Assalamualaikum peepz...
Hari Raya ish here loh~~~ Mwahahaha...to all muh peepz, selamat hari raya aidilfitri..maaf zahir & batin...Lau ku banyak buat silap & menyusahkan kamu2, sowie very muchie eyh...Setiap manusia pasti akan membuat kesilapan dalam hidupnya dan dari kesilapan lah kita belajar..HOHOHOHOH...cewah, bermadah ku ah..
Anyway, 1st day of raya ku ani..emm, like usual lah..mcm tiap2 tahun jua. Bangun pagi, siap masak2 sikit for mamam urg rumah and then berbaju, bermakeup lawa2..LOL..tym ani tah kan memakai baju2 raya yg baru gitu.Hahahahaha..pastu abis dah perkara-perkara yang disebutkan atu, maka ada tah tia sesi gambar menggambar sefamily...and salam menyalam rah parents yg tercinta..ahakz. Dah siap semua atu, maka berangkatlah kami menuju ke Telisai, rah cuzen muzen...nini laki, nini bini...tho aku nada real grandparents g..ahakz...But still, cematulah..Pas dah lawat melawat, berceloteh dan bertanya khabar (oso makan sampai pawut buyung dek kelupis & kari ayam yg selalu dihidangkan) makanya muleh tah kami ke rumah..HOHOHO..atu pun 5 rumah ja kami aga for 1st raya ani...Parents ku nda semangat..LOL..Gpun rancangan astro ani mcm2...buatkan kami nda mau lama2 jauh dari rumah..HAHAHAH.
oH yeah..aku pun nada mood kan beraya banarnya...(mcm aku balik2 gto sal ani..tp gto saja g..LOL)...shud be raya ani spesel cos harapan ku aku kan bagitau my parents sal my relationship sama HIM..& sudah plan kedia to bring me jumpa HIS parents...*sigh*...Lau ingatkan this raya, aku rasa nada mood lah..cos nothing to look forward banarnya...Well, looking forward to jumpa my kwn2 plg but...atu mcm biasa saja cos every year pun bleh bah tym raya...but yg this one, aiyo...just tinggal mimpi ja..sedih ku eyhhhhhhhhhhhh....aku WINDU yaaa~~~~ Heartbroken ku masih eyhhh...but will be going to HIS house jua lah, beraya tho it won't be like what we planned before...*sigh*....My broken dreamz...:(
Okies lah..enuff of my celoteh sakan..ahakz..Till next tym lau ku rajin memblog ani..
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (Approval pending)
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
Assalamualaikum peepz~
New layout of Goong, one of my favourite Korean dramas~ Hahaha...lawa ceta nya bah! I like eh da heroin, kiyut eyyhhh~ Da hero..emm, sadang jua lah..nda jua berapa ku like2 kedia.Tapi da second hero or da bad boy, Wahh...I like2 kedia..he's kiyut eyhhh~LOL...Heard and read about an upcoming Goong 2 next year~ Wahhhh....lau ada, ku mau bali eyh...Like da story so much, btw adapted from comic x ah...well, in a correct word, adapted from manhwa~Hehehe...I like eyh~
But kinda reminded me of HIM...ya Tuhan~ I'm soooooooooooo weak eyh..Na dapat lupakan kedia..Na dapat lupakan my feelings towards HIM...why oh why??? Na tau eyh...*insert "Kehebatan Cinta" song* LOL...I love HIM so...wakakakaka, kinda funny jua thinking why I wud be so crazily in love with HIM...sadangkan he's not that kinda guy I wud be imagining to be totally heads over heels bah..calie jua tuh? But then, yeah...the power of love nyanta!! HAHAHAHA...
Well..that's all for now...naleh ku...BTW, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to muh peepz...lau sudi, dtg tah ke rumah..tapi na tau if aku ada ka nda tu..LOL..kan bejaur saja ku ni tym raya...HAHAHAHAHAHA....
Lurve,Kisho-SamaMin Macho (Approval pending)
P/S: I need to forget but to forget means to hurt myself more in the process...
New layout of Goong, one of my favourite Korean dramas~ Hahaha...lawa ceta nya bah! I like eh da heroin, kiyut eyyhhh~ Da hero..emm, sadang jua lah..nda jua berapa ku like2 kedia.Tapi da second hero or da bad boy, Wahh...I like2 kedia..he's kiyut eyhhh~LOL...Heard and read about an upcoming Goong 2 next year~ Wahhhh....lau ada, ku mau bali eyh...Like da story so much, btw adapted from comic x ah...well, in a correct word, adapted from manhwa~Hehehe...I like eyh~
But kinda reminded me of HIM...ya Tuhan~ I'm soooooooooooo weak eyh..Na dapat lupakan kedia..Na dapat lupakan my feelings towards HIM...why oh why??? Na tau eyh...*insert "Kehebatan Cinta" song* LOL...I love HIM so...wakakakaka, kinda funny jua thinking why I wud be so crazily in love with HIM...sadangkan he's not that kinda guy I wud be imagining to be totally heads over heels bah..calie jua tuh? But then, yeah...the power of love nyanta!! HAHAHAHA...
Well..that's all for now...naleh ku...BTW, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to muh peepz...lau sudi, dtg tah ke rumah..tapi na tau if aku ada ka nda tu..LOL..kan bejaur saja ku ni tym raya...HAHAHAHAHAHA....
Lurve,Kisho-SamaMin Macho (Approval pending)
P/S: I need to forget but to forget means to hurt myself more in the process...
Monday, October 16, 2006
CounTing DaYs~
Assalamualaikum peepz~
Seperti biasa, me alwayz say "Me Kiut!" tapi masani tukar cia..LOL..jadi "Min Macho"..Ahakz...kinda funny jua lah cemana dapat nama Min ah...right when aku fikirkan to change muh identity jadi bi~ Isk...no good plg..I know tapi just a thought...alum g dikerajakan bah.No need to worry...btw, life is all about experimenting~ Hehehe...
Ahh...tired lah. Having muh clinical attachment in Wd 7 in RIPAS. Naleh jua tuh...but kinda ok lah~ A bit (well, honestly..a LOT) bangang about what to do in da ward cos lama sudah nda di ward and also it's a new environment for me cos previously Min clinical attachment di Tutong..ahakz...really, really bangang lah...if asked to do management rah ward ni nanti, super duper Min bangang ni...true...Min tah g lambat adapt to new environment~ Aiyoooooooooo~ Thanx to muh peepz yg ada tolong2 lah tym Min bangang..kekeke...I know I looked stupid..mcm i've never worked in a clinical attachment before...tapi well, I got blank-ness in muh mind jua..still alum work on that~
Hmm...current love story? Nadai..LOL...I'm still here, still single, still hurting. Nda dapat lupakan all those memories we made together. A part of me wants to let go tapi another part of me wants to hold on as long as I live...Payah ah?? Kekekeke...Sapa yang pernah merasa what I feel will understand what exactly I am trying to say...kekeke...well, I love him...still do and I can't forget easily...HOHOHO...stupid, yes...crazy, umm..not quite...LOL
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (approval pending)
Seperti biasa, me alwayz say "Me Kiut!" tapi masani tukar cia..LOL..jadi "Min Macho"..Ahakz...kinda funny jua lah cemana dapat nama Min ah...right when aku fikirkan to change muh identity jadi bi~ Isk...no good plg..I know tapi just a thought...alum g dikerajakan bah.No need to worry...btw, life is all about experimenting~ Hehehe...
Ahh...tired lah. Having muh clinical attachment in Wd 7 in RIPAS. Naleh jua tuh...but kinda ok lah~ A bit (well, honestly..a LOT) bangang about what to do in da ward cos lama sudah nda di ward and also it's a new environment for me cos previously Min clinical attachment di Tutong..ahakz...really, really bangang lah...if asked to do management rah ward ni nanti, super duper Min bangang ni...true...Min tah g lambat adapt to new environment~ Aiyoooooooooo~ Thanx to muh peepz yg ada tolong2 lah tym Min bangang..kekeke...I know I looked stupid..mcm i've never worked in a clinical attachment before...tapi well, I got blank-ness in muh mind jua..still alum work on that~
Hmm...current love story? Nadai..LOL...I'm still here, still single, still hurting. Nda dapat lupakan all those memories we made together. A part of me wants to let go tapi another part of me wants to hold on as long as I live...Payah ah?? Kekekeke...Sapa yang pernah merasa what I feel will understand what exactly I am trying to say...kekeke...well, I love him...still do and I can't forget easily...HOHOHO...stupid, yes...crazy, umm..not quite...LOL
Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (approval pending)
Monday, October 09, 2006
A New Leaf?
Assalamualaikum peepz...
Batah dah nda blogging in here~ Antahlah, macam nada kan di blog in here since I'm heartbroken...banar-banar heartbroken nyanta~ Hahaha..but what can I do? To forget and to let it remain as memories...my sweetest memories...my 'bittersweet' memories in experiencing the feeling called 'LOVE'...Padih my hati everytime I think about how much I love him and how much the environment around me brings that memories alive...adui mak~
He couldn't love me because he has someone in his heart...Fikirkan lah perasaan ku masa ku tau kenyataan yang sebenarnya...Walaupun that someone sudah jadi tunangan orang, tapi he couldn't forget about her walaupun he tried to forget it by being with me...is love that cruel? is love that difficult to forget? Yes...awu...I know how it feels...love is sweet at it's sweetest and bitter at it's most bitter~ Ya Tuhan...only God knows how I feel...my heart is broken...so broken into pieces...sakitnya berabis...
I cried for him several days...sometimes alone and sometimes in front of others...antah berapa gelen udah air mata ku keluar..hahahaa..atu banar-banar menangis tu eyh~ hehehe...but true, I cried for him...sometimes I can't stop...I feel weak without his love...I feel so damn difficult even to breath without him to love me...Mati eyh...itulah betapa kroniknya keadaan ku atu..hahaha..putus cinta macam putus nyawa...memedihkan, memilukan...*sigh*
My only wish...my only prayer...is to see him happy...Ya Allah, pintaku pada-Mu adalah supaya Engkau kurniakanlah kebahagiaan dan kesenangan hidup kepada nya..kepada lelaki pertama yang berjaya membuatku jatuh cinta dan juga berjaya menghancurkan hati ini...Ya Allah, hanya Engkau lah yang Maha Berkuasa atas segalanya..maka kabulkanlah doa hamba-Mu yang hina ini...kerana kegembiraannya adalah satu perkara yang akan menggembirakan aku...dan Engkau pertemukanlah dia dengan jodoh yang baik untuknya...dan kiranya kami berdua akan berjodoh lagi, maka Engkau pertemukanlah jodoh antara kami berdua dan biarkanlah kami dapat memberikan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan kepada sesama sendiri...Amin~
Heheh...I know bari gali plg doa ku atu...tapikan...atulah yang ikhlas dari hati ku..cewahh...semoga aku sendiri lebih tabah dan kuat dalam menghadapi segala dugaan yang Engkau berikan...=p
Lurve,
Kisho-sama
P/S: He will alwez be in this heart of mine as he was the first to taught me how to love, how to cherish and how to be heartbroken....And no one can replace that place of his because there can be no other 1st love in my life...;(
Batah dah nda blogging in here~ Antahlah, macam nada kan di blog in here since I'm heartbroken...banar-banar heartbroken nyanta~ Hahaha..but what can I do? To forget and to let it remain as memories...my sweetest memories...my 'bittersweet' memories in experiencing the feeling called 'LOVE'...Padih my hati everytime I think about how much I love him and how much the environment around me brings that memories alive...adui mak~
He couldn't love me because he has someone in his heart...Fikirkan lah perasaan ku masa ku tau kenyataan yang sebenarnya...Walaupun that someone sudah jadi tunangan orang, tapi he couldn't forget about her walaupun he tried to forget it by being with me...is love that cruel? is love that difficult to forget? Yes...awu...I know how it feels...love is sweet at it's sweetest and bitter at it's most bitter~ Ya Tuhan...only God knows how I feel...my heart is broken...so broken into pieces...sakitnya berabis...
I cried for him several days...sometimes alone and sometimes in front of others...antah berapa gelen udah air mata ku keluar..hahahaa..atu banar-banar menangis tu eyh~ hehehe...but true, I cried for him...sometimes I can't stop...I feel weak without his love...I feel so damn difficult even to breath without him to love me...Mati eyh...itulah betapa kroniknya keadaan ku atu..hahaha..putus cinta macam putus nyawa...memedihkan, memilukan...*sigh*
My only wish...my only prayer...is to see him happy...Ya Allah, pintaku pada-Mu adalah supaya Engkau kurniakanlah kebahagiaan dan kesenangan hidup kepada nya..kepada lelaki pertama yang berjaya membuatku jatuh cinta dan juga berjaya menghancurkan hati ini...Ya Allah, hanya Engkau lah yang Maha Berkuasa atas segalanya..maka kabulkanlah doa hamba-Mu yang hina ini...kerana kegembiraannya adalah satu perkara yang akan menggembirakan aku...dan Engkau pertemukanlah dia dengan jodoh yang baik untuknya...dan kiranya kami berdua akan berjodoh lagi, maka Engkau pertemukanlah jodoh antara kami berdua dan biarkanlah kami dapat memberikan kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan kepada sesama sendiri...Amin~
Heheh...I know bari gali plg doa ku atu...tapikan...atulah yang ikhlas dari hati ku..cewahh...semoga aku sendiri lebih tabah dan kuat dalam menghadapi segala dugaan yang Engkau berikan...=p
Lurve,
Kisho-sama
P/S: He will alwez be in this heart of mine as he was the first to taught me how to love, how to cherish and how to be heartbroken....And no one can replace that place of his because there can be no other 1st love in my life...;(
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