Restless, sweaty and bothered...

*sigh* Another entry for today..wahahaha..

I am feeling restless. Darn restless. In addition to the restlessness, I am feeling rather sweaty and bothered. Why? I can somehow hear peepz going to say "Not another emotional unstability syndrome.." or whatever it is...huhuhuh...but...

"The aircond is out of order!!", screamed my sister, sounding very horrified with the fact. I became annoyed.

There goes my first so-called wonderful day of 2008. In my humid, warm home. Without the airconditioner. And with lots of complaints from my mom. Plus mine, as I whined about how HOT it is. The fans didn't help a tiny bit. It's just making the air inside the home much much 'irritating'. And my eczema threatens to annoyingly becoming itchy. Yes, I am scratching my back right now while I blog. Urgh...Thank God, it's raining heavily now!!! I wish I can get the hell out of this HOT place and shower under the heavy rain..Wawawawa~ But...it's night time, and it's dark...and I might get a flu...*ponders*

Now I'm just distracting myself by listening to the songs playing in my playlist..Aha! Bad idea...I found my brain starts to play its own song of choice...what song? The song he told me to listen to. Toinks...yeah, you guess it. Avenged SevenFold - Dear God. And I am, horrifyingly, singing to it. Hahaha. Owh gosh, I need a life!!! Life without him!! *mumbling nonsense*

"All the faults of that VCD I saw this afternoon!!!", my brain starts to give its own reason. What VCD? Urgh, I tengok ceta Melayu ler...9 September. Darn, the movie did helpfully helped me reminisced my memories with him~ Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!!! Terribly...urgh, godaan tah banar~ *jeling pat handphone* Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!! Such temptations~~~~ God, make me strong~ Don't let me do it...no, no, no, noooo~

Okay..enough of my craps...tomorrow I'll be back to Bandar. Urgh...too much memories...I may not make it to the 3rd day!!! AAAAAAAAhhhhh......Someone, please just knock some senses into me~~ :S

I gotta leave. I need to stuff myself with food. Foods are the best distraction right now. Hahaha. I am gonna be a fatso!! Darn...Let mejust seek solace in foods...lalalalala~

With Love,
Kisho [229]

"Give me strength, give me courage...give me what I deserve...huhuu..two days left to go before I end my abstinence.."