So oh many things...

Assalamualaikum peepz...hellew~

Got bored.Buwink ku plg masa cuti ani. Really. Banar. Absolutely. True. Hahaha. Em, what should I blog ah?? Oh yes...on 5.9.2006, we (me and my sayang, n my 2 loyal frenz, emma n nuyui) went to see a Movie~ Ceta My Super Ex-Girlfriend...typical story, a bit of comedy here and there, some adult contents e.g. having sex sampai patah kaki katil..LOL...that was kinky, a bit funny but embarassing...I would rate it 3/10..antah lah, not the kind of movie u wud like to see over and over again...compared to Pirates of Carribeans 1 & 2 ( and 3 next year, which I couldn't wait to see...). Hahaha..that's my comment ja...After kami liat dat movie, we went to KFC to eat and to the arcade where well, karaoke session!!! 10 songs kami kerajakan nyanta! HAHAHA..sampat g tu i take pictures wif my digital camera although nda buleh banar nya...whoopzie!!! we went back to hostel dalam kul 10.30 lah...hahaha...tapi satisfied..

Then, the next day nya lagi, we went again yet to see a Movie wif other frenz and other unexpected frenz....ceta 'GONG'..which for me, typical ceta misteri Melayu and really, really BORING...part2 mengajuti atu, I can expect udah wah...nda ku tekajut..banar..I just laughed at it while my sayang, pigang my hands and anticipated the 'antu' to come out...LOL...next time, i wud bring my sayang to see movies yg membari ijap so that he wud pigang my hands! LOL..kan ambil kesempatan aku ahh!!! But really, banar...boring da story, and the ending...apa2 ntah...besides, aku nda suka da hero : Jehan Miskin...he's so like perasan hensem in the movie...perasan macho...urgh, benci i nengok! LOL...pas liat da movie, me terjumpa Potty latenkz queueing kan liat ceta 'BOO'..hehe...i wish i can liat ceta 'BOO' tapi well, no use for regrets...Potty, kamu memang kambang hantapz yaaa??

Kami masing2 lapar after seeing 'GONG'...decide punya decide...kami go lah makan di WYWY di Sengkurong..HAHAHA...berkonvoi2 kami ah, my sayang drive my car...berlumba2 di highway..gila drg ah, nasib my sayang nda berlumba makai my car, lau nda marah ku tu eyh..kekekekek...tp laju plg masih tu...sampai sana,wah...kami ani meriah wah...sampat g bergambar2 wif my digi cam tapi syg da bat low..nda banyak ambil pictures...Meriah lah ahh kami makan2 di sana sambil atu ketawa2 dgn ulah2 surang2....mcm2 ada~Siap makan, kami chow balik hostel and udah pukul 12 tgh mlm..LOL..atu yaaa~ nasib da gate alum tutup..fuhhh~ sampai bilik, mengampai surang2..kekekeke..

Then on 7.9.2006 til 9.9.2006, I was busy hantapz....preparing for the college's anniversary ceremony...Menteri Pendidikan wah kan datang ah....Aku ikut committee bunga talur..fuh, naleh jua kerajanya...while emma n nuyui ikut refreshments committee lah...including my sayang pun ikut refreshments...which makes me feel a bit left out, i mean drg together2 but me ikut lain...HAHAHAH...palui plg tu...but well, it's my choice...Really, really bz lah ahh...on 9.9.2006 atu lah ah, aku nervous and hyper..LOL..imagine kan cia lagi aku membari goodie bags to special guests yg dtg including Pengarah of Nursing and matron2 yg ada...LOL..kajai2 jua kaki leh nya...tapi time Menteri Pendidikan dtg, aku nda dpt bagi cos aku nervous so ku suruh ja my fwen c Trish bagi..HAHAHAHA....calie wah aku ahh...takut gitu...sayangnya, kami nda kana suruh masuk jubli hall time Menteri Pendidikan membari ucapan...so lepak2 di kantin macam c palui..LOL...what to do jua lagi kan??

Ptg on 9.9.2006 atu, kami 18th intake terpaksa berkeraja karas cia lagi..ngangkat meja dan kerusi balik ke tempat masing2...LOL..apakanz...berpaluh2 kali ah...Yang cali nya dan memalukan aku, aku cuba kan mengenakan c nuyui time ya di belakang jubli ah by tutup da rotating door kan, aku push lagi tu kan nda nyuruh ya kuar..tapi rupanya aku tutup jua my coordinator punya jalan!!! LOL..abis ku kana ketawakan ahh..chitz...malu ku kali ah...nasib jua nda kana marah..hahahaha...adakah main2 aku ahh...luan hyper!! Malu yoo~ Pastu lagi, kami ada hostel meeting with principal and have to return da kunci hostel arah warden...esh, membari naleh saja...tired nyanta...then baru tah i go home to Tutong for my 1 week cuti~yezaaaa....hepi2...

Ooh yeah...I'm feeling negative lagi ni...moody segala...kesian my sayang, kesian my kwn2...I feel guilty tapi ani tah perangai ku lau kan menses..MWAHAHAHAHA...sowie peepz...sowie sayang...I'm feeling very sensitive jua kali ahh~ Lakas marah...teruk eyh...out of control wah ulah ku tym PMS menyerang...LOL...

And yeah...I've been thinking....too much banarnya...about my relationship...I'm scared of losing my sayang..I'm scared of losing his love...i admit I'm always the problem...selalu ragu-ragu, selalu negatif...I wanna change that...Ya Allah, mudahan I will not lose him...Mudahan kami kekal ke akhir hayat dan dapat menempuhi cabaran yang mendatang...I love him and that will not change easily...And yeah, I've been thinking...kalau lah aku nda balik Brunei this year, kalaulah aku nda accept my sayang...wat wud become of me and him? Sometimes, I feel like pihak ketiga to my sayang and to ????...to whom?? Ada lahhh...ask me personally and I might tell u..hahahahaMaybe it;s just my perasaan saja tapi there's too much that makes me believe in it....it's been bothering me recently and i need someone to give out their opinions....I'm thinking negatively again...*sigh*

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

P/S: I will always and until the end of time, will love you...as long as this heart of mine beats , as long as this soul is here...trying to understand you, my love but i get hurt doing so...i love you and it pains me...