My Path To The Future~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Hohoho...things were going on fine masa ani~ Well, not as expected tapi fine enough~ I finally got my results!!! And yeah, aku passed!!!! Although not with flying colours or gemilang ceria, tapi at least I passed..heheh, which is a miracle...ehem2...of course, I don't expect it to happen sebab tym ku exams, I was in a great state of 'FRUSTRATION' & 'BROKEN HEARTED' so badly...kekekeke, but alhamdulillah lah dat aku passed~~ I'm happy...that I cried masa my results was announced...fuhhh, airmata duyung...kekeke...I was a bit frustrated sebab HE was not among the people who passed...and I cried again...REALLy cried dapan Nurul & Lina with them comforting me with the thoughts that aku nangis because I was sooo happy..tapi not~~ How I wished so much that HE would be joining us nanti tym graduation...I want to see his happy face...I want him to be happy so badly that I would give half of my marks to HIM!! Hohoho...so blinded by LOVE~~

Anyway, aku kana offered a year course in Paediatric Nursing...oh no, which is not my field of interest tapi, erm..mana jua ulah...I accepted it reluctantly and unsurely..kekeke..terima ja tah, antamz tia ehhh!!! And yeah, my 1st day in the course?? It was...'RUSH HOUR'..ahakz...semua subjects just macam serang kami all at once...Paning eyh...Too much to catch up~ Sakit kepala memikirkan...Groupworks, assignments, presentations, brainstorming...eeek!!! Kepisan ku eyh...membari stress jua rasanya...And with the look on my face, totally aku blank tym in classes...I focused on the subjects tapi aku lum dapat catch up lagi..HAHAHAH..damn it~ Mental ku eyhhh...Contract learning lagi nanti???Extended project lagi??!! Oooh makkk....rasa macam nda sanggup..too much too handle too quick...kekekee..apakanz!! I'm not a fast learner..wuhhhuuuuu~ oh man....this is 'exhausting'...totally challenging...kekekekekek...

Erm, we only got 8 students in Paed..hehe, including me lah...3 from the inservices...and 5 from the basic diploma...wawawa...so totaled at 8 people...hohoho...Not that many eyh the students so a bit...emm...nda meriah...and um, a bit nda ngam with me...HOHOHO...alum lagi adapt bah...kekeke...and the teachers, ummm...ku nda brapa minat..hehe..the subjects? erkz...nda terkata lagi betapa aku nda brapa interested in it....Like I said, paed is not that interesting to me...but if ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan!! GO GO GO!! Mesti berusaha dengan baik...show the world that I can become a PAEDIATRIC NURSE!! yezaaaaa...kekeke...ohh no, terpaksa aku jadi lemah lembut and not that pemarah tah ni? esh3x..so NOT me...I love kids tapi if yang gauk kan mampus atu, erm...I tend to get ANNOYED...and last2 nya, aku marah or melakukan aksi2 ganas seperti mencubit...kekekke....atu kejam aku ah...adui...high blood pressure~~~ =p

Ato saja tah for now...btw, my bilik hostel dapat wireless for free...wawawa...untung ku dpt bilik ani....HOHOHOHO...now dpat online 24 hours...ngeh3x...I'm sooooooo lucky~ Free online-ing!!! Yezaaaa!!!!!!!

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho?? Erm...:X

- I still love him...and he makes me confused with his actions and words...and I hope I still get that chance to be with him again...forever and happily..XP-

Aishah's wedding~

Aishah so sweeeeeeeeetttttttttttttttt!!!

Sweet Aishah ehh wif da hubby...luv da kaler eyh! Blueee nyee...

Tym adat berbasuh kaki..kekeke...adat urg Tutong nih...

Aishah sooo sweet dgn senyumannya wif da hubby..:D

Tym bersanding lapas majlis akad nikah..hehe!

Ku masukkan gambar2 tym Aishah kawin nih...wawawa...sesiapa saja yg mau liat. suruh ja menengok di sini...tapi i put only some2 ja lah..not many lohhh~ cos abis kredit ku krg mengupload byk gmbr ani..wawawa!! Lagipun, lag wahhh kuniksin aniiiiiiii...damn ehhh~ Anyway, enjoy k??? heheh...

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama

Updateeeeeeeeeeee tah neeeeeeee!!

Assalamualaikum peepz..

Nah, baru th ku tebuat update ani masani...hehehe..berkat elaun yang muncul dengan rahmat nya.LOL..apakanz!Anyway, quick update-O~~

Happy New Year 2007!! To all my peepz...mudahan tahun 2007 ani memberikan kebahagiaan dan rezeki yang mencurah2 bak waterfall di wasai wang kadir..kekeke..apakanz.Anyway, bulan Januari ani mcm2 ada nyamuuu~ Let me list it first sambil bagi summary ckit~

3/1 - Happy Birthday to my Alep Sayang a.k.a Infusion Latenx...wahahahahaha. Bukan my real sayang tho...kawan jaaa~ Banar..hehe..Kan balikan kedia bantal pink tapi...no money no talk nyamo...aaiiiihhh....buhsan nyaaa!!

5/1 - Went to Bandar, konon nya kan menagih usin hostel dari warden..tapi ended up wasting our times and kami pun melepax di pantai berakas..masalahnya, melepax bukan rah pantai tapi arah ayunan ahh..LOL..cawie dangan2 ku atu...Thanx to Shidah & Kubamz...kamu bedua atu nahh, melatenk banar ari atu..We went karaoke-ing session jua di Mall which was fun tapi ada masalah...Ada laki2 gatal ntah apa kah usulnya mengacau kami ah.Selahau kali ya ah, katok2 our K-box sampai begagar kali ah...kekeke..F*** YOU Lah!! Jahanam punya laki2 gatal...Muha pun kan mati usulnya..perasan tah hensem tuh kan kambang2 ahh..mihiww~ LOL..emusi ku ani.

7/1 - Aishah's wedding...kwn ku in nursing akhirnya menamatkan zaman bujangnya dengan tunang nya.kekekek...Happy lah ku liat.Lawa c Aishah in blueeee~~ So lawaaaaaaaaa....meriah also da wedding...Happy for you Aishah daling~ Hope berkekalan sampai ke akhir hayat dan bahagia alwez...Ahhhhh, Aishah looked soooooooooo beautiful bah!! *majal* kekeke...

9/1 - Aleq's birthday!!! Happy Birthday Daling Montel kuuu..hehehe...wawa, also aku went to Bandar lagi kan menagih usin hostel dan sekali lagi dihampakan.Anyway, elaun kuar!! Fuhhh..nasib jua lah.At least aku enjoy2 sikit...wawawa.Go with Kubamz yang kambang ahh..we went liat ceta antu di Mall Cinema. Selahau...bagi ijap cetanya kan mati.Terbayang2 ku plg sampai balik rumah...hahha.Ceta pa? "Spirit of The Victim"...malas ku kan mengomen, masih g ku ingat betapa seramnya ceta atu...membari tungkal...scenenya banyak bagi tekajut2 jua..and well, cetanya a bit twisted..wawawa..seronok plg..tapi bagi tungkal...sah, lapas ani hope ku nda liat ceta antu g rah cinema..LOL...takut kuuuuuuuuu!!!!! We went karaoke-ing session g...4 lagu kami kerajakan..wawawa....seronok juga and yup, terjumpa ku c Kuya latenk...wahhh, makin slim you Bro~~hehehehe...and yeah...aku jumpa HIM..*sigh*

10/1 - Arini!!! Happy Birthday to Kubamz!! Hahaha..kau lah salah satu kawan yang paling ngam sama aku....hepi2 ja ku sama ko atu.Melatenk and jabir banar..hehehe..wawawa, sayangnya, if aku laki2 dah ku jadikan ko GF ku!!! LOL...serius?? emm....*secret* Hehehe...Mwahz2 Love you teman kuuu~~~ hehee...

Bah atu saja... Naleh eh buat update ani..kekeke..baru sikit..wawawawa....


Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (still exists???? emm..ntah..hehe)

Holi-holidayz~~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Batah nda menaip di sini...malas plus nada kredit mau go online ani..HAHAHAH...tuhus2 kredit if selalu online kai bmobile ani...lau ada yang membalikan, manasaja toh! HAHAHA...

Btw, aku baru jua balik dari KK...heheh...siuk nyamo my trip to KK~ Best hantapz eeeeeeeeei....Berlima gitu : Me, Nuyui, Ema, Nida n adi Ema (Samsul).Best youuuuuuuu....walaupun sekajap saja kami ke KK ah, cos masa nda mencukupi jua. But seronok eh, first time ku go ke KK dgn kawan2...hehe. Macam2 events ada...ahahaha. But fun eyh, banar...tapi i think it would be much fun if he was there with us...*sigh* impian yang satu ani alum lagi tercapai...kekekeke...sampai bila tah niiiiiiiiii....aiyooo~

Bali apa di sana? Ikan masin saja..LOL...mama tuh bekirim...abis bau keta ani wah dgn bau masin yang semasin2 nya...hehehe...ada jua lah ku bali barang for myself..and oso, aku balikan barang for HIM..apa nah? Baju putih yang batah dicari nya..hehehe. Hepi ku plg tho dapat balikan untuk kedia...ku nampak taus ku bali ani wahhhhhhh!! Teruk eyhh...and yeah, he likes it..kekeke. Tapi suka lagi kedia masa ku bagi ikan terubuk masin! LOL...apakanz...


Aku malas menaip ni..but all that I can say is...my trip to KK was fun & enjoyable...HOHOHOH..walaupun perjalanan pergi dan pulangnya nda menyenangkan cos keta atu sampit...tapi it's worth it bah~~~ Hope to go ke KL lagi lainkali wif kawan2...Wanna go KL ehhhhhhhhh!!! N hope to go wif HIM...Lalalala...I'm obsessed eiii..:P

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
=Luv Him, Luv His Love...Can't Forget This Pain=

*Found out that...I have some traits of a tomboy...BWOH!! Tomboy ka??Tidakkkk....*

Keta Masuk Woksyop G~

Assalamualaikum peepz-zaaaaaaaaa~

Ooooh...ambil kesempatan a bit2 mau blogging sikit ni before me go for my night duty shift..HUHUHUH...Ohh yeah, mau ceta a bit about my keta...as u all noe, muh keta baru ja kuar woksyop beberapa hari yang lalu...and now, masuk woksyop lagi nih!!! ARGHHH....mental ehh..

Napa da keta masuk woksyop?? Well, bakas kana langgar nyanta...not muh fault plg tuh...urang yang melanggar atu yg punya pasal...ya nda nampak muh beloved car belakang his car and he reversed so laju n BAM!! abis my keta punya mata sebalah pacah..LOL..I mean, the left signal lamp abis pacah...uwaaaaaaaaa~~ and also picak lahh, nda bad bnr but bad lah..HUhuhuh...abis bida my keta atu...isk isk isk..then me emosi to da max lah, marah hantapz u noe..LOL..very da stressed jua bah cos if da guy nda mau pay for da damage, mana me mau cari usin loh???~ nasib da guy mau pay for da damage lah..and now my keta safely in the woksyop...isk isk isk~ imaginekan lah...$240 for da cost to repair all kali ahh~ matik lah if da guy nda mau bayar...abis ku kana kerajakan leh my parents karang~ LOL...tapi nya kan...me have witnesses bah jua..hahaha...durang emma pun nampak yang salah atu was da guy..not me kali ahh...huhuh...Yang pentingnya aku mental lahhh time my keta kana langgar atu...menyumpah-nyumpah kali ahh...LOL..astaga~ teruknyeeee aku~~

Well..atu ja dulu kali...in a hurry nih..HOOHOHO....btw, kemarin my dearest Nurul punya birthday nyanta...LOL..I wuv it ehh masa ya terima her hadiahz kemarin...We gave a big greeting card (made by da creative me..LOL) and put a pix yg I made in a rush..LOL...hepi ya menengok da card...HAHAHAH...we also put our lipsticks rah da kad...atu ya c Nurul ketawa berabis...hohoho...

Till next tym..

Lurve,

Kisho-Sama

Min Macho (approval pending infinitely)

*Recently, malar dgr lagu 'Kenangan Terindah'..waduh2, adakah Tuhan ingin menguji diriku??Cewah..LOL...and oso, nda batah g kan abis attachment!! Uwaaa...*

MooD 2 BLoGgiNg~

Assalamualaikum peepz-zaaaaaa~

Right now baru ada tym to do muh little updating da bloggy..Hhahaha.Been very busy bah~ With muh attachment in RIPAS~ Huhuhu..manakan jua ada masa online tuh if lapas keraja, tarus mengampai di katil or talk2 with muh 'gila2' fwenzies sampai lewat malam gitu loh...Huhuh.Nda terfikir langsung mau go down ke bawah tempat da wireless, cos naleh and malas...plus nada kan dibuat if I go online jua..Hahahaha...biasalah, handphone canggih dah, bleh chat using da handphone ja..ekekekekeke~ *melatenkx*

Got muh car back~ Yay!!! Freeeeeeeeeeeeee-dommmmmmmm comeeeeeeeee~ Sayang ku kan muh car eh..sekalinya dapat muh car balik, tarus ku zoom2 kan laju2 di road..LOL..antu banar wah aku ani~but soooooooooo glad lah got muh car back..nyaman ati & hepi2 bebeh ku with muh car...aaah~ I wuv u muh car~LOL...*obsessed with muh cAR* Weeeee~~ siuk eyh dapat muh car balik...tho I lost $200 labih to pay for da kerusakan..ahakz..gila eh...kapih taus nyanta!!!! Ohhh hedek~

My clinical attachment is gud2 loh...hepi2 jua lah...kinda feeling hepi being back in Brunei and do da attachments lagi...*sigh* I wuv Brunei..LOL...but I DO love my clinical placements in OZ ehh..wanna have clinical attachments di sana lagi ehh..'speaking' gitu loh~ HOHOHO..besides, aku suka liat da super canggih thingies in their hospitals...not comparing tapi if only Brunei have da same technology~ Wahhh...baru nampak standard..HUHUHU..and makes nurses' lives easier..hehe..banar~~

I still mish HIM...masih lagi obsessed with HIM...I dunno eh~ Cannot forget so easily...Teguh di hati waaaaaahhhhhh this love for him...I'm hepi jua cos I completed my 3 wishes to HIM..Hahahaha..what are my 3 wishes?? Emm...yg first atu, nda payah bagitau eh...malu I~ HOHOHO..yg second one was aku masak2 for HIM his favourite food...nasib he said nyaman, takut ku udah ya keracunan..LOL..tapi really hepi lah when he balik2 said nyaman...oooh Tuhan, if he loves meeeeee and go back with me, I wud cook everyday for him..sanggup ku belajar memasak ni..MWAHAHAH....kan jadi isteri mithali untuknya~~~ *obsessed* My 3rd wish was kinda..'romantic'...a silver band ring for him lah, I bought at The Mall...put engraving lah in the inside of the ring saying "Kenangan Terindah -22915-"...Mwhahaah...sampai muh hajat to buy for him da ring and me oso buy for myself but not silver one lah cos ku allergik rah silver *Damn eh!!*...and so happy lah time ya pakai...lawa lah when he pakai~HOHOHO..ngam2 saiz nya jua! Fuh, nasib jua..lau nda muat, payah tu ehh...but lapas ya pakai, he took it off before he went home to KB...waduh2...sedih eh..Just hope ya simpan dat ring safely...or pakai when he sees me..HOHOHO..berharapan tinggi ku ahh, I know but well, it may be impossible...*sigh* He loves me not...:S

Okies~ that's all..nothing else kan ku taip in here bah~ I'm outta muh ideas dah...wanted to taip banyak2 but ku malas..and besides, I need to sleep early esuk cos I have a commitment to go to the college tomorrow jadi OSCE's helper...HOHOH..muh 4th time jadi OSCE's helper dah...waduh2...sooooo malas..LOL!! Ciao~

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (approval pending infinitely)

*I mish him...I wanna hug him and say how much I love him..I wanna say how I am thankful to have him in my life and hope he stays with me til the day I die...*