave me...don't say you will..." But I just let it happened without too much of a thought...I dunno...Maybe it's better for him, better for us to break up...maybe he will find someone much better than I am...because I am imperfect...

I just wanna cry when I was blogging this entry...it hurts so much after I held it back for the whole day today...it hurts so much, I don't wanna let it influence me to cry again and reflect on why he left me...hiding behind my happy, cheerful face for all the world to see...I'll keep this happy face on, while time heals my wound slowly....I just wanna cry as much as I can and say "I love him...I really do..." I feel so bad inside...trying to mask this pain with this happy face...holding it back til I'll go weak and then burst it all out one day...I'm not strong as people says...Not strong....

In Pain,
Kisho-Sama

P/S: I love him...I really do. Why must I get hurt when I'm loving someone wholeheartedly? Why is fate cruel to me and left me to unimaginable pain caused by this love that I've so cherished? Let me be strong...Let me overcome this pain...Let me survive through this torturing pain...I'm hurt....so hurt...

Ku DaMam..uWaaa~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

*sniff, sniff* ku damam..hahaha...hope it won't get worse...because i need to be healthy enough to revise for my Final Examz!!! Hehehe...and I want to be healthy when it's my birthday coming around the corner...cewahh...The fun thing is, seems to have double celebration for me because 22/9 is my birthday ( hope my sayang wud do something for me..make a suprise kah, give hadiah kah, do something special kah?? I wud really appreciate that...and be soooo happy...) and on 23/9 which is Hari Guru in Brunei but wud be my 7 months together wif my sayang...(Ohh...hope my sayang remember about the date...he's a forgetful person..kekeke)...

Birthday wishlist ---> a special moment with my sayang...( i dun care apa kan di bagi nya...even a kiss on the forehead sambil ya kata hepi birthday seems to be a precious thing & it's free..hahaha..or a whole day together & just talk bejabirness to each other & share our life stories...or a 'suprise'...i like suprises..yuppie yup i do..)

..a new MC for my handphone (I only have 64 mb...i wanna at least a 256mb kah??LOL)...

..a birthday cake!! C'mon lah...manada birthday without a birthday cake??! Hahah.buwink tu!

..Bantalz...LOL..awo..I like bantals wah...*hint* I got my eyes on a kitty kat red pillow di knicknacs..mahal hantapz!! LOL...but i like bantals apa saja eyh..as long it's cuddly..=p

..hanging around with my peepz and they belanja me!! Hahaha....wud like that...a nite's out! To skodeng2 or have fun begila di luar..hahaha..bwoh...be noty2 gurl ku tu eyh...

..a diary..kekeke...bwoh, ku mau diary??? ya lah...to tulis2 my thoughts & dreamz..ehem2..

..Em, wanna have a silver ring carved wif my name & my syg..haha..lau ya bagi aku atu, hepi ku tu eyh, dunno ah..just wanna have a ring from my syg..emm..weird..jgn plg cincin tunang! LOL! Awal tu eyh..but nda salah plg..kekeke..=p

Just some basic ideas of what i want..hahaha..nda plg semestinya ku dapat semua ani...just a thought of what i want masani..HAHAHAHAH...I'll be super happy plg if i get one or some of all of these things...banar2 super happy tu eyh...sampai nda tido malam kali...LOL..atu ya betapa happy nya aku..hehe..

Okay...that's all...kinda tired...udah tah damam g aku ani..Hahaha...

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

P/S: Where are yoo Datin Tazzzy latenkz?? Batah nda muncul2 nya...kekekeke....

So oh many things...

Assalamualaikum peepz...hellew~

Got bored.Buwink ku plg masa cuti ani. Really. Banar. Absolutely. True. Hahaha. Em, what should I blog ah?? Oh yes...on 5.9.2006, we (me and my sayang, n my 2 loyal frenz, emma n nuyui) went to see a Movie~ Ceta My Super Ex-Girlfriend...typical story, a bit of comedy here and there, some adult contents e.g. having sex sampai patah kaki katil..LOL...that was kinky, a bit funny but embarassing...I would rate it 3/10..antah lah, not the kind of movie u wud like to see over and over again...compared to Pirates of Carribeans 1 & 2 ( and 3 next year, which I couldn't wait to see...). Hahaha..that's my comment ja...After kami liat dat movie, we went to KFC to eat and to the arcade where well, karaoke session!!! 10 songs kami kerajakan nyanta! HAHAHA..sampat g tu i take pictures wif my digital camera although nda buleh banar nya...whoopzie!!! we went back to hostel dalam kul 10.30 lah...hahaha...tapi satisfied..

Then, the next day nya lagi, we went again yet to see a Movie wif other frenz and other unexpected frenz....ceta 'GONG'..which for me, typical ceta misteri Melayu and really, really BORING...part2 mengajuti atu, I can expect udah wah...nda ku tekajut..banar..I just laughed at it while my sayang, pigang my hands and anticipated the 'antu' to come out...LOL...next time, i wud bring my sayang to see movies yg membari ijap so that he wud pigang my hands! LOL..kan ambil kesempatan aku ahh!!! But really, banar...boring da story, and the ending...apa2 ntah...besides, aku nda suka da hero : Jehan Miskin...he's so like perasan hensem in the movie...perasan macho...urgh, benci i nengok! LOL...pas liat da movie, me terjumpa Potty latenkz queueing kan liat ceta 'BOO'..hehe...i wish i can liat ceta 'BOO' tapi well, no use for regrets...Potty, kamu memang kambang hantapz yaaa??

Kami masing2 lapar after seeing 'GONG'...decide punya decide...kami go lah makan di WYWY di Sengkurong..HAHAHA...berkonvoi2 kami ah, my sayang drive my car...berlumba2 di highway..gila drg ah, nasib my sayang nda berlumba makai my car, lau nda marah ku tu eyh..kekekekek...tp laju plg masih tu...sampai sana,wah...kami ani meriah wah...sampat g bergambar2 wif my digi cam tapi syg da bat low..nda banyak ambil pictures...Meriah lah ahh kami makan2 di sana sambil atu ketawa2 dgn ulah2 surang2....mcm2 ada~Siap makan, kami chow balik hostel and udah pukul 12 tgh mlm..LOL..atu yaaa~ nasib da gate alum tutup..fuhhh~ sampai bilik, mengampai surang2..kekekeke..

Then on 7.9.2006 til 9.9.2006, I was busy hantapz....preparing for the college's anniversary ceremony...Menteri Pendidikan wah kan datang ah....Aku ikut committee bunga talur..fuh, naleh jua kerajanya...while emma n nuyui ikut refreshments committee lah...including my sayang pun ikut refreshments...which makes me feel a bit left out, i mean drg together2 but me ikut lain...HAHAHAH...palui plg tu...but well, it's my choice...Really, really bz lah ahh...on 9.9.2006 atu lah ah, aku nervous and hyper..LOL..imagine kan cia lagi aku membari goodie bags to special guests yg dtg including Pengarah of Nursing and matron2 yg ada...LOL..kajai2 jua kaki leh nya...tapi time Menteri Pendidikan dtg, aku nda dpt bagi cos aku nervous so ku suruh ja my fwen c Trish bagi..HAHAHAHA....calie wah aku ahh...takut gitu...sayangnya, kami nda kana suruh masuk jubli hall time Menteri Pendidikan membari ucapan...so lepak2 di kantin macam c palui..LOL...what to do jua lagi kan??

Ptg on 9.9.2006 atu, kami 18th intake terpaksa berkeraja karas cia lagi..ngangkat meja dan kerusi balik ke tempat masing2...LOL..apakanz...berpaluh2 kali ah...Yang cali nya dan memalukan aku, aku cuba kan mengenakan c nuyui time ya di belakang jubli ah by tutup da rotating door kan, aku push lagi tu kan nda nyuruh ya kuar..tapi rupanya aku tutup jua my coordinator punya jalan!!! LOL..abis ku kana ketawakan ahh..chitz...malu ku kali ah...nasib jua nda kana marah..hahahaha...adakah main2 aku ahh...luan hyper!! Malu yoo~ Pastu lagi, kami ada hostel meeting with principal and have to return da kunci hostel arah warden...esh, membari naleh saja...tired nyanta...then baru tah i go home to Tutong for my 1 week cuti~yezaaaa....hepi2...

Ooh yeah...I'm feeling negative lagi ni...moody segala...kesian my sayang, kesian my kwn2...I feel guilty tapi ani tah perangai ku lau kan menses..MWAHAHAHAHA...sowie peepz...sowie sayang...I'm feeling very sensitive jua kali ahh~ Lakas marah...teruk eyh...out of control wah ulah ku tym PMS menyerang...LOL...

And yeah...I've been thinking....too much banarnya...about my relationship...I'm scared of losing my sayang..I'm scared of losing his love...i admit I'm always the problem...selalu ragu-ragu, selalu negatif...I wanna change that...Ya Allah, mudahan I will not lose him...Mudahan kami kekal ke akhir hayat dan dapat menempuhi cabaran yang mendatang...I love him and that will not change easily...And yeah, I've been thinking...kalau lah aku nda balik Brunei this year, kalaulah aku nda accept my sayang...wat wud become of me and him? Sometimes, I feel like pihak ketiga to my sayang and to ????...to whom?? Ada lahhh...ask me personally and I might tell u..hahahahaMaybe it;s just my perasaan saja tapi there's too much that makes me believe in it....it's been bothering me recently and i need someone to give out their opinions....I'm thinking negatively again...*sigh*

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

P/S: I will always and until the end of time, will love you...as long as this heart of mine beats , as long as this soul is here...trying to understand you, my love but i get hurt doing so...i love you and it pains me...

All in a Day's worth...zasss~

hELLeW peepz...

Right now sedang duduk dgn asyiknya di dalam library kolej yang serba sunyi tym lunch..HAHAH..buwink jua eyh sunyi2 anie...Me alone saja nih...My sayang antah ke mana, my fwens pun antah ke mana...all i know, I'm here in front of my lappy dear...planning to watch VCD ceta 'Goong' yang I bought di malam..HAHAHAHA..sanggup wah berabiskan usin $39 untuk bali ah...Lawa kali ah ceta nya..nda menyasal nih ku membali..heheh..emm, apa g ah? oh yesh...Potty yang paling latenkz antara latenks2 terhebat tahap dewa power rangers bercampur gaban kaler pink, miyah, itam, kelabu, coklat, ijau dan kuning yang teramatlah kalerfool sampai power to da max...LOL..apakanz???!!!

Yesterday, kami go jalan2 ke batu bersurat untuk cari tempat kadai jahit..to jahit my baju raya lah...gila kali ah..batah2 kami round2 sana, nada wah yang sanggup until kami sampai di kadai yg ujung2..nasib jua mau menerima..3 pasang baju nyanta bernilai $170..Waahhh...mahal ah?? Tapi desperate udah kan menyuruh menjahit wah..hehe...siap before raya, tapi nda tau bila..hope a few week early lah..hehehe...ooh yeah kemarin..i did something stupid jua lah...i unintentionally hurt my sayang's feelings~ my sayang diam2 wah lapas me said dat something..jahat eyhhh~...damn my celupar, insensitive self..LOL..banar..jahat me ani...sowie sayang...i hurt ur feelings...i know i did...cewahhh...lainkali i try to be less laser...=x

but anyway, today gud news jua..Elaun kuar!! HAHAHAH..tapi kan..not entirely gud news lah cos I have to pay hutang to my nini lah...aiyo...so deeply in a financial problem..well, what can i say...one of my life's trouble lah ni..HAHAHAHA...

Oh yes...that's all lah....next week udah kan cuti! Yay..cuti..tapi won't be that great cos my sayang will not be able to see me in the holidays...HAHAHAHA..masih g cinta tersembunyi kali ahh~ That's all...*sigh*

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

Whoo-hoo...holy crapness!

Yay~ got news yang our final exams were postponed to another later date....MWAHAHAHA! Hepi ku nih...Still got some time before it, so I need to study! Yeezaaaa....Revise~ Ooohh..I luv it!! Nda cia stress surang2 g ni sal kan dakat exams..but still stress tho to study...hehehe..seronok nyerrrr~Gud news..gud news...=p

Yesterday, my 6 months' together wif my sayang..too bad, nada ya here to spend time wif me on that day...*Sigh* how i really wish ahh...ya sanggup datang last nite to spend time wif me, i mean, bawa jalan2 for dinner kah or liat movie kah...Waaaahhh...too bad semua atu cuma mimpi..cewaaahh! Lau my sayang do those things yang aku mimpi2kan, that would be sooooooooo romantic..suka ku berabis kedia tu ah...hahahaha, banar2 g nda ku minat laki2 lain..ceewahhh! =p

Yeah..no mood last nite jua sebab nda dpt celebrate that event kemarin...I feel suddenly macam empty lapas bangun tidur...besides, aku terasa ati jua dgn my fwens' words kemarin, 'padas' her words which selalunya I ignore cematu2 saja tapi kemarin was like, sakit ati ku plg, HAHAHA...I feel like a moron...sensitive ku wa kemarin ahh...chitz jua tu~ But good enough lah, I can hold off my bad mood...HAHAHAHAHAH...*sigh* Miss my sayang so much...:X

Kemarin jua...I was stupidly careless...lupa pasang headlights kereta tym jalan bali nasi katok!! Chitz!!! Careless waaa!!! Teruk banar aku ani...but well, I'm okay tho..just aku malar cursed myself stupidos sooo much...*sigh* I was not myself yesterday...really, macam aku di dunia lain..HAHAHAHAH...*sigh* teruk2....But I'm okay now!! Yeezaaa..hyper ku ni..I need to vent it off somewhere...hehe...karaokeing lagi at arcade????? LOL...that would be sooo 'mental'!!! =P

Lurve,
Kisho-SaMa

6 months!! WOW...atu yaa~

So lazy. Today I'm alone on the day of my 6 months together wif my sayang. Hahaha. Happy 6 months together love!! BTW, malam tadi i did send a SMS to Rangkaian Pelangi saying Happy 6 months together n i will love him as he has love me. LOL...and he loved it. My sayang actually said, he loved it and bagi ke jiwa! HAHAHAHAHA..oooh yessss~ Atu tah yang ku mau nah! Make him ke jiwa banyak-banyak sampai he'll love me and no one else...LOL...teruknyeee...and he said, aku cute..LOL! Andangnya aku cute, baru di malam ya ngakun aku cute...esh, esh, esh..nda ya sadar kali selama ani...HAHAHAHAHHA...Potty, me cute laaa~ My sayang said it too..LOL!

Oh yeah..kemarin kami ke arcade, I mean, me and my hostel peepz...we got crazy...well, actually..we first went to see a movie "CLICK" which was hilarious and a bit "dirty"..LOL!!! But siuk lah, besides I like Adam Sandler's acting performance..heheheh. Pastu makan di KFC, and then we went to arcade to relieve some stress...mana jua nda stress, my intake gonna have an extended clinical week which means staying at the hospital for clinical attachment for another damn tiring week..HAHAHAHAH..and me? aku pun stress jua, cos I wanted to study together-together with them bah...i mean, final exam..is not that far away...LOL..mati eyh..teruk nyeee!!

So di arcade..we sang about 10 songs!! LOL..atu ya...mula2 nyanyi 4 songs, then nyanyat & alum ilang stress...so tambah g 2 songs..then another 2 songs...and then another 2 songs!! LOL...atu ya banar2 menyanyi...sampai sarut my suara! HAHAHAHA..I loved it when we sang lagu Radja..m faveret band tu ah! Yeezaaa...=p

Anyway, atu saja..I'm tired...I'm bored..Hungry..LOL..macam2 lah...I'm done..that's it..*sigh*

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama

My Japanese Name~ Hehehe..

Got bored. Browse thru the internet. Found a website. Got this. Hahahaha. I'm done. =x

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Assalamualaikum peepz..

Tired. Satu perkataan yang nda pandai ku nda sabut...kehkehkeh. Naleh hantapz walaupun nda clinical attachment. Mentally exhausted banarnya. Final exams lagi coming soon..argh, mental! stress! Just let me die! LOL..nda lah..astaga, minta2 mati cia plg..anyway, macam biasa lah...tired ku going everyday, and i mean EVERDAY except friday & sunday lah tu ah..kehkehkeh, going ke kolej...tiap2 hari mua ku saja tu dapat di liat di sana ah..LOL...eeeeee, nda sabar rasanya tunggu my colleagues yang lain abis clinical so that, aku nda lagi mental kesurangan di kolej yang sunyi dan cuma dipenuhi dgn juniors2 yang fresh..kehkehkeh...rasa macam aku plg kan jadi junior! HAHAHAHAHA...

19/8/06 - 6 months udah wif my sayang~ Nda tau kan bagi apa rah nya banarnya...budget pun rasanya cukup2 saja...not much..too much hutang here and there...So yang paling murah that I can think of ialah..jeng, jeng, jeng...a movie slideshow...HAHAHAHAHA...all you need are a software called Windows Movie Maker 2, lots of pictures, music of any kind, a few sincere words from the heart and voila~ siap!!!! Pernah plg aku buat dh cemani and bagi arahnya...and aku happy lah dgn respons nya..katanya ya terharu! And aku kana bagi cubitan percuma di tangan...LOL..nah, kali ani biar ya terharu lagi (abis tah ku ni kana cubit g)..aku ani andal ni dgn ayat2 yang mengharukan jiwa...Kehkehkeh...sampai aku yang meliat pun bleh terharu sendiri..cemana kan tu??? Aduii...my sayang~

Problem yg aku hadapi pasal membari hadiah ani jua..is should aku bagi hadiah rah nya tiap2 bulan??? Well, my dear sista Emma kata jangan tah bagi tiap2 bulan..sebab ilang cia suprise nya..kira kana expected cia kana bagi hadiah tiap bulan..LOL..banar aku plg ganya yg slalu bagi hadiah tiap bulan rah my sayang ani..ya jarang hantapz..LOL...adedeh~ From my gila2 fren, Nuyui..ya kata ok jua lau bagi tiap2 bulan..kira appreciate kedia...macam ada kenangan untuk that anniversary..ceewah! So aku serba salah..kan bagi ka nda ka?? Emm...but masani aku bagi lah saja..cos it's 6 MONTHS waaah eyh!! Setengah tahun tu...fuhh~ nda sangka bertahan selama ani....tapi nda plg lagi sehangat dulo! LOL...awoo..nda g sehangat dulo~ maybe pasal ya jauh saja atu ke KB...relationship atu pun nda bermaintain..kehkehkeh..we dun call each other on the phone, jarang dh msg2..sometimes saja mc2...bwohh!!!! But masih g I luv luv luv him so much..tapi kurang dah menunjukkan rah nya..MWAHAHAHAH..jahat aku ah~

Anyway, atu saja...naleh dh menaip ani..kehkehkeh...btw, aku mencari VCD or DVD "GOONG", a Korean drama series yang siukkkkkkkkkkk ceta nya!! Kira macam ceta "FULLHOUSE" tapi ani ceta pasal kerabat diraja gitu~ Aaaahhh...sokaaaa ku cetanyaaaa!!! I wanna buy~ tapi alum ku tercari..lau ada, abis lah..aku bali ni..bali niii! Hehehee..lau nada, kuciwa th ku ni..hahahaha..=p

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

-->>FireWorkz DreaMz<<---

Assalamualaikum peepz...

I'm just coming back from ke padang...liat kereta berhias and basikal berhias and bunga api. Tiring and annoying. Hahaha. I'm not really happy banarnya for this nite...I'm really 'terluka' a bit in my heart sebab someone that I waited, nda kunjung tiba...Someone I waited, I couldn't even get a hold of...someone that I waited, with huge hope dapat liat bunga api sama ya, which may be romantically done but not done...*sigh* Sapa? My beloved...*sigh* I'm soooooooooooo damn f**king sad sebab this....My wish kali ah kan meliat bunga api with him..jadi moody ku selajur because of it...I know plg lain tahun bleh lagi sama2 liat bunga api ka apa...tapi *sigh* macam I just want it this YEAR! aduii...I'm soooo totally insane...Anyway, bunga api tonite were cool...lawa and sooo nice...but I can't enjoy it to the max without him by my side...lagipun, aku became so "couple-conscious" sejak ada BF ani...MWAHAHAHAH...meaning, aku sanang feel so lonely when ada couple dapan mata ku beramah mesra asmara..HAHAHAH..stress ku tu ah...Like they pigang2 tangan, I feel so sensitive!!!! ARGH...mental ku selajur...and I get soooo rindu arah ya...*sigh*=s

Furthermore, aku jadi pissed off because someone keep pestering me and memajal!! And being indecisive and asked me to make decisions!! Time ku bad mood lagi tu...abis la kedia..nda ku melayan! HAHAHAHAHAHAAH...sapa suruh buat aku pissed off???! I'm so damn evil...and sooo damn easy being hated....well, that's the me yang most people would like to not see me in...HAHAHAHAH..teruk waaa aku ahhh lau time bad mood and jadi pissed off!

Anyway, aku sensitive malam ani...aku nangis laaaa~ nangis la time bunga api ada tadi...like setiap bunga api atu "meretakkan" my heart...macam setiap bunyi bunga api atu menghancurkan hati ku...cewaahhh!! Tapi banar...time masuk kereta tah lagi nah, dengar lagu2 yang sentimental!!!! MENTAL ku selajur...buduh banar! HAHAHAHA....nda ku duli lagi eyh kawan2 ku meliat aku nangis...i wiped them laju2 plg...dalam hati rasakan menangis puas2...tapi macam buduh jua ku kan menangis tanpa sebab yang kuat...LOL...aggghhh, aku emosiiiii!! Antah, dalam keadaan pissed off aku atu...aku 'blame' my sayang for not making an effort to jumpa aku tadi...if he really does love me sooo much, he would search for me tadi....TAPI kan~ I realised yang hidup ani bukan macam novel...I can't expect or HOPE so much yang ya akan muncul macam hero dalam novel cinta...MWAHAHAHAH...sooo, to be realistic, aku pendamkan saja la, biar aku surang saja sakit...aku yang terlabih2 ani...maybe next year kami dapat go sama2 ke pesta perayaan and time atu nanti, wif PARENTS' blessing...MWAHAHAHAHAH....aku alum lagi bagitau my parents about us...oooooh, maybe pasal atu too much dugaan..hehe..lum berkat lagi! =p

Okies...that's all for tonite...I'm damn tired...usul ku lagi tu, naleh banar jua nyaaa...HAHAHAHA...tapi sampat lagi tu online ah?? =p

Lurve,

KishoSama

--->> Mentally Unhappy<<---

College's opening day!

Backz~

Ahh..storytelling time..ehhee! College opening day!!! Yezza~ Me jadi one of the 'actress' for our intake's punya exhibition...emmm~ Me jadi 'wife' a patient..hahaha, kebetulan yang da patient ani is my beloved..LOL..cemana kan tu? coincidence? Kweh3x...not really lah, kana suruh wa me jadi 'wife' my beloved ani.HAHAHAHA..calie banar.Ironic nyanta!! Funny things happened before chief guest datang meliat our 'simulation of medical ward' exhibition...I liked the way our 'doctor' acted la..hehe..macam banar2 jadi doktor ani wah! And my sayang ani, pun calie jua because ya jadi patient atu macam banar2 wah...jadi patient yang ada congestive heart failure lagi tu! HAHAHAHAHA...kesian my 'hubby'. Dengan nama nya as Sharif Doll Omar...HAHAHAA...sooooo nda lawa nama atu kana bagi rah my 'hubby'..=p

Others did a good job jua on their parts...kami congratulate ourselves dengan bergambar banyak2 sampai sangal rasanya.Hhahaahahah...sekali sekala la.Hhahaha..KWEH3X...anyway, tiring day plg...naleh ku ulihnya jua, walaupun sekadar jadi 'wife' yang duduk di sisi 'husband' nya.Hahahahaa...Nada pix kami rah me..semua arah my 'hubby' ahh...adeh dehh...nanti tah mempost gambar2 ahh..hehe..siuk laaaa tadi! Mwahhaaa..walaupun sekadar jadi supporting actress ganya..heheh...

Anyway, me embarassed...malu lah cos kana ucap jadi perbinian ah.LOL...malu nyer...macam udah plg rasanya jadi perbinian ahh...selahau banar! *tapi dalam hati, sokaaaa sokaaa segala!!!!!* Hahahaha...ado2 gala banar!! Hehee...Mungkin kah akan jadi kenyataan? Mwahahhaahha...fusyooo....I'm in Love! LOL..

Bah atu saja..malas ku kan taip banyak2 lagi ni banarnya...esuk lagi skulah...aicehh...buwink! Anyway, I'll be going to 'perarakan tanglung' nanti..HAHAHAHA...hope soooo much I'll be going with my sayang...ehehhe...dapat jua lagi pigang2 tangan and bermesra-mesraan..HAHHAA..selahauness!

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama

Finally!!! A REAL date!! Hahaha~

Assalamualaikum peepz~

I'm happy~ I'm feeling joyful~ Hahaha...anyway, pasal apa nah? Pasal kemarin, on 1 August 2006, I finally got my beloved to a REAL date!! Hahah..I mean, kami berdua saja wah! LOL...aahh, nervous kali ah rasaku time invite ya kuar date sama aku.LOL..adeh dehh. Anyway, we had a bit of a quarrel jua because ya macam prefer aku pigi KB wif my chatters rather than enjoy a movie out with me...Sasak ku berabis! Hahah..I mean, ya macam nda paham my feelings..I already told him la yang I wanna spend time wif ya the nite before...eshh...yatah me sebal banget time ya malar say I better go to KB and have fun sana.Damn jua tu..Hahaha, pastu we diam2 all the way...sampai ya then asked me, "Jadi?" Of course lah jadi!! MWAHAHAHAH...mana dapat dilepaskan peluang cematu ah..then my mood jadi baik cia~ Adui..awal2 g tu me bersiap banarnya...mencari clothes yang bisai untuk di pakai..hehe..

This time, kami nda guna kereta to go see the movie ahh..hahah. Apa jua~ ampir ganya The Mall dengan hostel kami ah.So kami jalan kaki ke the Mall lah...ahh~ romantik fantastic..well, not really lah sebab aku yang malar tarik tgn nya time crossing the road...LOL...ya ketawa plg ganya cos me jenis yang mudah panik lau crossing jalan..MWAHAHAH! My bad habit banarnya..Then we went to tempat beli tiket la, sini start lagi kami quarrel a bit.LOL..nda pandai abis2 nya...pasal apa g ah? Pasal movie apa yg kan diliat...hahaha..kali nya, ya belikan saja cia tiket ceta "Dragon Tiger Gate" yang me kan liat...hehe. Kan menyenangkan hati ku la tu kedia ahh..MWAHAHAHA. Pastu kami bali minuman n popcorn la..kweh3x...

Sepanjang waktu kami meliat movie ah...I'm a bit naughty.LOL..selalu memikirkan cemana aku kan migang tangannya..HAHAHAHAHA.Selahau aku ahh...tapi then malas cia ku.So relax2 saja duduk meliat ceta ah...emm, sadang jua la ceta movie ah. Aksi berlawan nya saja yang power...storyline actually nya not that good..Buwink~ HAHAHAH..But ok lah secara overall nya...Pas abis, kami jalan2 sekajap di Mall ah, kali ani migang tangan nda lapas2!! WAAAAHhh..baru ya macam couple sejati.LOL...then kami ke KFC cos Emma bekirim.emm...Ahh, pas ke KFC, aku bagi idea supaya kami mengaga arah kadai VCD yang dakat Ayamku di Gadong ah..so kami jalan sana la..pigang tangan lagi.LOL...sukaaaa hantapz ku time pigang2 tangan ani..MWAHHAAHA...then sampat lagi kami ke kadai komunis, meliat VCD..tapi nda plg membali..HAHAHAHA...

Sampai di hostel, waduh...pukul 10.15, then kami lepak2 di tempat parking berdua...kononnya kan menunggu dang Emma muleh dari hospital..HAHAHAH...cos selalunya urang dari hospital muleh kul 10.30 mlm cematu la ahh..so lepak2 lah kami dua ani..Bercerita cia kami nah.HAHAHAH..cerita pasal apa? Pasal kenangan kami dulu time di Shahbandar and di Batang Duri..Heheh..time kenangan dulu atu, kami nda sama2..kira alum kenal gitu...HAHAH...biasalah, dulu atu lain2 group nyanta..nda berjumpa. Time tahun 2 ganya, barutah kenal2...mesra2 gitu.LOL...nah, terbuka cia ceta lama nah! HEHEHEHE...Sekalinya sampai kul 11.00 mlm ani wah!! Rupanya c Emma ani batah udah balik di hostel..MWAHAHAH..percuma kami berdatenkz plg di tempat parking yang menjadi tempat berdatenkz para hostellites..Hehehe...

Anyway, aku hepi la...aaaah~ ke jiwa nyamo...tapi aku nda manage kiz dahi nya like i always wanted to do.HAHAHA...a coward ku.LOL...hehe..=p

Ok..abis dh part one...satu entry g..HAhahaha...BERCERITA ku eyh!! Kancang2...hhehehe..

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Life is pretty da same...nada yang berlainan dari biasa..MWAHAHAHA.Kes buring la tu...nada jua yang siuk nya ah.Emm..apa g kan ku taip sini ah? Kusung utak rasanya masani..biasalah, alum breakkie g.HAHAHAAH..bah sapa kan belanja ku makan? Aku ready2 ganya plg ni...sapa yang bermurah hati membelanja ah, akan ku terima tu dengan perut yang kusung...LOL..nda rugi kamu membawa aku makan..aiseh, macam mempromo plg ani wahh..APAKANZ!!

Emmm...hari ani dapat jumpa my sweetheart nih...HAHAHAHAHA...suka ku eyh..Angau gila ku masani kan kedia.Biasalah..urang baru bercinta.LOL..apakanz..Teruk eyh aku ah...heheh. Aaah...I lurve my sayang~ Mwahz3x...

Bah atu saja...saja melaporkan diri ku ani...MWAHAHAHAH...atu ya banar...buang masa saja aku ani.bisai banar bini2 nya..hehe

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

Still going strong and gradually weaker..ahakz~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

OOooh..I'm so bored. Wait, let me translate that. Aku buring berabis!! Hahaha...life is boring nowadays. All I have to do is do my 'pending' studies...hahaha. Which for me is 'malas ku rasanya kan belajar'. Ohh..damn. Cemana kan tu? I dunno...I'm pretty lazy. I should freak out, I should be totally anxious, I should be cramming all the studies in my brain..I should but I don't. Kweh3x...That's me. Gadis yang suka buat keraja 'last minute' and pastu frustrated if my results are not up to my expectations. Angan-angan ganya tinggi melangit.. Geez~ Cemana kan tu???Hehehe..

Alum g ku ke perayaan ahh sempena hari keputeraan Sultan...cewah.Malas ku rasanya. Ramai urang lagi tu...malas2.Meliat cucul ganya masa ari jumat lapas.Hehehe..special gitu wif me beloved. Tapi bukan kami berdua ganya.HAHAHAHAH...aiih, romantik kali ah meliat cucul sama2 dalenk..hehe. Tapi kejam ya ah, adakah patut di gigitnya tangan2 ku??? Atu banar...malu gila ku dapan yang lain. HAHAHA..tapi dalam hati sokkkaaaaaa!!! Apa nah ku buat? Aku gigit jari2 nya..nah, nah.nyaman ko..hahaha.Tapi nda kuat...adui mak..nda me sampai hati nyamo. Sayang lah katakan...hahahah...duhh~aiiih...kalau lah dapat ke perayaan sama kedia, lagi best...cewahh...pigang2 tangan, jalan2 melintas gerai, sama2 berbau asap satay n sutung tutuk...LOL...apakanz!!!! ohh emak, anakanda mu jatuh cinta yg teramat sangat...hahaha..

Btw, kami dua dah melimpasi bulan ke 5 sama2...hehe.cewah...kambang ku.siok rasanya bercouple ani.hehhe.meriah...hahahahaha.aku bagi ya hadiah dah..apa nah ku bagi? Mug dari knick knacks and patung kucing damit itam putih.hehehe...special gitu~ ahahaha...aku apa ku dapat?? emm..nada apa2.Nada ya bagi aku apa2....hahahaha.Tapi hepi jua ku masih...angau2 c latenk ani..hehehe. Duh~ And aku start anxious...anxious kenapa?? Anxious cos raya bakal menjelma (batah plg lagi...tau ku plg)...anxious cos time raya aku bakal bertemu dgn family nya...fuhhh, berdebar jiwa raga ku...first time cemani, panik rasanya. And maybe, time raya ani aku gto my family pasal ya.Bwoh....arghh!! aku ijap...hehehe

Anyway, atu saja dulu...chow..I'm bored.Banar2 bored....selahau ku ani..hahahaha...

Lurve,

Kisho-SaMa

Single and un-single??

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Life is pretty much the same...naleh jua walaupun nda clinical. Sadang jua mentality nya la.Hahah.Anyway, aku rasa ok2 saja...well, except diri ani tengah selesema.Lum g baik2 nya dari minggu lapas...No need to pity me, I can survive this. Plus, aku tengah coughing...productive cough ni..melatup2 bunyinya.Hahaha. Macam kereta buruk yang melatup2 bunyi exhaust nya..

Love life seems like telenovela masa ani.Hahaha.Apa kisahnya? Emm...antah, tapi banyak buat aku berfikir macam-macam. *sigh* Times macam ani, kekadang buat we think it is better to be single..hahahahaa. Well, manusia selalu cuba mencari jalan keluar yang terlalu mudah dalam hidup.hehe..

Anyway...I'm tired...

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama

{no ideas}

Assalamualaikum peepz..

Naleh.Bukan nya naleh apa, tapi naleh study.hahaha.final exams g nda batah ni...preparation for exams pun alum mencukupi.Nya bak kata pepatah, seperti pelakon masuk ke medan perang sebenar.LOL..apakanz tu??? Meaningnya, tani tau apa yg bakal dihadapi tapi nda prepare kan menghadapi perkara atu...faham? lau nda faham, jangantah fahami. Biar aku saja yang sakit kepala.LOL...Bz ku di kolej ani.Macam-macam kan di belajar ah.Nonstop.hahaha.hedek2.emm..lau rehat sekajap pun, rasanya takut ku krg lum ku faham apa yang patut ku study.Mwahaha.Apakanz?! Merepek udah ayatku ani..nda tah tantu g pemikiran ku.Heheh.I'm crazyyyyyy~mental tahap gaban pink..=p

Last week, problemo~Lurve problemo..ahhhh.Nda ku tau tu ah apa yang ku cakap and buat.Sowie my frenz yang there for me time aku antah, kan gila pa kah..hehe..malarku menyabut kan mati sedangkan my problemo atu hal kecik ja.Hahaha.Damn eyh...ku rasa me alum understand my dalenk g ni.Sometimes, me think my frenz g paham kedia dari myself...emm, sampai me think, maybe he needs someone else and NOT me.U know la...mcm ya ketawa lagi siuk sama urang lain then with me, like macam ya prefer to luahkan perasaannya rah other people than me...lain my perasaan lau me think about that.Yatah sedih hantapz ku lau ku fikirkan atu bleh terjadi..kweh3x.padih my heart yooo~fuh...amazing yang aku leh nanes dgn senangnya berlinangan airmata for 2 days. Ceh...i think i'm in too deep udah masa ani.Mwahaha..sorry to my dalenk.Me alum understand u g ni...me trying to change la my attitude yang 'ganas' ani...alalalalala...lurve u syg.Mwahaha...*kambang bulu romaz* Me missing him la shoooo muchieeee....*sigh* Takut me lau jumpa ya ari sabtu ni, me terpaluk ya.LOL!!!! Atu ya..kerinduan hantapz nyanta! aahh..cinta, dikau membuat ku gila~Nasib this gila bukan yg jenis untuk urang MHU..hehe.Nyeh~

Chow la...me go away~ hahaa...ooooh hepi dayz~

P/S: Sapa ada lagu Bombay "Usai" ah??? Me wanna eyh...mauuuu~ lawa dat song...

Bombay - Usai

Ku yakin cintaku akan mendatang

Ku yakin yang ku akan di sayang

telah lama ku tunggu, telah lama ku nanti

saatnya pasti akan tiba...

dahulu kau pernah berkata

yang kita takkan pernah terpisah

hanyalah ada kisah percintaan

milik kita berdua..

tapi kini terlerai sudah

segala yang telah ku impikan

Mengapa kita harus berpisah

Menghapuskan segala yang indah...

c/o ku cinta kamu kasih, ku cinta kamu sayang

tapi kini segalanya telah berubah

takkan lagi dikenang, takkan lagi tersimpan

kasih diantara kita telah pun lerai...

dulu kau yang ku cinta, dulu kau yang ku rindu

sampai kini ku tetap setia padamu

takkan lagi dikenang, takkan lagi tersimpan

kasih diantara kita telah pun lerai...

buat selamanya..

New Semester Uiiiii~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

The new semester is here...and would be my FINAL semester. Mwahaha..siuk eyh kan abis ani, nda payah belajar lagi. Menganggur di taman bunga tah lapas ani sementara menunggu interbiu. Heheh...yakin aku ah. Tapi, this semester...yang paling sibukkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk berabis untuk aku. Terpaksa catch up with 4 major specialties yang aku alum belajar. *sigh* And belajar sendiri2 lagi tu...would i be able to do it?? kwang3x...go go go myself!! Aja aja fightee!!! LOL..*terinfluence FULL HOUSE*

Final exams in Spetember...mwahaha. Matik eyh. September~ my favourite month jadi month yang bakal menyeksakan. Sadis...Banyak kan di belajar ni...revise, revise and revise to da max!! LOL...cemana ni?? Cuma 2 months ja lagi tinggal ni kan exam...naleh ku eyh...really tired..bakas 'burnout' sal dissertation ah...mwahaha. I'm getting my asthma attacks too..kweh3x...*sediakan inhalers*

Ohh yeah...my trip to KK was nice..emm, bergagas ganya wah. Tapi puas shopping to da max..mwahaha. Ngam2 cia lagi bapa bonus..yeehaa! Kesian bapa plg tu...anak2nya bershopping sakan-ness!! But cool wahh...really siuk-ing~ Hehehe...

Newsflash on my lovelife...emm, antah ah...I'm being doubtful lagi...Buduh ni aku ah. Mwahaha...yes, doubtful lapas cuti ah...ragu-ragu if i did a good decision of starting all of this. Ragu-ragu if we could really be TOGETHER...ragu-ragu if we are really being sincere to ourselves, sincere dalam perasaan...ahakz. Emm..I dunno. Sometimes, aku rasa...I'm just like a best friend ja...just macam biasa tapi more rapat ja. Jaaaa~ HAHAHAHA...antah2...antamz. I'll get this resolved...umm...hopefully. I'm just too inexperienced dalam handling yang cemani ani...kweh3x...

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama a.k.a Z.C

Going for a short trip!! Yeezaaa~Nasi katok fever?=x

Goin to KK tomorrow!Do not cry for my short-term farewell..hehe. Whoo-hoo! I'm luvin it~ Will be back on Saturday!! And oh gosh, Monday is when school re-opens!! Gyahhhh mwahahahaz...

I missed kan makan nasi katok...never mind, next week I'll get one! Nyahaha...Uitz, Aleq..u promised to bring me to one of the yummiest nasi katok vendors...mwahaha, i'll be waiting!! I wanna nasi katok....=x

Suddenly I'm struck by the fact...I'm slightly addicted to nasi katok! MWAHAHAH...

Happy 4 months together amjah...moga our relationship is stronger day by day..luvin u! hehe..how time goes sooooo fast~ *sigh* silap2 haribulan..kawin ku tah udah! LOL..semangat! Kweh3x

Lurve

Kisho-Sama a.k.a Z.C

b.o.r.e.d

bored.bored.bored.bored.

i need a dose of anti-boredom vaccine if u have one...anyone??!! so damn bored...

can't imagine what i'll do after graduation...i could be crazy due to excessive boredom!!!! =x

Fabula Nova Crystallis..HUH? Not football tho .=p

Assalamualaikum y'all peepz..

HMm..masa ani aku tgh bercuti dgn senangnya di rumah.Hahaha..apakanz. Cuti dua minggu lah, cuti semester. Ahakz. Really nada papa kan di buat di rumah ah. Buring hantapz dunia ku di rumah. Macam kana kurung saja. Kan berjalan ke kadai ka ke mana, nda jua kana suruh tu...kweh3x. Anak kesayangan lah katakan..wakakaka..perasan ku! Nda lah...anak dara wahhh, nda bisai jalan sana sini...kwang3x. Duhhh~

So surfing da internet tah ja kaja ku. MSN Live messenger sux btw. Selalu heng nda tantu pasal. Ilang mood kan chat jadinya plg. Friendster? Buring jua la cos nada urg bagi banyak testi, nda banyak urg kan post bulletin...kweh3x..kes buhsan hantapz loh!! So what I do? Surfing ja lah di internet ah...and then BAMZ!! FABULA NOVA CRYSTALLIS!! WAAAAAHHHH...really making me drooling lots of saliva. Hahaha...PS3 punya game and one from my favourite series : FINAL FANTASY SERIES!!!! Whoo-hoo... buleh gila jadinya meliat grafik yang makin mantap and game play makin REAL! Damn eyh...siuk!!!!! Apatah lagi da protagonis dalam da game is a female!! wahhhh lawaaaa da female eyh...kalah Tomb Raider segala. I'm drooling for her~ Ganas, brutalz, cun, fighter!!! If ya exist, kan berguru ku arahnya~ Ohhh who is she that beautiful girl??~~ Plus, she's using a GUnBlade...one of my favourite weapon dlm FINAL FANTASY series...waahhhh. I like it~ Soooo much! wHAT can I say...usulnya she's gonna be my heroin..LOL...selalunya si CLOUD STRIFE tah idaman ku selalu (he's a male btw). Kali ani, I'm feasting my eyes rah this heroin of FABULA NOVA CRYSTALLIS : FINAL FANTASY 13...she's so cool~

Ahh..enough of this. Naleh ku menaip n memuji.AhAKZ. Wish I got enough money untuk bali PS3 nanti..i mean, next year!! I wanna, wanna, wanna so much!!! I don't care..I'm aiming to get a PS3..nda ampit Ps2, PS3 pun jadi lah. Wahhhhhh...PS3 is gonna be on the top of my wishlist. LOL...Pray for me, supaya ku dapat PS3. HAHAHAAHAHA...

Anyway, aku rindu my amjah...really i do. Ya selalu muncul di utak ku time ku bangun..hahahaha. Time tido pun termimpi2 jua. Bwoh, cana ni? LOL...mengada banar...Cuti ani rasanya batah hantapz pasal ani. Wahaha. Buduh banar...Wanna jumpa amjah eyhh! Wanna bibit ya and gigit ya punya tangan! WAHAHAHA...wanna cucuk da pinggang...wanna hold his hand. KWEH3X...kronik2..

BTW, ya ada sent a sms rah PELANGI FM arah segmen JATUH CINTA...apanah? ROMANTIK hantapz..waduhhh. Cair ku selajur ulihnya. Cana ni? Hahaha..sweet tho. I'm loving him day by day...and I really like it time urang kata kami sepadan! wahahaha...kambang tah ku nah. Sepadan ka? LOL...wahhhh...I'm soooo in lurve...peepz, jangan tiru gaya urang jiwang karatz macam aku ani.hahahah Very not good banarnya. =p

Adios then..Chalowwww~

Z.C. - If he's made for me, then let me be with him til death do us part...=p

Crying season? *sigh*

Assalamualaikum y'all...

Nothing much to say in this entry tho. Just that aku and muh geng (nurul, emma n amjah) pigi tengok itu wayang punya cerita = X-Men 3!! Hahaha..seronok hantapz cerita nya. Ganya aku rasa ada kurang sedikit itu 'kick' lah..mcm da jalan cerita dapat diteka dgn senang nya oleh ku! WAHAHAHA..buhsan eyh...Anyway, lapas liat wayang, we went to Ayamku at Batu Bersurat and makan2 sambil gelak ketawa tahap malas peduli urg lagi. LOL!

But then, something happened lah. Aku kelaie dgn amjah. Shitness eyh. Aku yg start dulu...ahakz, memang andangnya aku ani..suka startkan masalah. Always lah macam ani...i mean, kalau kami hepi2 tu ah awal2..pastu gerenti ada part yg kelaie lah sedih2 lah. Antah eyh...gila banar! Heheh..Aku n amjah bincang2 dalam keta time sampai hostel. Menangis lagi ku tu dapannya! Argh~ malu nyer!!!! Tapi then...amjah nangis dapan kuuuuuuuuuuu...awww~ We bincang2 lah..*sigh* sebab perkara remeh pun bleh jadi. LOL...antah eyh. Andang aku ani memandai cari kelaie!! AHHHHHH...buduh!!! Then oke2 aja tia...*sigh* amjah nangis dapan kuu~ and it's the first time ya nangis rah dapan urg lain selain dari family nya. Adui..and for me, first time jua ku nangis dapan laki2 in my life! HAHAHA...abis ilang ayu. Kweh3x..

Btw, atu saja tah. Guess what tho...aku in my life, first time bagi bunga rah laki2 who is amjah~ AHAHHA..bunga ros merah gitu! LOL...ganya sekuntum ja. Lau 3 kuntum, meaning I LOVE U...lau sekuntum? antah lah labuu....eh, atu ja. Chow bebeh!

LurVe,

KisHo-SaMa a.k.a Z.C.

Full of crapness~

Check this outz...hahaha.Just for fun loh~

Compatibility of
VIRGO (Birthdate: 09 22 1983) and TAURUS (Birthdate: 05 01 1984)

For Taurus and Virgo it's love at first sight- Both are homebodies and they share the same intellectual pursuits. Taurus's tenacity and Virgo's sharp mind are a good combination for success as a team. And Taurus keeps a careful eye on expenditures, which pleases thrifty Virgo. Although they lack what might be called a spontaneous approach to life, neither puts a high value on that. They may have to adjust sexually, for Taurus is more physical. However, Taurus will probably waken Virgo's sleeping passions. And they have everything else in common.

Got this from http://www.astrologydata.com . Hehehe...just for fun loh...

Here's from a love calculator test...ahakz!

You and your lover's passion index is:
67%
You and your lover's commitment index is:
59%
You and your lover's intimacy index is:
34%
You and your lover's overall love index is:
53%

VIRGO & TAURUS: You both share the same high standards and, needless to say, are not the most exciting couple on earth. This is a much better connection during the last half of life.

That's all for now eyh...oooh i'm damn tired and sleepy!!

Ohh..I'm so addicted to him~

Assalamualaikum y'all~

Welcome to my humble bloggy..ahakz! Buring ku nih time ani, kan buat my thesis pun rasanya malas udah. Well, just trying to correct my abstract ganya lagi. Damn eyh..fikir tah dapat rehat. Hahaha..anyway, biar cia..rehat lu sikit2 walaupun dateline nya makin menghampiri! HOHOHOH..andal aku ani!

Anyway, semakin hari semakin sayang hantapz ku sama my amjah.LOL...*sigh* Rindu-rinduan gitu lau nda bejumpa. Makin kronik lah penyakit cintan ku ani. Very very terrible eyh. HAHAHAHAAH...Obssessed ku dgn mendalam nya pada c amjah ani. Kenapa kah aku ani? Teruk2...camna tah buleh jiwang karatz aku ah? AHakz..selama ani nda pernah pun. Ceh...begitu kuat nya impact yang diberinya arah aku ani. *sigh* Sehari nda bejumpa, macam nda nyaman ati..ahakz! Apanya c Pot, kawinkan saja kami atu? LOL lahh..adeh deh Pot..mau sponsorkan ka? hehe...nda eyh. Masih muda aku ani. Kweh3x...stabilize kan lu career and masa depan diri ani. Heheh..baru tah mikir sal kawin..ahakz!! Apanya c amjah...kan kumpul usin and tunggu ja dalam masa lima tahun??? AHAHAHAHAHA...awal ya planning. Bukan aku planning tu ah...aku mana saja plg ni. Aku menunggu ganya! LOL...ahakz...latenkz tah banar~

ahh..apa lagi ah? emmm..nggak tau mau bicara apa.LOL..anyway, posting some pix of me n him, walaupun ada yg sudah pernah liat.HAHAHAAusing picturetrails loh..sesaja!..malas tah ku ingau lawa ka nda..hehe. Biar kamu sangal meliat..hehe...*stress sal thesis*

Lurve,

Z.C a.k.a KisHo-SaMa

Strezzz...hedek!!

Assalamualaikum semua yang setia membaca blog aku ni..heheh...apa khabar y'all semua? cool ahh? good? hehe...

Masani aku di comp lab kat kolej aku...tengah sstrezzzzzz macam kan gila ja nda...hahahaha...buhsan aku!! hehe...semua ni pasal dissertation lahh woo...susahnya buat dissertation ni, mencari articles lah part yang aku kalah hantapz....susah, sasak ku eyh!!!!

Hal lain yang membuatkan aku strez? ndada plang..hauhauha...dissertation ja yang buat aku strezz...

hal aku dan bf aku? emm..aku menghitung hari cos kami dah kan abis trial ni...hauhahuaa...lapas ani, liatlah hala tuju surang2...kweh3x...hal yang buat aku ke jiwa ialah time ya kata supaya jangan tinggalkan ya...emm, adakah aku ani macam kan tinggalkan ya sampai ya merayu supaya jangan tinggalkan kedia? hehehe...antah, maybe aku ani yang jahat sikit...mungkin aku berpotensi kali kan mencurangi dan memutuskan perhubungan yang telah tercipta...hauhauhauhaa..antah eyh...malas ku fikirkan...

masani jua..aku sibuk2 kan membuat hadiah untuk 3 bulan kami sama2x ah..hehe...hadiah apa? emm..nda payah gitau lah..biar cia jadi special untuk aku sama kedia saja...hahauha, lau ku bagitau, krg nda cia special kan?? LOL..apakanz...

Atu saja buat kali ani...naleh ku eyh...hedek2...ngantuk lahhh dek di hembus leh angin dari aircond yang sepoi2 bahasa ani...hehehe...chaaaaalowwww...

Z.C. - Kerna ku sayang kamu....

Owh baby..three months flew by juz like dat!

Assalamualaikum semua...kweh3x...

Batah dan sesungguhnya batah udah ku nda update my bloggy ani...cianz eyh...nda plg ku ingau banar tuh cos nda jua banyak urg membaca bloggy ku ani!!! aUAuAHUAHUhauhUHAUha...

aNYWAY...aku bakal menghadapi satu period kesusahan masa ani...LOL..apa nah? Thesis ku nyamu!!! Damn it....benci i tapi i terpaksa tau!! sianz...antamz saja cia..ahHAUhauhAUH...layan~ bulan mei ani macam2 ada...exam tah lagi tu!! bWohhh...hedek2..

and oso...tiga bulan trial ku dgn my ehem2..BF..bakal menjelma tiba~ cewahhh!! nda ku tau kan buat apa lapas abis trial ahh...patutkah aku sambung?? patutkah aku break ja?? Tapi dalam hati, baik jua sambung lah...tapi ada jua rasa kan break atu, antahlah...sayang? sayang jua lah sama kedia sudah...tapi antah lah..ahUAHuhauHAHA...hedek2..perkara cani ani begitu fresh rah kuu~ hauhaa!! payah kan buat decision...emm~~ tapi 90% aku mau sambung balik lah..kali ani biar jadi rasmi! ahUHAUhauhuah..CEWAH2...and lau buleh, biar cia hingga ke jinjang pelamin! LOL..semangat!!!

Ahh..atu saja tah buat masa ani...thesis is waiting for me..HAUhauhUAH...sebal i~

Z.C 22915 - I sayang u very muchie...LOL...sapa nah? diri ku sendiri...AHuhauH..ANTAMZ2...

Update-to!!

Assalamualaikum y'all....

Hahaha..nothing much to share2 bah banarnya...

Well..everything is okay in life ku...emm, nda jua lah. I'm quite fed up sama dissertation yang antah bila ku kan antar...lum tah siap2 nya atu...and with the management coming up, aku rasa kan mati saja leh nya!! HAUHuhauhauh..Apakanz aku ani~ hehehe...

Yes. management clinical placement~ aku di tutong nyamu..so sesiapa yang ke hospital tutong atu, maybe tejumpa aku tah tu nanti! LOL...tapi aku nda mo gto di mana aku kana placed kan, karang abis kamu datang ke sana kan minta autograf ku! HAUuauhUAH..perasan pemes jua aku ani...manalah tau kan, ada peminat fanatik?? hehe...

Oh ya~ life as someone wif a BF...LOL...apa nah??? Da first time aku rasa like...I'm falling in LOVE wif someone yang aku nda sangkakan ada perasaan~ LOL...lau kamu tau sapa urgnya, maybe ketawa kamu kali..ahUAHUhuahHA...Ahhh, jiwang ku..hehe!Honestly, aku jahat banarnya...aku harap aku main2 saja sama kedia but in the end, or halfway there...aku sayang dah~ Aiyooo..fuyooo...and yes, lately aku ada problem sama kedia yang membuatkan aku really have no mood 2 hari yang lalu, ku chat pun cara ku chat atu kasar bah...and pedih rasanya bila diri nda kana peduli langsung. Sedih rasanya!!!! Menangis pun senang kan menangis untuk kedia, da 2nd guy yang bleh buat aku menangis for him...aiseh wahhh!!!! Tapi masani ok dah...hahahaha! Nasib nda bakung mata bakas menangis ah..bleh??? Imagine aku yang kasar and not feminin ani bleh nanes2..ahUHAUauhAU..cali jua eyh! LOVE do change someone huh?? hehe...no comment!!

Bah ..atu saja...kwang3x..malas ku kan berjiwang hantapz di sini ani...not my style! LOL lahh...

Ole ole...LOVE is in da air...but not me~ Heheh!

Assalamualaikum y'all....

Batah dah nde ku update my bloggy ani...kesian ya, macam kana pinggirkan! HAUHuhauhUAH...anyway, kisah hidup ku?? emm...nde hada yang banyak berubah, ganya yatah ni masani aku nervous kan start management yang alum lagi start ah! HAUHuahUHAUhauhAUH..macamana kan tu? hehee...takut lah kan menghadapi cabaran yang satu ani. Bayangkanlah...kena jadi pengurus satu wad ah!! Kena uruskan pasal hal pesakit, hal nursing care yang kan dibagi..hal yang macam2 lagi lah...HUHAUHAUH..yang pentingnya, senang cakap tapi payah usulnya kan membuat ah! Esh...terpaksa tah berani ni, terpaksa tah yakin dgn diri sendiri! Terpaksa tah aku rajin2 menjabirkan diri tuh...AHuhauHAUhuahUHAUha...Terpaksa jadi boss sekajap tuh (directive and persuasive speech~) "I am on my own self"..."It's not what you say but how you say it"<--- siuk words nya...ahuhahuaa..termotivated ku eyh...^-^

Apa lagi nah? Hmm...dissertation ku~ Aiyoooo!!! Intro ku alum siap lagi...matik! Tinggal sebulan ganya ni (tolak campur hari2 kelepasan awam) untuk ku siapkan 5000 words of damn literature review!!! Argh!!! Susah banget!! Kena buat dgn yakin nya...dgn usaha dan doa mengiringi...ceewahhh!! *Teringat ku sujud syukur...emm, camna nak buat tu ek??*

Ohh yeahh~~ webbie #maktabduli usulnya bakal aktif kembali~ HAUhuhaUHAUHUh...siuk jua meliat ya aktif atu balik...selama ani kusung dan sunyi, bak tempurung kelapa...LOL..antamz...macam2 topik ada...ehem2...tq pada Potty, Ms^N n Ms^Elle yg bertungkus lumus menghidupkan balik webbie ahh...HAUhuhaUUHa...pada yang lain menreply atu, jasa kamu dihargai~ HAUHuhauHUAHuhauh...Reply banyak2..biar naleh jua tangan dan jari jemari atu menaip ahh!! HAUhauhUHAUH...


Umm..pada persoalan ada kah gue in love??? Hahaha..sesedang...bukan jua in LOVE...tgh menjalinkan perhubungan plang! LOL...wah wahh...gue in trial (percubaan) dgn seseorang~ Lau menjadi, adatah tu kana heboh dan hebahkan...HAUHuhauHAUHuhuhA...lau nde, diam2 ja...pura2 nde ada apa2...terasa ku macam artis plg ni kan membaritau semua ani...HAUHAUHUHUhau...SAHANESS~~

Bah...sampai di sini saja...gue naleh nak taip2...hauauhauhaa..lau bebayar, baik jua ni...mau ku menaip sampai berjuta words...ahUHAUHUHuhahua...adios amigos~

Signing Off...tralalalalala~

Z.C - SomeTimes It's BeTTer FoR Me To LeaVe ThiS WuRLd & See Who CaReS~