Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Too much lazy time..

I am still embarassed about last night. Or rather, I feel it was like a dream.

Woke up early today at the sound of my 'hulahulala' ringtone and read a SMS from my teacher. Replied lazily and yeah, after that I couldn't sleep again. Gulex-gulex tah daku on the bed while thinking of last night. Ooooh..I am excited. I am troubled. I am feeling butterflies again. I am smiling to myself like a fool. I am hugging my bantal close to my face that I can suffocate at any minute on my bed~ OMG...I need to put that memories aside for now. Haha. But I just can't stop!! LOL...esh3x...Kisho is very much, much, much excited today!!! Oh, I am smiling again by my own..hahaha. This is no good~No gooood~ No goooooooood....wait, it's actually goood~~ Very gooood~ Hahahaha...

Oh dear~ Oh sayang~LOL...wait~ I told myself to let go, aight?And yet, this...HAHAHAH! I am trapped in my own words and feelings~~~~ I am tormented!! I am torn! Hohoho...I am hungry..adui~ Guess I need to go now to munch on something~ :D Laters~


I'm yours*winx*,
Kisho [229]

"What do you really want? Your words or your actions? Shall you elaborate further for my stupid self? :P"

I am embarassed! Panash muha~

Pure embarassment. I can still feel my cheeks getting warmer as I recalled what happened just now. Oh God, I am soooooo embarassed!!!


Received a call from him, this afternoon. He told me about him got phoned by the MoH and he will be reporting for work next week. Excitedly told me about him at Sure Heboh's carnival and yes, he passed the phone to his cousin, Nurul, who was very excitedly talking to me as if we knew each other a lot. Aha~ and also she caught me speechless with her constant talking..haha.Pisan eh. Not to forget her enthusiasm in asking me the question "When will you and him get married? Bila kan dapat baby sal *him* ada bakat tu jadi bapa udah~"...Haha. I am embarassed~~Then his cousin said " He's ready ni...are u ready?" LOL. And I said " I'm ready anytime tapi ya yang nda sudi~" Hahaha. After that the cousin was asking me when shall we meet...ahakz.Aduima~Then after his cousin, he passed the phone to his auntie. LOL. Which was a great shock to me. Bwuh, first time tuh. A nice lil chit chat with her plus an intro of myself and then back to him again. He was enjoying it, teasing me with my fear of speaking to his relatives...And oh, I was actually quite speechless to say anything to him after talking with his relatives. Huhu. But I do enjoyed it though. Haha. Really wanted to say I miss him.Hoho. But dear me with my ego~ :P


Then I went to Potty's. Brought her out to have a lil bit of de-stressing session. Watched "Lantai 13" which was so-so. I am basically not an Indonesian movie lover. LOL. Laughed the entire time when I heard people screaming in their seats and I did get suprised at some noises. Haha. Membagi malu eyh~ Hawar aku~ Then out to karaoke session, dished out 5 songs. Huhu. Off we went to Q-lap Mall to get some gelato. Nyum, my gelato was Gianudia?? and Oreo while Potty had her Strawberry and Melon. Finished with a parched throat. Haha. Thirsty saya bah. And off we went to Potty's house, waved our goodbyes and I was on my own way back to my hostel.


At the hostel, Nurul greeted me with some gossips. Haha. Typical of us. And then I misscalled him and well, he phoned me as I requested. Haha. He asked me what to talk about, I was stupid to say I don't know. LOL. I am speechless with him on the line. Butterflies again in my tummy. Then he passed the phone to his sister. OMG...I was, erm, ahakz...I think I laughed too much for my own good. But I chatted with his sister for awhile and she asked me "Kawan abg ka or ehem2?" Haha. Damn eyh. Embarassement!! Huhu. My cheeks were getting hot and soon enough, the phone was passed to him again. Then not long before that, he passed it to his brother who,well, was shy. I was too, so we just erm..got into silence mode?LOL. Then he talked with me again, and I passed the handphone to Nurul. They were laughing as they teased each other and soon enough too, Nurul made me embarassed by saying " She miss you laaa..." Damn. Haha. Panas pipi ku eyh!! Nurul passed the phone to me and I was left talking with him but well, I am again speechless. Hoho. Too much excitement...


ANyway, that isn't the end of my embarassing moments. MInutes later, still on the phone, he passed the phone to...HIS MOTHER!!! HAHAHA...okay..I am really, really, really feeling MALU BERABISHLY!!! And yesh, we talked nicely and ahakz, his mother said to me " Lau ada jodoh nda ke mana..Makcik ada tips ni kan bagi ya suka ko ni lai.."...LOL!!!! OMG! And she started to say macam-macam which made me blushed hard. Haha. And lapas atu lagi, she said "Bila kan ke Miri lagi lai? Lau ke Miri atu, bgto ah sal makcik kan ikut ah..buleh kan?" Oh my~ LOL..pisan ku miani. Haha..AND I replied spontaneously " Aih, kan ikut? Buleh eh..Lagi ku suka lau babu ikut aku~ Suping tani sama2!"... Haha..gila~~ Then she said "Terpakai makcik rah mu ni eh lai..bagus ni lau ko sma *him*" HAHAHAHA...wow, kana bagi greenlite~ Hahaah..kana restui nyanta...and then I was like, mengadu...LOL..I said " *Him* nda suka kediaku bu..ya ingatkan urg lain ja..nda ya duli aku" and his mother was like " Yawah? Jahat c *him* ani eh..ndapa, amalkan ja petua yang makcik bagi ah...mujarab tu lai.." HAHAHA..OMG~ And I was like, "Insya-allah..akan ku amalkan bu..mudahan menjadi~" LOL..pisan2~~ like apakanz, collaboration taya plg ani..kekekeke...Gila eh, angau ku plg..hahaaha. ANgau dgn family nya yg sporting atu...kekeke. And at one point, the mother asked me " *Him* panggil ko alai ni...alai *insert my name*"...HAHAHAH....OMG~ palau2~ napa taya mama nya miatu atu? Aaahh...ke jiwa eh. Haha...My cheeks were flushed and hot with embarassment~~


After that, the mother passed the phone to him, leaving me with some motivational advices. Haha. And he was saying to me "Aih, bisai...geng sma mama. Kan ke Miri g tu eh..Bisai..becakap sama mama mertua~" HAHAHA...damn him!!! Cawir, cair...helep me~~ I am trying sooooo damn hard kan lari, tapi everything is soooooo membubut~LOL....Then he teased me about handing the phone to his father...WAAAAHHH!! I begged him not to..ahakz..ani macam introduce to whole family ni eh...BAKAL menantu??? HAHAHAHAHAHA....damn eh..HYPER ku plg ni...And he began to said " My cousin c Nurul tepakai dh kan ko tu..ani mama taya lagi. Mati eh." Hahahahaha....WOW~ angan-angan dan harapan semakin tinggi...tapi oh well, I can't do that~ Nda buleh berharapan tinggi. Hehe. Tapi I just can't deny that feeling of hope. Bwuh!! AAAAAAhhh....Before he ended our phone call, he said " Nanti tym gathering family ku, ku tpun ko biar smua cozin2 ku n relatives ku btpun sma ko...biar berkenalan"...Oh damn~ Segan i eyh~ Ohhh tidak~~I pemalu~ LOL..apakanz~


And all these made me think...what am I to him? Oh God..introduce2 ke family segala...aduima~~ Haha..I hate it when he said "Bh selamat malam ah sayang~" Palui2~ Kuat efeknya atu kali ahh..Pisan~and I sarcastically replied "Bh selamat malam abg~"...HAHAHAHA. Ketawa juwa ya, tapi macam mental juwa ya. Haha...oh God~~Don't make me put high hopes...nda ku rela~ I am denying that all that has happened is true, this may only be a dream...tapi ani REAL vah!!! Oh NOoooo~~


And so..abish cia. Aku malas kan taip lagi. Hyper ku masih ingatkan ceta ani. Oh God..aku malu~~ Me and my blabbermouth~ Ahh, segan saya eyh~ HAHAHAHA...Oh it's late~ LOL..kan kul 3 udah panya..Asyik juwa saya ani memblogging...:D Toodles~


Hyperly excited,
Kisho [229]





Saturday, November 03, 2007

Shucks...apo ni connection no gud?!!

Can't upload lots of pictures for now. Connection arah Comp Lab at the College just sux a lot when I have the mood to upload. Pux eyh. Kinda make me feel damn irritated.

Anyway, I'll post more pictures as soon as I got a stable connection and as soon as I'm back from my home. I need to get home because my mom kept asking me to go home. Buring bah nada connection rah umah. LOL.

Hohoho. To Potty, bersabarlah teman ku...kekekee. And I enjoyed last night. Huhu.

And him? I am still damn missing him. *plays Kylie Minogue 'Can't get you outta my mind'* Oh well...this love tide ain't going low for now. *plays 'Tide is High' by Atomic Kitten* OMG~ I soooooo want to get rid of this feeling. Huhuhu....I need support! *balik2 perasan ku kna support tapi masih jua majal perasaan ku ani..kekeke* LOL...and a new love..Duh~ Macam tah aku lawa and sanang mencari...kekekekee...okay, I am outta my mind now...

Lurbe,
Kisho [229]
"Mind is to love, and love is to mind..."
P/S : Terpakai ku kemarin tym Emma got obsessed with singing 'Lelaki Ini', Me with my 'Kasih Tercipta' and Nurul with her 'Sebelum Cahaya'...and Potty? She's addicted to oldies merangkap Iklim's and Slam's songs...Hehe...

Pix and more pix..huhu..

Yesh, Potty wants to buy that book to enhance her Gynae's nurse skill...haha! Wanna be permanent eyh? :P
Aahh...here is Potty, being a model on my behalf.. Huhu... Doulos's mug~ I want one..but erks, nada money..:S
These books were bought by Emma, well, she's the only one with the money..huhuh..
Potty and me, still being vain while waiting for Emma to pay her books...
Potty : This lil adorable kid is our newest cam bitch member...

Kisho : She stole our spotlights! LOL..
With the new cam bitch, we became the 'Cam Bitches Trio'...when can we have a triad of cam bitches? :P
Our lazy afternoon, before going to the open houses...
Okay, do we look like sisters or what? Haha..now I see the resemblance!! LOL...No Pot, u will not call me 'kaka'...
Me and Potty, promoting beauty books?? Oh my...

Got a minute?

Crossroads...

Duh. I am blogging what? Antah. I am sleepy but...

I miss him. LOL. Okay. That's all.

I pissed you peepz off, didn't I? LOL...I am just being crazy once in a while. Sigh.

Gudnite~

Lintang pukang post..i am so lazy-eh~

Open houzes. Two to be exact. Filled our tummies pretty full. I am bloated. ANyway, after that we went to Doulos. That ship that sold books? Today was the last day and well, we were curious to find out. Out we went there...Fuh, banyak cam-whoring. But I am just lazy and too tired to upload all...So let's just put some in here. Huhu. For your viewing pleasure...



Potty was happy that she finally met a mermaid...well, the book only though. Huhu.

Us all, except Potty...trying to make ourselves be on board...Perasan krew kapal la tuh.:P


Us four...should be on the railings of the ship..tapi oh well, tengalam taya leh kami..haha!

Me and Potty, trying to look oh-so-cute masa naik bas back from the ship..Hahaha..
Yes, Potty was damn tired with the trip that she slept on my shoulder. Nasib nada aing liur! Haha! :P

Them, masa kan naik kapal ah..I was the photographer..huhu. My passion.:P
See the name of the ship? Doulos...hehe..
Books for sale on board the ship. Banyakkkk buku2 nya...I wished I have money to buy!! Chitz!
Ahhh...I am trying to portray what I wanna be in here...Positive!!!
Yesh, the models of the 'QUIT SMOKING' Campaign..Huhuh..

Aaah...us with a new cam bitch member~ Heheh..


This is when, everything was boring and we unleashed our cam whoring skills..hehe..
Me and erks, WHO? And what's up with dat red arm?!!!
hAHAHA...wHAt are we trying to say here? Emm..I wonder..:P

Yesh, Potty was possessed with the hat that she got glued to Emma's sister. LOL...
Okay..that's all. I am tired.
And I am soooooooooo missing him, though as much as I tried to deny that. Haha. Denial mode!!
Lurbe,
Kisho [229]
P/S : Nanti2 tah g ku upload..I am really exhausted!! :S