I need my old life back~

Assalamualaikum y'all...

Salam sejahtera~ Hehehe..aaah, batah dah ku nde update ni. Now, I am totally clueless as in what to say in this blog...kan ceta apa nah?? Hmm..antah. Masa hari-hari cuti terakhir ani, nada apa-apa yang interesting terjadi arahku..cewah! Well, maybe aku mikin chubby (liat ceramin, lapas atu berterais "AKU NDE MAU CHUBBY WAH EYHH!!!") sebab malar landing ke dapur wah tujunya..hahaha...kes buring udah tue! Selain atu, well, yeah, di rumah apa nah keraja ku?? Tidur akhir, bangun pun akhir jua..LOL...abis atu tidur petang cia lagi!! Gila banar aku ani..mengepam body ku yg memang dah chubby ani...kwang3x...bilatah kan pancit ani? HAUHUhuhauha..kan makai jarum pa kah?!! Makai paku kah...heheh!

And selain atu, aktiviti lain ialah....belajar berbahasa ibunda ku...LOL...bahasa apanya nih? bahasa Iban wah...sesaja..kwang3x...bagi yang tak tahu, aku half Iban half Melayu...HUHAUHuahuhauhUHA!! Hehehe, suprise~ Tapi alom ku andal cakap Iban ani wah, walaupun ku paham cakap atu sikit-sikit...kwang3x...yeah, maju bahasa untuk negara...LOL...alom lagi ku belajar cakap Dusun lagi nih, matik...alom ku termampu kan absorb semua bahasa ani..kwang3x...

Aaahh...apa lagi ahh?? Hmm..antahlah beb..aku out of ideas dah ni...huhauhauhUH....nada ceta siuk bah nyamu hidup ku saat ini...kwang3x....and so...biarlah kisah hidup ku yang nde dinyatakan di sini menjadi persoalan di hati...ahUHAUhhauhAU.....

Signing off !~

P/S: Gathering di Bukit Shahbandar sariatu memang best..sayangnya ujan ani wahh!! Cecapie jua tue ujan ahh...turun naik payung c Potty ku pakai memayungkan kami...LOL...macam buat persembahan berpayung pulang ani wahh!! Thank you, thank you datin tazzy menjemput kediaku...ceewahh...lainkali andat2 tah jubur atu lagi ahh...LOL lahhh...nyaman kali ahh...antamz!!! Hahahaha....ciao~


Z.C - I saw him with his golden girl, but couldn't do anything but cry a million tears...

KINGKONG!!!

Assalamualaikum y'all...

Hehehe...yo, yo~ Hahaha...apakanz...antah lah, selahau ku kali...biasalah, lapas balik dari Bandar~ yelah, lapas liat wayang arah The Mall!!! Liat apa nah??? Liat ceta KingKong...ahuHUHuhau...emmm, komen? Aaaah, antah ahh, aku ani nde jua andal kan kritik2 komen2...but anyway, ceta atu sadanglah...kira oklah bagi aku~ after all, ceta ani kana re-make jua lahh dari ceta yang lama~ Tapi yang pastinya, film atu punya action effects atu canggih...ahUHAUHHUA, siuk mata ku memandang~ Siuk ku meliat part time dinaso kana bubut dinaso yang lain(aku nde tau nama dinaso2 atu...minta maaf, sori! LOL)...kwang3x...And also time King Kong kan tolong da heroin daripada kana mamam oleh dinaso jahat...kwang3x...WAHH, hebat banget camera effectsnyaaa~~ best2...sound effects pun gempak~ HAUHuhauhUHAUH....

Part paling bari geram ati, part KingKong kana bunuh ahh..aUHAUHuhuahUH...sedih ku plg meliat ani wahh!! Bangang eyh usulnya...kan nanes lagi ku tue, simpati gitu~ Chit...Part calie pun ada, time KingKong pandai merajuk ani wahh...LOL lahhh...menyamal lagi tue, mengada...bwohh..ahuHHAUHhauh.

Tapi apa yang ku tahu, aku emosi sikit liat ceta aahh..ahuhAUHauha..CALIE banar!! Kenapa kah aku emosi ani...bangang banar eyh...menghayati banar ani wahh!! Calie2....and also, ceta KingKong atu batah banget panya!!!!! Sangal leher ku melangui, ngam2 lagi aku seat dapan...chit...menyasal separuh jua..tapi apa bulih buat..ahuHUAHuhauhuHA..asal meliat wahh, nya mama!!

Di masa hadapan...aku mau liat ceta 'Memoirs of a Geisha'...'Underworld:Evolution'...HAUHuahuHAUHAU...dua2 ani aku aim kan liat~ sebab antah ahh, aku tertarik menarik...LOL... sama ia punya trailers...kwang3x...aihhh...aku nak, aku nak....ada lagi movies yang kan ku liat tapi, um, aku lupa..ahuHAUHuhuha...Nde apa, nanti tah ku mengisi ke dalam bloggy ku ani, batah2 baru kan mengisi ani wahh, got no time, no extraordinary story to share...LOL..bah bah...chow lu~

Signing off people~~

ZC - Emosi ku sejak dua menjak ani...unbalanced hormonal changes kah?? ahUHAUHauhA...

Keliru meliru celaru tergaru2..hahaha

Assalamualaikum semua..

Hehehe...memang jarang udah aku update blog aku ani...susah payah rasanya kan menaip panjang lebar di blog ani..kwang3x...tapi ani ku kuatkan semangat untuk menaip...ceewah..emmm emmm...apa nak buat kat sini ahhh?? kwang3x...antah lahh...aku in confused state~

Keliru?? Kenapa??Hmm..antah..aku rasa aku sengaja menguji seseorang..LOL...aku buat ia marah, buat ia sakit ati, sakit jiwa...sakit apa saja...KEJAM rasa diri ku ani, tapi antah lahh..setiap hari aku berpikir pasal seseorang ani, bukan rindu aahh..berpikir saja...patut kah nde patut aku buat mcm tu arah kedia and napa ku buat mcm atu, apa hal????...ahUHAUhhauHUAH..chit! Antah eyh..mikin ku pikir kan, mikin tah ku keliru meliru celaru cencaluk tarus..antah apa2 antah!!! terseksa jiwa raga ku..ceewah~

Napa begitu kejam cara ku kan menguji ani? sampai kan buat ia sakit ati, sakit jiwa dan sebagainya??? Antah...aku mau kepastian....ceeewah, serius bunyi ku ahh...hahahahaha...ANTAH eyhh..aku keliru banar2!!! Napa ku di duga sebegini?? MUngkinkah...sampai seru?? sampai seru apanya?? sampai seru untuk bergelar seorang GF?? LOL...hahahaha..matikk..ndeee..nde ku mooo...i dun wanna....umur mikin lanjut plg tapi..erkss...aku mcm phobia...LOL...phobia dgn perkataan "relationship"...

Lupakan atu sekajap..aku mau sedey kan diri sekjap...aihhh..urg yg ku suka dulooo....kini sudah berpunya...ada GF dah...sakit ati jua lah tau...tapi aku ani sakit ati nde bertempat...HUHAUHuhauHA...aku sedey lah, tapi aku happy lah untuk ia sebab ada couple untuk kedia...baguslahh..alhamdulillah...hanya aku yang sendiri di sini...kwang3x...keliru dengan perasaan diri ku...waaahh, bermadah berhelah ku ehhh..kwang3x...mana saja...biarlah...kisah lalu itu jadi kenangan ku yang terkubur di hati...aihh..emosi aku ahh~~~

Ok, atu sajalah...keliru ku masih..ahUHAUUhauHA..mampu ku menaip lagi tue..aihhh...tata~

Signing off~

P/S: Nanti ada gathering di Shahbandar..aku nak pergi...tapi, erks, nadai ku berusin kan membayar for da food..i mean, $10 is a little sum for somebody tapi bagi aku, besar nilainya...ahuHUHuha...financial status nde mengizinkan..elaun aku lagi alom ada...nak harapkan parents, mcm menyusahkan plg...aihh....tengok lah mcmana nanti...aku pi ke tak..ahuHUAHUH...NAK PI!!!

ZC - Keliru memakan diri ku dari dalam..perlahan dan pasti...ahUHAUHuha..

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Assalamualaikum...

What I only wanna say is....I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry for not updating selalu macam dulu...aku naleh and I got clinical di Sengkurong clinic...and so???? Benci saya...I need holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I gained a bit of weight that I lost...membari geram ati banar...exercise is a must!!!! aim for losing more and more weight~

Sick...or just exhausted??

Assalamualaikum...

I know I haven't updated for such a *long* time...I'm back in Brunei now, exhausted to the core and feeling dreadful...I think I have a cold, and I'm still tired from driving back and forth from home to nursing college. Aaahh...i feel so rotten~ I need a break...I need to sleep for a whole week...but reality wouldn't let me~

Reports, presentation and *miraculously* assignment kana suruh buat...ahuHUAHHaua...BENCI saya...ada kah assignment pun kana suruh buat...I feel like robot ni, kana suruh itu ini....Aihh, hate to do things spontaneously~ Nasib no exams to attend to...I feel glad about that..hahahaha...

Jumpa a few of my friends...gila, kan menangis saja rasanya time paluk my friends yang ada ahh...kana paluk ku lagi kuat2...hahahaaa, sasak nafas ku sekajap..hehe..iski jua ku berjumpa durang~~and what I like best, time urg kata aku nampak kurus...auAUHuhauhAUHuhauh...ATU banar...happy ani wahh ku ulihnya...motivated ku untuk menguruskan diri...ceeewah.....

Erm..I dun feel good...rasa ka damam selesema...batuk ku sikit2..damn...gonna rest...

Signing off~

ZC- Tired and bored...and i have a running nose...no, my nose doesn't run..LOL

Once In a Lifetime~

Assalamualaikum peeps~

It's been long since I updated it...well, not quite that looooooong ago but anyway, batah lah...kwang3x..Sejak nada berbroadband ani, payah for me to go online...well, not really payah sebab buleh ke uni and go online for 24 hours you know, tapi sebab malas kan ke uni and spent time sana iatah nde online memanjang...sekali2 saja tue time ada rasa kan online, that strong desire to just go online and see who's up for a chat~ BUT unfortunately, sini nada MIRC..which sucks, sebab aku mo join MIRC and chat~ Aaahh..addictive...mcmana ni??

And yeah, found out my allowance for this month..kana kuarkan 2 minggu saja...damn it eyh...busan beta, nde dpt shopping ni!!! AAAhh..hate it..Terpaksa berjimat cermat ni, have to curb my lust for shopping~ LOL...my friend, Feeda kesian lah sebab she got full allowance and then lapas balik brunei kana baritau bayar balik sebab she's only here for a week in this month..sakit~ sakit tue membayar ahh...imagine kan lah ahh...AUD$1068 changed it into Bruneian dollars...voila~ kan pisan membayar tue...sapakan di salahkan atas hal mcm ani?? adui makk...

I'm counting days kan balik ni..nde terasa rasanya kan balik cia aku this Sunday...aaah...kesian ku jua Kak Ramlah...tinggal cia ia sorang2 ni...aihh, berat my hati kan leave...Damn...anyhow, gonna spend my remaining days here with Kak Ramlah..bagi ia cheer up sikit, bagi ia good memories sikit before I leave for good~ Oh yeah, we went to Movie World masa hari Ahad...hahaha..it was damn fun kali ah..later I post up some of the pictures I took when I was there...ahUHAUHuahua..

Next place to visit, Sea World and the Australian Zoo~ Here I come~

P/S: mY RESEARCH assignment kana checked and I have to resubmit...damn eyh...hope dapat ku siapkan as soon as possible..kwang3x...ceewah...I need a miracle~

Signing off!~ away~~~~~

ZC - Animals...just love them, well, except for dogs and pigs and boars and...bla, bla, bla... ^_^