Muchie muchie much mizz all da phat frenz in Brunei~ Can't forget tuh...Mizz them like crazy tuh!! They went to Thailand tuh, Zemo rasa jeles to da maximas!! Having all da colleagues havin' fun muchie muchie with each other, aih~ feel so at disadvantaged nih...i would love to trade tuh for a place back to go with them to Thailand...but cannot deh...Zemo is here in Brisbane, studying and getting experience nih to bring back in Brunei~ Too bad tuh~ what to do maaa?hehehe...nih luahan hati Zemo nihh...honest ones!! Emosi nihh...
Truthfully nih, Zemo nda mao ambil this scholarship tuh, terbalik eehh da feelings...Zemo is kinda upset tia plg when tahu dapat offer tuh ke Brisbane...mao nangis tuhh tapi people encouraged me to take tuh...it's a rare chance maa!! I know, i know...dun sound like I regret nih but I do regret tho...not believeing tuh when kena called up for interview, macam mimpi tuh, balik-balik Zemo fikir people mesti salah nama tuh to call me tia plg...then banar tia, it is me...waduh, rasa nada semangat tuh..nda excited time tahu kena pilih for scholarship!! Nda nyaman tido tuh masa dapat tau dapat scholarship tuh... Kajar-kajar bah my hands time kena announced going to Brisbane at 8 March tuh...historical date tuh for Zemo!! Suddenly Zemo rasa lonely tuh...have to leave my family, my phat frenz, my college tuh, walaupun setahun saja deh...aihh, rasa berat my heart tuh mao leave brunei~
Time Zemo sini di Brisbane, macam-macam tuh jadi...ada yang bagi sakit hati, ada yang buat Zemo mao mengamuk, ada yang buat Zemo stress berabizz tuh...No happy-happy feelings tuh like in Brunei...Zemo fikir-fikirkan yang people in Brunei will look up at me nanti tuh, ada high expectations nanti...alah, tuh yang Zemo lemah tuh nahh...Zemo nda mao tuh people luan expect much from Zemo tuh 'cos Zemo takut to disappoint people tuh...especially muh family and the teachers in college tuh...adeh, susah tuh!! Not intelligent and not qualified enough to go here bah, not being low profile or modest nih, tapi apa yang Zemo feels tuh...No confidence in self, Zemo has low self esteem...aiceh~ true maa~ Zemo ani orangnya inda pandai express da feelings inside, that's why Zemo keep da diam-diam attitude, aih...but very sensitive inside nih~
Tiba-tiba saja Zemo jadi popular time people know Zemo dapat scholarship...semua orang di college sibuk tuh, congratz apa segala...tapi Zemo rasa mao lari saja tuhh...inda mao orang congratulates apa because Zemo rasa absolutely not qualified to get it wahh~ Rasa tiba-tiba semua kan orang liat apa yang Zemo buat tuh...buat Zemo takut kan buat salah nahh...ani pun jua, takut Zemo kan hampakan orang nih, aihh~ Kadang-kadang Zemo fikir, napa bukan orang lain tuh?? Mengapa mesti Zemo tuh?? Adeh...apa boleh Zemo buat nih? Sudah rezeki nya orang~ Ambil saja tah tuh da chance kan? Nya orang, lau dapat scholarship ani...cerah masa depan and apa...Zemo inda ambitious nih banarnyaa, that's why trying to be average in everywhere Zemo goes...diam-diam doesn't mean Zemo nda mao cakap, mao tuhh...tapi takut orang nda mao dengar cakap Zemo...heheh! banar eehh...very da shy attitude lagi tuh!!heheh~
Tapi Zemo mao syukur-syukur nih~ inda boleh complain-complain segala...hahaha! Udah namanya peluang khas buat Zemo nih, patut terima saja...kan tuh?? Boleh Zemo kata yang Zemo considered one of the lucky ones...and what Zemo patut buat is make da best of it...hehe! Nda jaa? Hujung tahun nih...balik Brunei nih, happy-happy deh! Very da glad will balik Brunei for good tuh...will jumpa my phat frenz tuh, my family!! Yay, ganya kusut nih Zemo...kan belikan ole-ole tapi Zemo nada usin tuh banyak for everyone's ole-ole...adeh, kalau Zemo kaya, bulih plg tuh! Hahah...so what Zemo can do is pray for everyone's well being and all da best in studies saja...and kalau Zemo kawin, Zemo jemput semua orang yang Zemo hutang budi and cherish tuh...ganya, alum ada calon tuh!! Wahaha...thanx to Feeda and Reena tuh, muh 'sistas' here in Brisbane, all da very muchie! Great to know you people tuh...and all da phat frenz in Brunei tuh especially Emma, Nurul, Diana and AJ, also Kubam and Potty Bebeh...heheh! Also my buddies tuh: Effa, Sally, Pani, Jaz, Mas!! And muh special guy frenz tuh: Ash (like u so muchie! thanx for supporting me) and Hamzah!! Muh precious family: Lovable parents and siblings!
That's all for Zemo's special edition of luahan hati tuh...hahah! Nanti luahan hati yang lainzz....
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