I'm at WYWY and the connection sux..:S

Update~ wawawawa...

I wanted to update on my trip to KL but....for some fcuking reasons, the blogger had problems in uploading it...Owh mannnnn!! Tym ku rajin, miani taya jadi nya...Membari garam ati..wawawa~ Guess I'll have to postpone it to another later date...grrrrr~

Oh well, I'm happy today~ Yesh, you guess it right~ I've made up with him, berbaik kami udah...wawawawa~ Oh sayangkuuu...I lurbe yewhhhhhh to da max~~ Kinda awkward when he went online and I was, toink, afraid to chat with him... Tapi it soon went well~ Yeay....Alhamdulillah~ Tanpa keberanian mimpi tak bermakna...LOL~

Right now, I'm currently sitting in WYWY, dining with my sista and enjoying my wireless connection...wawawa...tapi lagging jua..geez~ No like eh...had an egg burger, nyum2...and my Yam bubble pearl tea...hehehe...

oKAHYY~~ I've seen 'I am Legend' on DVD last night~ Aha! For me, it was a so-so. Post-apocalyptic movie with CGIs...wawawa... I'm not really a fan on these type of movie and this movie just attracted me with its theatrical trailer...okay laaaa~ I got a bit sad on the part where *spoilers* the doggy died *spoilers* Kinda liked the doggy because she seems intelligent~ Hahaha...did you know that the doggy has never been trained to act in any movies before?? Even Will Smith came to adore the doggy~ Toink...But anyway, like I said, it was a so-so. I haven't seen the first movie adaptation named 'I am Omega' yet...so I don't know which is better...hahaha~ Bah aku start merepek ni...I can't concentrate criticizing in the current environment i am in...toinkz~

So that's all for now..wawawa...malash taya ku...the smell of food is just so hypnotizing~Oh gawd...I just have to watch for my diet...wawawawa~

Lurbe,
Kisho [229]

"[015] I lurbe yewhhh very muchieee....make me yours..wawawawa!! Strategy one in progress.."

Update g...wawawa, lum g sal KL ni..:P

Okay..I'll just update a bit more for today...anyway, I can't update about my trip to KL due to the 'cost' it would take to upload the pictures and all.. Hahaha...

But anyway, my sincerest thanks to Potty for accompanying me to KB the other day. It was a day worth it all for me although you were a bit sad back then. Aja aja fightee Pot! :D Yeah, a day full of hope and happiness and spontaneous excitement...wawawawa...but well, I'm not currently as happy as that now.

What did I get after going to KB?

- A full tummy..wawawawa....a.k.a kana belanja makan di WYWY...yeay~
- A DVD set of Korean drama series "The Coffee Prince" (kana balikan..wawawa)
- Meeting him..:) and finding out more things about him..:)
- Meeting his mother, grandmother, auntie and his sister...toinkzz!
- Not forgetting, meeting his cousin, Nurul and another cousin, Amy.
- Spending time with Potty again after a LONG time..wawawa..

Weeeell....that's what I got from going to KB the other day..not much but it will be enough. And oh, he asked me to listen to a song "Avenged Sevenfold - Dear God"...Here are the lyrics...

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Dear God[Feat. Axl Rose]

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleepsand all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you
is to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade..

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

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So what do you peepz think? I felt a bit sad after listening and reading the lyrics..as if, it was for me but I'm not sure...I didn't get to ask him. But anyway, it's a cool song too. Huhu. Lawa when you hear after quite some time.

Well, I just hoped us for the better...*sigh* Damn, I miss him...:S

Anyway, I want to see 'I am Legend'!!! I want to see "Alvin and the Chipmunks"!!! Uwaaaahhh....I wanna see, em, apa lagi ah?? I forgot... I have a lot of movies that I wanna see...wawawawa~ Tapi when? Hopefully soon...wawawa, and I'll do the reviews~ Batah udah nda buat reviews ani eh...wawawa..

And oh, I'll be back in college on 2/1/08 to prepare for the KL presentation on 19/1/08....wow, 2008!! Nda sangka-sangka...it's been like what, so sudden for me...but 2007 is a 'happening' year for me.. Will truly treasure what I had in 2007...and hope things will improve more in 2008. Chai-yo!!! Ganbate-ne!!! Semangat!!

Lurbe,
Kisho [229]

"Dear God, watch over him with my endless prayers..."

Kinda like an update but...:X

I am back from KL...

Will post gambar2 dari KL later...Right now, I just don't have the mood to do so...malashhhhh...

And it's sux a lot with him now when it supoosed to be happily ever after...or kinda somewhat like that...

Urgh!

And i went to the Pelangi Awards...Congratz to Maria~ Mantap suaramuuuu~~ LOL...and congratz unepxectedly to Zul F..toink..The Seeds, congratz too!

And that's all...I'm too damn lazyeh....

Lurbe,
Kisho [229]

A moment in KL~ :P

Hello peepz,

I'm in KL!!!! wHOO-Hoo!!

However, it's not as fun as I had expected. Duh. I am under emotional stress and the situation now is not helping me at all. I am FUCKED UP~ Totally..Hahaha~

Anyway, clinical placement in HKL was...no comment. *shut the mouth up* Shopping was great, hahaha! I had a high fever yesterday and I twisted my ankle today. Bad tough luck eyh? And I cried this afternoon, after returning from work. Hohoho.

Well, that's life for me now. Sigh. Hope everything will turn to be okay in the next few days. Keep my fingers crossed~ Hehehe...

And as usual, I miss him. The one and only. And I wonder, what is it that he wants to show me when I return to Brunei? Huhuhu..Nda ku sabar kan balik but I am feeling anxious too..:)

Lurbe,

Kisho [229]

"I am in a distressing life...Oh God, please help me..."

Addicted to this song..:P

Ajai feat Tunku Mimi Wahida - Kayangan (Kayangan OST)

Bukan aku tak cinta padamu,
Bukan aku tak sayang padamu,
Tapi harus ku berdiam diri,
Kerna itu yang terbaik.

Telah ku tunjuk kepadamu, ( tunjukanlah woo… wo.. )
Telah ku katakan pada hatiku, ( katakan padaku )
Tapi tak pernah ku nyatakanya, ( nyatakan hasratmu )
Kepadamu sejujurnya. ( yang dikau cinta padaku )

CHORUS
Bukan niat untuk mengecewakan mu kasih,
Tapi kau tahu,
Cinta sukar bersama,
Kerana diriku,
Tidak dapat lafazkan kata-kata cinta.

Kita hanya bertentang mata,
Hati pun mula bicara cinta,
Cintamu dan cintaku,
Tak ada hujungnya,
Tuhan saja yang akan akhirkan cerita.

Akhirkan cerita cinta, ( cinta kita )
Cerita cinta kayangan, ( cinta dikayangan )
Ikut saja kata hati, ( kau dihati )
Mungkin cinta kan bersemi, ( oh bidadari )
Antara engkau (dan aku).

Bukan aku tak cinta padamu, ( ku cinta padamu )
Bukan aku tak sayang padamu, ( ku sayang padamu )
Ikut saja kata hati,
Mungkin cinta kan bersemi,
Antara engkau dan aku.

Cinta kayangan kita
Cinta kau dan aku

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Addicted to this one..Haha. I am soooooooooo 'jiwang' plus emo.LOL. Well, I am what I am. Different from the others but still human. :P

"These questions in my mind are so much bigger than life."

3 days of 'bejaur-ing'..

Me and my sista, otw ke Miri...ani kes buring~ wawawa..lookit da pimples, eek!!

My sista eksen2 pose liat2 mags...wawawa..

Those ummm, cute beautiful boxes of cookies from Famous Amos~ balikannn~ :P

My sista eksen2 candid pose...wawawawa...mental ko ah!

Yes, me and my sista again...this time, near a Christmas tree pat Bintang Plaza.

Me, enjoying my Pizza Hut BBQ Spicy Wings...Nyaman~~ :P

My new slippers~ yeszaa...

FRIDAY (23/11) :


Went to Miri with da family in late afternoon. Shopped there ( well I didn't exactly shop sal budget limited edition..wawawa.) Bought Potty's Revive and just a couple of things for myself. A new toothbrush. My Olay moisturiser. A can of Yeo's Q aloe vera grape drink (which is not available in Brunei, buring ah..nyaman kali ah..lol). A new non-slip slippers. Wawawawa. Took some pictures with my sista, who was 'iski' tapi managed only some pictures because I lost my mood during shopping time. Hohoho. Hanya tani2 saja yang tau tuh Pot~Kekeke...

And oh, my!! I finally found those black bracelets I've been DYING to get. Sadly, nada budget ku. No money, no buy loh. I only caught glimpses of them and felt my heart broken. Aiseh..not broken but more to bruised...really. I want THOSE!!!

Back at home, it was about 8pm. Slept late. Again. This time I slept at 2am. Haha. This answers why I have pimply face now!! OH no~~~ :S Oxy, oxy~kekekkee...



SATURDAY (24/11) :


Returned to the hostel late in the morning and took a nap for awhile. Bangun dari my short nap, I went online and chatted with whomever was available. Got really bored and so, jalan. Pikir kan shopping skajap ja di Batu Besurat tapi I ended up going 'menyukat' Gadong and Kiulap. Lapas atu, due to extreme boredom and having that loneliness gnawing inside me, I went to Tutong. Hahaha. Sanggup tuhuskan minyak kereta ani wah!! Went to a friend's house, tapi ya nada and so decided to drop by to Kubamz's house. There, I 'lepak' from 6pm to 9pm. Wanted to sleep over there but I didn't bring any of my clothes to change into in the morning. Drove back to Bandar and back to hostel where I saw Daus with Yoyo. Got out, Daus approached me and well, we went gossiping and talked and chatted and 'bejabir' from my car sampai ke parking lot di hostel atu until it was 11pm. Haha. Atu pun kes terpaksa end at 11pm because the female hostel's gate will be locked at that time. Lau nda, panjang lagi taya kali bicara kami dua. Haha! Had another great time chit-chat with you lah Daus. Let's do that again next time. :D


Went to my room and I went online. Potty thought I went to KB~ Hahaa. Atooooo terer ku sorang2 kan ke KB~~ LOL..then explained to her that I didn't but I did think of going to KB, wanted to meet him. Hahaha. So we basically chatted as usual and Potty surrendered to sleep at about 2am. I still kept awake until it was 4am. Strangely, I didn't remember what I was doing sampai tido kul 4am. Haha. What WAS I doing?!!!

SUNDAY (25/11):

Woke up kinda early. Got SMSed by him. Haha. And he misscalled me first. Which is a weird thing. Replied his SMS and we went SMS-ing each other sampai sadang jua tuhusnya our 3g prepaid credits. Then he surrendered to his sleep. LOL. Aaah, after that, I went online and chatted with some peepz. Chatted with Nurul and fooled her into thinking I was in RIPAS, kan melawat ya. Hahaha. But then, of course, took a quick shower and off I went to RIPAS.

Went straight to Burn Unit where my dear Shidah dalenk was waiting. We chatted for a couple of minutes before she's off from duty. Then we made a phone call to dear Potty who was being in-charge of the day. LOL. Suprised you, didn't I? Made a plan to visit Nurul's father and me and my Shidah went to Ward 12 because Potty was nowhere yet to be found. I waited until Shidah had to go home and left waiting for Potty. Got Potty and off we went to visit Nurul's father. Met Nurul, joked a bit here and there. Haha. I was kinda speechless looking at her father who was lying there on the bed. It was..really scary in a way. Anyway, we left soon and targeted the canteen to have my so-called brunch.Toinkz, nada roti talo~ Oh mann...Potty then suggested to go to Faize in Beribi. So off we went there, but after Potty changed into her casual clothes.

Ate in Faize. Nyaman ruti talo nya. Wawawawa. Treat Pot for her ruti talo and her ice lemon tea. Then bincang-bincang mana kan jalan and urgh, I was seduced to go to KB. Haha. So we went to KB. Yes, we did. Sanggup c Pot sponsored minyak keta~ Hahaha..

Wanted to suprise our beloveds~ however, it didn't went through. Rusak plan!! And so after 'menyukat' Pandan for awhile, Potty's friend told us where they were and off we went to Soon Lee first, kan ke jamban, before heading to Gerai Simpur. And soooo....we arrived there, Potty met her cayang and the gang, lepak sana sampai about pukul 9pm. Siuk jua lah, happening. Hahaa. I had a great laugh hanging out with them, walaupun aku pendiam. Wawawa. Lum panas lagi wahh~ Then we went to cayang Potty's punya house at Pandan which was not far from his house. AhA!! Potty SMSed him to come over and soon after, he did. Then Potty went datenx sama cyg nya~I was left with himm..oho!

I admit, I was nervous. I didn't really want to see him as I looked him looking so tired and sleepy. Kesian eyh. And I know he wasn't that glad to see me because he knowsssss that we'll eventually talk a lot (well, it's him who will 'bejabir' a lot and I usually listened to him..) and for quite a longgggggg time (it won't be for an hour or so..lol..selalunya cematu la). Haha. But then well, we had our conversations in his car. Like usual, him always blurting out his problems and concerns. I listened. My hands were playing on his hair and I massaged his shoulders.*stoopid laugh* LOL. He was a bit unwell, he sniffled and sneezed and he has a blocked nose. I felt pity, but well, I wanted him to go back but then, he started to talk and talk and well, I'm just letting him talk. Haha. I didn't want it to end but it had to.

About 12am, we left KB. Otw to Bandar, I continuosly blabbered a lot. Haha. Palau Pot?:P Arrived at Potty's house at 1am. Didn't slept until it was 1.40am. Hahaha.

Well, that's all...fuh, what a longgggggggg post! :D

Lurbe,

Kisho [229]