Assalamualaikum peepz~~ (^o^)V
It has been long...quite long since I updated my blog entry..Hahahaha. Busy nyanta~ And yeah, kadang-kadang nada mood kan update lah sebab 'some reasons'. Life has been going along just fine for me, with a few of ups and downs (the normality of life)...Currently, I'm having my clinical attachment in PICU. Not a busy place for me and somehow, it brings me to say the word "BORING eh!" when they asked me of my clinical placement this time. Why? Here are my reasons :-
1) PICU is such a small, cramped up space allocated in Ward 1...The environment is too 'quiet' for me when there's no patient to care for...This is not my type of working environment..banar~ I prefer to be busy instead of counting the seconds of my presence in PICU til it's time to go home..LOL..buring ja udah ku atu kan?
2) Skills of nursing care in the PICU are not a lot...Sikit ja ah. Feeding, suctioning, bathing are a few things that I learned..hehe...I need more!!! But I am thankful tho...syukur jua lah..at least I do something instead of wasting my time. Tapi nya, not a lot I can do because sometimes the nurses would do it beforehand..huhu...tanpa pengetahuan ku...:S Huhu..guess terpaksa tah ku berabut ni doing some skills with the nurses...lol...
Atu ja reasons that I can think of for now..huhu...anyway, baru jua 2 days I'm in the PICU...tapi it felt like weeks...hehe..nasib jua PICU is in Ward 1, and aku dapat merayau rah sana..observing nursing skills and care being given to the patients...sambil atu, play with the cuteeeeeeeeee kids and babies in Ward 1...Hahaha...Siuk kali ah~ Seeing them smile, cry, mengusut, mengamuk, berlari, pigang tangan ku...wow...it's just great...I am yet to try to hold a baby in my arms and feel that joy of seeing that bundle of happiness look at me with its beady eyes...LOL..apakanz..I think I'm getting to LOVE children so much...(I used to dislike having children near me, hearing them cry udah buat aku rasa totally annoyed, durang ngusut lagitah rasanya kan dicubit..wawawa...guess my feminine side emerges now..kwang3x...)
Anyway, that's a lil bit about PICU and my clinical placement..hehe...nda banyak kan ku ceritakan anyway...and yeah, my belated update...congratz to me and my 18th intake's peepz for graduating on 19th April 2007 at ICC..hehe..Yeah~ We did it...I did it too even though with much difficulties...Thanks for all your support my dear, dear frenz...I appreciated it a lot!! Mwahzzz....To Potty, dun give up mate!!! Chai-yo!! You can do it~ hehee...Anyway, during dinner rah Rizqun, I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo embarassed to finally meet HIS family...imagine my shock when HIS sister approached me and bersalam with me!!!! Aaaah! I think I blushed hard at that moment..wawawa...and yeah, aku pun bersalam with HIS mother which was accompanied with HIS laughter...*sigh* I remembered when we both promised that we meet each other's family and tell them of our relationship..hahahaha...silly us...tapi atu semua just things of the past...:X
Erm...also~~~~ I mish HIM a lot...I had a weird dream last week that reminded me of HIM...banar!!! Strangely enough, aku selalu dapat dreams about HIM when I'm about to forget about HIM...cana kan tu?? Time ku try desperately not to think of HIM, that's when those dreams of me and HIM ada...aduii....creepy but true..HAHAHAH...not wet dreamz ahh~ Just nice, sweet dreams that make me still love HIM..kwang3x...NOT wet dreamz...hehe...For example, one dream where he held my hand tight and he said he still loves me deep within...and there's a lot of strange 'obstacles' that tries to separate us tapi he still held my hand and smiled at me with that warmth that can melt my heart..huhuhuh...and it felt real...*sigh* But dreams may just be dreams...tapi nda salah kan if believe in it?? Wawawawa...stoopid me~
I think that's all for now...naleh ku menaip..wawawa...BTW, I got a case study of 2500 words to be submitted at the end of my clinical placement...my EP intro to work into...my incident report...:S banyak bui~ Hehehe...
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=Wish upon a dream...kwang3x=
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