I'm soo emotional~

Assalamualaikum peeps~

Aihhh...time ani, aku dalam kesedihan...ceewah, sedey ku ni, sedey~~ Selahau jua ku tue, sedey2 ani...isk isk isk, emotional aku ahh..HAUAAHAHUHA...berlinangan aing mata ku ani ulihnyaa...adui mak, antah eyh kenapa aku ani~

Napa ku sedey2 sampai nangis2 ani?? Well..erks...antah eyh aku ahh, emotional...atu bah, dang Emma latenkz...eheh..aku chat sama ia, sambil ku mengadu lah kiranya pasal topik dissertation ku ahh...and oh yeah, aku baru tau, maybe aku ani ada eczema kali..gatal my skin ni...tergaru2 ku sana sini...isk isk iskk...so depressed, so tension, so mengusut~~~ Anyway, back to my story..iatah lapas atu dang Emma ceta pasal Khatam Al-Quraan esuk durang ahh di kolej...iatah ku tanya, sapa saja ikut...nya Emma, semua ani wah...except non muslim lah ahh..and then, nde ku tau kenapa, sedey ku tarus~ Emma lagi taip ayat2 yang menyedihkan...mikin ku sedey...HAUHAUAHHAUA...sasak ku eyh...

Why?? Maybe a small matter plg tue...tapi bagi aku, I lost an important event being there with my friends di Brunei...udah tah masa atu miss ikut ET ke Thailand, miss lagi liat ET presentation..and then miss lagi time durang sibuk2 kan cari topik for dissertation, time durang Emma ke KK lagi...I feel, mcm I lost all those good times...mcm, aku ketinggalan~ adui makk...like aku rasa, baik aku nde terima my scholarship ani daripada I miss all those things....those memories...those memories which I can cherish masa kami nanti masing2 keraja udah...iatah, sedey ku ahh..bulehhh??? Senitip ku ahh..emotional banar~ Damn it!!! Those things bukannya buleh balik2...iatah...I missed it all and I feel alone, mcm I won't be part of those sweet memories with my friends...isk isk iskk....meluahkan tah aku ani...My life here in Brisbane, nde berbaloi rasanya when I think of those things I missed back there in Brunei....hehe...I know, aku sound negative...kan menyasal tah aku ahh..tapi then, aku nde buleh menyasal, udah rezeki ku di sini...syukur alhamdulillah pada Allah sebab memberikan rezeki ani...so, no need to be regretful~~ after all, I will be back to Brunei nanti, and I will embrace new memories yang ada aku in it~~~ YAY!!!!

Oke then...no more eyh...naleh ku menaip...masih ku sedey plg, aing mata pun kan kuar kalau ku ingati kata2 dang Emma...aiyooo...HAUHAUHUAAHUAH....cheer up myself!!! Kan balik ne~~~

Signing off~

P/S: Nanti aku nde online lagi berkuatkuasa pada 4.11.2005...HAHAUAH..sebab broadband kana stop...damn it...buring tah ku ni nanti....


ZC - Memories with friends are never to be forgotten~