tired. bad mood. sasak. mental.
today is all those above mentioned....i hate today's events. i dislike my clinical placement. i totally hate how people feel they can boss others around. DAMN, u r not so perfect at ALL!! people with authoritative powers suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx a lot!! DAMN RIGHT!! Hypocrite and corrupt~ :S
now i should go to sleep. to ease my building stress and to enjoy tonight's dreams that will hopefully be good enough to cheer me up for tomorrow. *sigh* I mish him a lotz...:(
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=i feel so damn useless today....#@?%?/$#^?!!!!=
Thursday, April 26, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
My life so far...
Assalamualaikum peepz~~ (^o^)V
It has been long...quite long since I updated my blog entry..Hahahaha. Busy nyanta~ And yeah, kadang-kadang nada mood kan update lah sebab 'some reasons'. Life has been going along just fine for me, with a few of ups and downs (the normality of life)...Currently, I'm having my clinical attachment in PICU. Not a busy place for me and somehow, it brings me to say the word "BORING eh!" when they asked me of my clinical placement this time. Why? Here are my reasons :-
1) PICU is such a small, cramped up space allocated in Ward 1...The environment is too 'quiet' for me when there's no patient to care for...This is not my type of working environment..banar~ I prefer to be busy instead of counting the seconds of my presence in PICU til it's time to go home..LOL..buring ja udah ku atu kan?
2) Skills of nursing care in the PICU are not a lot...Sikit ja ah. Feeding, suctioning, bathing are a few things that I learned..hehe...I need more!!! But I am thankful tho...syukur jua lah..at least I do something instead of wasting my time. Tapi nya, not a lot I can do because sometimes the nurses would do it beforehand..huhu...tanpa pengetahuan ku...:S Huhu..guess terpaksa tah ku berabut ni doing some skills with the nurses...lol...
Atu ja reasons that I can think of for now..huhu...anyway, baru jua 2 days I'm in the PICU...tapi it felt like weeks...hehe..nasib jua PICU is in Ward 1, and aku dapat merayau rah sana..observing nursing skills and care being given to the patients...sambil atu, play with the cuteeeeeeeeee kids and babies in Ward 1...Hahaha...Siuk kali ah~ Seeing them smile, cry, mengusut, mengamuk, berlari, pigang tangan ku...wow...it's just great...I am yet to try to hold a baby in my arms and feel that joy of seeing that bundle of happiness look at me with its beady eyes...LOL..apakanz..I think I'm getting to LOVE children so much...(I used to dislike having children near me, hearing them cry udah buat aku rasa totally annoyed, durang ngusut lagitah rasanya kan dicubit..wawawa...guess my feminine side emerges now..kwang3x...)
Anyway, that's a lil bit about PICU and my clinical placement..hehe...nda banyak kan ku ceritakan anyway...and yeah, my belated update...congratz to me and my 18th intake's peepz for graduating on 19th April 2007 at ICC..hehe..Yeah~ We did it...I did it too even though with much difficulties...Thanks for all your support my dear, dear frenz...I appreciated it a lot!! Mwahzzz....To Potty, dun give up mate!!! Chai-yo!! You can do it~ hehee...Anyway, during dinner rah Rizqun, I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo embarassed to finally meet HIS family...imagine my shock when HIS sister approached me and bersalam with me!!!! Aaaah! I think I blushed hard at that moment..wawawa...and yeah, aku pun bersalam with HIS mother which was accompanied with HIS laughter...*sigh* I remembered when we both promised that we meet each other's family and tell them of our relationship..hahahaha...silly us...tapi atu semua just things of the past...:X
Erm...also~~~~ I mish HIM a lot...I had a weird dream last week that reminded me of HIM...banar!!! Strangely enough, aku selalu dapat dreams about HIM when I'm about to forget about HIM...cana kan tu?? Time ku try desperately not to think of HIM, that's when those dreams of me and HIM ada...aduii....creepy but true..HAHAHAH...not wet dreamz ahh~ Just nice, sweet dreams that make me still love HIM..kwang3x...NOT wet dreamz...hehe...For example, one dream where he held my hand tight and he said he still loves me deep within...and there's a lot of strange 'obstacles' that tries to separate us tapi he still held my hand and smiled at me with that warmth that can melt my heart..huhuhuh...and it felt real...*sigh* But dreams may just be dreams...tapi nda salah kan if believe in it?? Wawawawa...stoopid me~
I think that's all for now...naleh ku menaip..wawawa...BTW, I got a case study of 2500 words to be submitted at the end of my clinical placement...my EP intro to work into...my incident report...:S banyak bui~ Hehehe...
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=Wish upon a dream...kwang3x=
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
Tungking ayam @ Jerudong & UNO~
Hey peepz~ (short update)
Tadi petang, I was craving so much for tungking ayam @ jerudong and yeah, apa lagi yo...I angkut c Pot and Emma wif me to go there!!! Tapi before that, I went to Le Apple wif Emma lah..membali kan my friend what I promised to her. A chocolate cake~Hehehe..nyaman2 usulnya kek2 di sana but a bit expensive...Kepisan~But bisai lah...I want to buy HIS birthday cake here...terpaksa ikat pawut g ni..oh myyyyy~ Sacrificing myself again...Lalalalaala~
Then kidnapped Potty from her house and we went to Jerudong..Wawawawawa...atu sampai sanak my pawut eyh...too much foods stuffed into my small stomach...kwang3x~ Hohoho...feeling a bit nggak enak tho sal ada guys duduk2 at the same area with us, bising g tuh..ntahlah, I nda suka~ Hehehe...Anyway, I was totally BESOR!!!! Kanyang hantapz!! Strangely enough, I have that weird satisfaction as I lanja my dear Pot and Emma..wawawa..entah eyh, maybe I'm addicted to belanja2 urang nowadays...esh3x.....
Shortly afterwards, we went to Pipot's punya kawan...wawawa...she's a senior for us. Nda plg I biasa toh with her but, okay jua lah lepak2 sana...Hahaha..main UNO nyamo~ I was a bit confused masa main UNO tadi sal my mind was somewhere over the clouds jua tadi..kwang3x...
HE replied my missed call (finally!!!) when I was busy playing the UNO..that's what makes me 'ayung' usulnya...hahahaha...I thought too much of HIM..teruk nyerr!!!
Anyway, I'm safely here now in my hostel's room...sakit pawut eyh sal too much eating...kekekeke...lum g terikah baju for tomorrow nie!!! Oh NOOOOO!!!
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=Kau bagaikan udara yang membantu aku utk terus hidup di atas dunia, tanpamu ku lemah, pasti ku tak berdaya kerna kau maha karya cinta~~=
Tadi petang, I was craving so much for tungking ayam @ jerudong and yeah, apa lagi yo...I angkut c Pot and Emma wif me to go there!!! Tapi before that, I went to Le Apple wif Emma lah..membali kan my friend what I promised to her. A chocolate cake~Hehehe..nyaman2 usulnya kek2 di sana but a bit expensive...Kepisan~But bisai lah...I want to buy HIS birthday cake here...terpaksa ikat pawut g ni..oh myyyyy~ Sacrificing myself again...Lalalalaala~
Then kidnapped Potty from her house and we went to Jerudong..Wawawawawa...atu sampai sanak my pawut eyh...too much foods stuffed into my small stomach...kwang3x~ Hohoho...feeling a bit nggak enak tho sal ada guys duduk2 at the same area with us, bising g tuh..ntahlah, I nda suka~ Hehehe...Anyway, I was totally BESOR!!!! Kanyang hantapz!! Strangely enough, I have that weird satisfaction as I lanja my dear Pot and Emma..wawawa..entah eyh, maybe I'm addicted to belanja2 urang nowadays...esh3x.....
Shortly afterwards, we went to Pipot's punya kawan...wawawa...she's a senior for us. Nda plg I biasa toh with her but, okay jua lah lepak2 sana...Hahaha..main UNO nyamo~ I was a bit confused masa main UNO tadi sal my mind was somewhere over the clouds jua tadi..kwang3x...
HE replied my missed call (finally!!!) when I was busy playing the UNO..that's what makes me 'ayung' usulnya...hahahaha...I thought too much of HIM..teruk nyerr!!!
Anyway, I'm safely here now in my hostel's room...sakit pawut eyh sal too much eating...kekekeke...lum g terikah baju for tomorrow nie!!! Oh NOOOOO!!!
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=Kau bagaikan udara yang membantu aku utk terus hidup di atas dunia, tanpamu ku lemah, pasti ku tak berdaya kerna kau maha karya cinta~~=
Monday, April 16, 2007
Graduation day~ incoming!!!
Assalamualaikum peepz...
Tiring day I supposed...we had no class this morning due to the convocation's preparation at the college. And yeah, no class in the afternoon too (supposedly we HAVE a class this afternoon but..as usual, the tutor is 'BUSY') in which we were left to wander around ourselves~ Hahaha..
In the morning, I went to AYAMKU in Batu Bersurat with Nurul..having our 'so-called breakfast'. We ordered AYAMKU HAPPY ( in which I hope I would be HAPPY if I eat that..hahaha..but well, no. I'm not happy after eating it..only I felt full) and sat down for a couple of minutes enjoying our meals while gossiping whatever came into our minds.
Soon after, we went to Kiarong to get my clinical attire. Huhuh...Alhamdulillah lah siap udah~ Happy and 'iski' kan memakai tho. Haha..after that, we went to HOKO where I bought my BLUE bunga telur...lawa eyh da colours~ I luf it tho~ Hehe...priced at $0.90 each, kira ok jua lah da price~ Totally luf it!!! Tapi no pix I ambil pulang to post into this blog..hehe..sowie eyh...am a lazy bum~ :x Then we went to photocopy our log books for the clearance form..batah nyamu menunggu and so I went online-ing at the MSN. Thanx to Amal for chatting wif me..hehehe..we are such gossipers!!
Wanted badly to drive around at Baiduri Bank in Kiarong but thinking of our 'cold war'...I became a bit 'sad' tym limpas that area.*Sigh* Misscalled him but no response...*sigh again* Anyway, we went back to college trying to chase after the teachers to sign our clearance forms..huhuh...
After that, we went out to the Mall..ambil usin lah and I bought my convo shoes di sana. I also bought Patchi's chocolates for the purpose of *tut*......*tut* (censored by myself..hahaha!) Mahal lah Patchi ani...I don't really like it but well, sekali sekala bulih lah~ Hahaha...anyone wanna treat me for a box of Patchi's chocolates?? Kwang3x...Anyway, lapas atu we went back to my car where my sandal punya tapak, terlapas!! WAWAWAWA..bad day eyh...nasib jua nada banyak urang tadi..If not, kepisan eyh~ And ta-dah!! We went back to hostel and I felt quite tired jua lah..hehe..
Went to college at 1.30pm, but sadly and membagi benci lah, as we didn't have our 'so-called' class this afternoon..Chitz...naleh2 saja ku naik tangga dari hostel ke kolej~ wawawa..quite pissed off but anyway, me and Amal made our way menuju ke COMPUTER LAB...behapa lagi?? Online-ing eyh...hahahaha...Met with Daus and Andy...chatted with Daus and yeah, selahau lah..Daus, you really did laughed your head off masa meliat that email I gave to Amal~ Wahahaha...There's a part of me that you don't know yet, my dear friend~LOL...Me and my 'naughty' mind...huhuh...
Soon after, me and Amal separated to our own ways,; me going back to my hostel and Amal back to her home in Kilanas.hehe...anyway, here I am...tired~ Heheh..
That's all for today's chronicle~ Lalalala~
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=Treat me nice and I'll treat you much nicer...wawawa..banar ka nda tu ah? U judge it..me nda judge plg tuh..ekekekek..apakanz???=
Tiring day I supposed...we had no class this morning due to the convocation's preparation at the college. And yeah, no class in the afternoon too (supposedly we HAVE a class this afternoon but..as usual, the tutor is 'BUSY') in which we were left to wander around ourselves~ Hahaha..
In the morning, I went to AYAMKU in Batu Bersurat with Nurul..having our 'so-called breakfast'. We ordered AYAMKU HAPPY ( in which I hope I would be HAPPY if I eat that..hahaha..but well, no. I'm not happy after eating it..only I felt full) and sat down for a couple of minutes enjoying our meals while gossiping whatever came into our minds.
Soon after, we went to Kiarong to get my clinical attire. Huhuh...Alhamdulillah lah siap udah~ Happy and 'iski' kan memakai tho. Haha..after that, we went to HOKO where I bought my BLUE bunga telur...lawa eyh da colours~ I luf it tho~ Hehe...priced at $0.90 each, kira ok jua lah da price~ Totally luf it!!! Tapi no pix I ambil pulang to post into this blog..hehe..sowie eyh...am a lazy bum~ :x Then we went to photocopy our log books for the clearance form..batah nyamu menunggu and so I went online-ing at the MSN. Thanx to Amal for chatting wif me..hehehe..we are such gossipers!!
Wanted badly to drive around at Baiduri Bank in Kiarong but thinking of our 'cold war'...I became a bit 'sad' tym limpas that area.*Sigh* Misscalled him but no response...*sigh again* Anyway, we went back to college trying to chase after the teachers to sign our clearance forms..huhuh...
After that, we went out to the Mall..ambil usin lah and I bought my convo shoes di sana. I also bought Patchi's chocolates for the purpose of *tut*......*tut* (censored by myself..hahaha!) Mahal lah Patchi ani...I don't really like it but well, sekali sekala bulih lah~ Hahaha...anyone wanna treat me for a box of Patchi's chocolates?? Kwang3x...Anyway, lapas atu we went back to my car where my sandal punya tapak, terlapas!! WAWAWAWA..bad day eyh...nasib jua nada banyak urang tadi..If not, kepisan eyh~ And ta-dah!! We went back to hostel and I felt quite tired jua lah..hehe..
Went to college at 1.30pm, but sadly and membagi benci lah, as we didn't have our 'so-called' class this afternoon..Chitz...naleh2 saja ku naik tangga dari hostel ke kolej~ wawawa..quite pissed off but anyway, me and Amal made our way menuju ke COMPUTER LAB...behapa lagi?? Online-ing eyh...hahahaha...Met with Daus and Andy...chatted with Daus and yeah, selahau lah..Daus, you really did laughed your head off masa meliat that email I gave to Amal~ Wahahaha...There's a part of me that you don't know yet, my dear friend~LOL...Me and my 'naughty' mind...huhuh...
Soon after, me and Amal separated to our own ways,; me going back to my hostel and Amal back to her home in Kilanas.hehe...anyway, here I am...tired~ Heheh..
That's all for today's chronicle~ Lalalala~
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=Treat me nice and I'll treat you much nicer...wawawa..banar ka nda tu ah? U judge it..me nda judge plg tuh..ekekekek..apakanz???=
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Yeay, my Ferarri ish here!!
Assalamualaikum peepz~
Yohzer~~ My new laptop is here..hahaha..sakai-ness in progress for me. Kes nda pandai makai Vista yang baru ani, tepaksa tah ku explore the new laptop...fuh, sanang lagi lah makai Windows XP yang lama atu..tantu tau cana kan makai..ani kepayahan ku pulang. Kwang3x..ndapalah...we must go with the flow...Vista ani lagi a new software, much kan sama macam Mac lah..much difficult to use at a first try but gradually we can learn to use it by exploring the Vista itself. I do not possess computer or IT qualification to do this, so..have fun ja lah meng-explore nya (plus the headache and frustration when you can't find the documents you are searching for) Hehehe...
BTW, thanx to Aleq for belanja-ing aku last nite and drove me and Pot to Jerudong Park for da delicious tungking ayam..nyaman bui tungking ayam ah..wow, tym ani pulang ku tais liur ani..hahahaha..jangan jara bui~ 3 cucuk ja ku mampu menalan...fuh, sodap hantapz sambil minum Coke sajuk ah...Alhamdulillah jua...and yeah, Pot~ Thanx for angkut-ing me around semalam..I really need that 'distraction' from my disappointment...*sigh*
Anyway, seems like I won't be able to see 'Jangan Pandang Belakang' at the cinema...ilang my mood udah. I was supposed to see it with HIM, tapi well...maybe ya nda sudi to do so. I am truly disappointed and hurt. Tapi what can a lady do? Frowned unhappily at HIM and do that 'malas ku ingau ko' act in front of HIM..hahaha..biar ya...I hate feeling and doing that to HIM tapi that's just me, I'm a sensitive at heart being...banar~~ maybe HE hates it but like I said, that's just me...I am a woman though I act like a guy at certain times..huhuhu...*heartbreak*And now, we are at that stage lagi where he ignores me...I am invisible...I don't exist thingie..oh damn...am I too dumb to still loyally be beside HIM always?? I dunno..maybe I am, I don't care..Let me suffer, let HIM be happy...that's what matters.
Okeh~ I am so not in a 'rajin' mood to blog right now...that's all. BTW I'll be graduating next week on the 19th April..huhuhu...Convocation @ ICC~ Here I come!!! :P
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=You hurt me again...but I still act like a stupid kitten, trying persistently to follow you everywhere you go=
Tuesday, April 10, 2007
I'm clueless...
Assalamualaikum peepz...
Tuesday morning, here i am...sleepy and tired. Not really happy with this week...my paediatric course macamnya kelam kabut udah now. Stressful and undelightful. Hohohoho. Apakan...like what Hafiz always said 'I like Paediatric'..an ironic statement of what we really feel. I don't like Paediatric, not at all...but perhaps, because of my being as a woman *cewah!* i'm beginning to be interested in paediatric although, not yet to the fullest. Tapi at least ada kan?? I don't have that motivation to look forward everytime i go to the college...I feel as if I'm just a puppet, doing my own routine...my course totally sux..hahaha. Not because of me not liking it to da max, but because of the environment that i'm in. Everywhere, everything...just doesn't feel exciting..mudahan tah saja during my clinicals, I would be able to find that missing feeling of joy and finally maybe that interest would somehow blooms unexpectedly. Wawwawawa...aku merepex ni..:P
That's for now...I'll blog an entry later tonight...if i'm 'rajin'..wawawawa..
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=My ignorance helps me and when i'm beginning to be much observant, everything feels like a threat in my life=
Tuesday morning, here i am...sleepy and tired. Not really happy with this week...my paediatric course macamnya kelam kabut udah now. Stressful and undelightful. Hohohoho. Apakan...like what Hafiz always said 'I like Paediatric'..an ironic statement of what we really feel. I don't like Paediatric, not at all...but perhaps, because of my being as a woman *cewah!* i'm beginning to be interested in paediatric although, not yet to the fullest. Tapi at least ada kan?? I don't have that motivation to look forward everytime i go to the college...I feel as if I'm just a puppet, doing my own routine...my course totally sux..hahaha. Not because of me not liking it to da max, but because of the environment that i'm in. Everywhere, everything...just doesn't feel exciting..mudahan tah saja during my clinicals, I would be able to find that missing feeling of joy and finally maybe that interest would somehow blooms unexpectedly. Wawwawawa...aku merepex ni..:P
That's for now...I'll blog an entry later tonight...if i'm 'rajin'..wawawawa..
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=My ignorance helps me and when i'm beginning to be much observant, everything feels like a threat in my life=
my BF(my old laptop) is back!!
Assalamualaikum peepz...
Wah, mengupdate th ku ni!!! At last~ my old laptop is back into my arms now...cayang my old laptop so muchie2!! Macam ilang separuh of myself when I was left without the presence of my old laptop..wawawa, kirakan my old laptop ani mcm my BF yo...I mish it so much!!!! Kwang3x..Sokaaa i eh my old laptop is here wif me and here i am~ typing all my rambles all over again!! Yohzerrr!!! I wuv my old laptop~ Never ever let any stupid virus separates us again...mwahz!! LOL... *really crazy wah me ani!!*
BTW, my new laptop alum g ada bunyi2 nya...ntah eyh, feel fed up menunggu da new laptop...what am i to do?? Ilang iski-ness ku udah kan menerima kedatangan da new laptop in my arms...ceh, mental jua i toh!! Lau lah nda pasal i need a new laptop before, i would not even get an idea of buying one and yet, I'm waiting for like a few months for it sedangkan it usually takes about a week or so...ceh, marah jua lah i...but what only motivates me is that laptop baru ku ani ya punya specifications are totally 'HOT'...meowrrr~ I lyk bah...equipped with Intel Core Duo 2 Processor and 120HDD..fuh, panas eyh..hahahaha...da only thing yg nda 'HOT' is dat it is equipped with Windows XP...but anyway, it's da genuine one!!! yeah yeah!! Hepi i eyh...at least, bukan yg cetak rompak..*i hope so*
Emm..what do I wanna type lagi ah?? I'm tired...sweaty all over jua..PANAS wah bilik hostel ani..with my two fans pun nda mencukupi, ntah apakah lagi can make me cool down?? Aircond ja..hahahaha...tapi well wishful thinking eh...mana dapat kai aircond here in my tiny hostel's room...terpaksa tah berkipas aja ni..tahan ja PANAS nya ahh..fuhh...El Ninyo wh punya pasal ne..hahahaha..rasanya kan berandam dalam bath tub if there's ever one here in the hostel..lol...sinki ada plg ni! :P
Oooh yeah...thanx to Daus lah for reading my blog...huhuh...thanx2!! XD
To Potty, weh..siapkan cia ur disert...make it a blast! Wahahaha...hope aku ada tolong jugak yo..I'm not really good in helping u in ur disert eyh...macam not adequate help i give..hahaha..sowie Pot..I'll try again and hopefully dapat extend ur disert submission's date..Chai-yo, chai-yo!!! Ganbate ne!!!
Oh yeah, I'm also waiting nervously for HIM to sms me and bring me out for a movie this week..hope ya belaku...we'll go watch 'Jangan Pandang Belakang' together and erm, Daus? Sowie eh I cannot go with u menengok dat movie..erm, forgive me?? Erkz...sowie ahh~~ I'm looking forward plg kan jumpa HIM and talk with HIM again..*sigh* Although dat nervousness i always feel occurs everytime i wanna meet HIM..napa kah cia? Not like i just know HIM, kenal udah beberapa tahun ni but i still get nervous with HIM...emmm...*curious* ada syndrome kali? Hahaha...but well, i still love HIM..*sigh* Me and my persistence in chasing lurveee~ hahaha...:x
That's all for now!!!
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
= In the midst of darkness, I saw u brimming with that warm light that never fails to shine my life...=
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Why dun I update lately??
Assalamualaikum to muh peepz...
It's been long~~~ batah udh nda update ni..well, the problem is my laptop nda berfungsi bah. Wahahaha. Kana virus sampai my laptop system is corrupted and deemed absent. Mental yo nada laptop ani...I'm totally depended rah my laptop to fill my boredom sampai when I don't have my laptop ani, rasanya my life is...empty??sunyi??? Kinda there's a lot of things that I can't do...Yatah ni, I realised that I'm too depended upon my laptop~ HAHAHA...which is kinda bad in some way. Like I can't exist without it..wawawa, obsession banar nyanta!! My laptop is my BF...hahahaha...:P
My new laptop, which I'm informed of...will be coming within this month. Hopefully lah!! I'm sooooo in need of a laptop right now, that I hope the laptop would come as soon as possible. Not that aku nda guna lagi my old laptop but, with the new laptop (and with its MEGA-specifications which makes me 'iski' kan makai) incoming, my old laptop would be retired and used by my mom kali...wawawa. Payah plg rasanya kan melapas that old laptop because of its sentimental value (e.g the moments when I would sit in front of my laptop with him beside me and he would 'nyaya' me with his naughty thoughts in order to get my attention..huhuhu) but I can't have two laptops in my possession..that would take a lot of things I need to think about. I mean, mana kan menyimpan? Mana kan dipakai? Which laptop can I use to store important data? Oh man...banyak kali tu ah kan dipikir..But also, at the least~ if not in my possession pun, but in my family's possession pun okey lah...jangan ja dijual, nda ku rela eyh~ (BTW, I'm a keeper..never a 'use and dump' person..wawawawa..ngam ka tu? :P)
Anyway, banyak banarnya kan ku update but...with the time limit and the lagging-ness of the wireless connection here in the library, bek tah rasanya jangan ku update dulu..I need to have a comfortable environment and fast wireless connection to fully express what I want to type in my blog..hahaha..cewah~ But in summary, I would like to update on my two 'dates' with HIM and yeah, my 5th trip to Sushi Tei with Potty..and also, some update on my paediatric course which is eventfully stressful right now..hahahaha...
Okeh~ That's all for now..
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=My love for u grows infinitely...never the less but always the more...u touched my heart with a honest smile and i'm forever indebted to be loyal to u who never cease to make me fall in love over and over again...*sigh*=
It's been long~~~ batah udh nda update ni..well, the problem is my laptop nda berfungsi bah. Wahahaha. Kana virus sampai my laptop system is corrupted and deemed absent. Mental yo nada laptop ani...I'm totally depended rah my laptop to fill my boredom sampai when I don't have my laptop ani, rasanya my life is...empty??sunyi??? Kinda there's a lot of things that I can't do...Yatah ni, I realised that I'm too depended upon my laptop~ HAHAHA...which is kinda bad in some way. Like I can't exist without it..wawawa, obsession banar nyanta!! My laptop is my BF...hahahaha...:P
My new laptop, which I'm informed of...will be coming within this month. Hopefully lah!! I'm sooooo in need of a laptop right now, that I hope the laptop would come as soon as possible. Not that aku nda guna lagi my old laptop but, with the new laptop (and with its MEGA-specifications which makes me 'iski' kan makai) incoming, my old laptop would be retired and used by my mom kali...wawawa. Payah plg rasanya kan melapas that old laptop because of its sentimental value (e.g the moments when I would sit in front of my laptop with him beside me and he would 'nyaya' me with his naughty thoughts in order to get my attention..huhuhu) but I can't have two laptops in my possession..that would take a lot of things I need to think about. I mean, mana kan menyimpan? Mana kan dipakai? Which laptop can I use to store important data? Oh man...banyak kali tu ah kan dipikir..But also, at the least~ if not in my possession pun, but in my family's possession pun okey lah...jangan ja dijual, nda ku rela eyh~ (BTW, I'm a keeper..never a 'use and dump' person..wawawawa..ngam ka tu? :P)
Anyway, banyak banarnya kan ku update but...with the time limit and the lagging-ness of the wireless connection here in the library, bek tah rasanya jangan ku update dulu..I need to have a comfortable environment and fast wireless connection to fully express what I want to type in my blog..hahaha..cewah~ But in summary, I would like to update on my two 'dates' with HIM and yeah, my 5th trip to Sushi Tei with Potty..and also, some update on my paediatric course which is eventfully stressful right now..hahahaha...
Okeh~ That's all for now..
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=My love for u grows infinitely...never the less but always the more...u touched my heart with a honest smile and i'm forever indebted to be loyal to u who never cease to make me fall in love over and over again...*sigh*=
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