My Path To The Future~

Assalamualaikum peepz...

Hohoho...things were going on fine masa ani~ Well, not as expected tapi fine enough~ I finally got my results!!! And yeah, aku passed!!!! Although not with flying colours or gemilang ceria, tapi at least I passed..heheh, which is a miracle...ehem2...of course, I don't expect it to happen sebab tym ku exams, I was in a great state of 'FRUSTRATION' & 'BROKEN HEARTED' so badly...kekekeke, but alhamdulillah lah dat aku passed~~ I'm happy...that I cried masa my results was announced...fuhhh, airmata duyung...kekeke...I was a bit frustrated sebab HE was not among the people who passed...and I cried again...REALLy cried dapan Nurul & Lina with them comforting me with the thoughts that aku nangis because I was sooo happy..tapi not~~ How I wished so much that HE would be joining us nanti tym graduation...I want to see his happy face...I want him to be happy so badly that I would give half of my marks to HIM!! Hohoho...so blinded by LOVE~~

Anyway, aku kana offered a year course in Paediatric Nursing...oh no, which is not my field of interest tapi, erm..mana jua ulah...I accepted it reluctantly and unsurely..kekeke..terima ja tah, antamz tia ehhh!!! And yeah, my 1st day in the course?? It was...'RUSH HOUR'..ahakz...semua subjects just macam serang kami all at once...Paning eyh...Too much to catch up~ Sakit kepala memikirkan...Groupworks, assignments, presentations, brainstorming...eeek!!! Kepisan ku eyh...membari stress jua rasanya...And with the look on my face, totally aku blank tym in classes...I focused on the subjects tapi aku lum dapat catch up lagi..HAHAHAH..damn it~ Mental ku eyhhh...Contract learning lagi nanti???Extended project lagi??!! Oooh makkk....rasa macam nda sanggup..too much too handle too quick...kekekee..apakanz!! I'm not a fast learner..wuhhhuuuuu~ oh man....this is 'exhausting'...totally challenging...kekekekekek...

Erm, we only got 8 students in Paed..hehe, including me lah...3 from the inservices...and 5 from the basic diploma...wawawa...so totaled at 8 people...hohoho...Not that many eyh the students so a bit...emm...nda meriah...and um, a bit nda ngam with me...HOHOHO...alum lagi adapt bah...kekeke...and the teachers, ummm...ku nda brapa minat..hehe..the subjects? erkz...nda terkata lagi betapa aku nda brapa interested in it....Like I said, paed is not that interesting to me...but if ada kemahuan, di situ ada jalan!! GO GO GO!! Mesti berusaha dengan baik...show the world that I can become a PAEDIATRIC NURSE!! yezaaaaa...kekeke...ohh no, terpaksa aku jadi lemah lembut and not that pemarah tah ni? esh3x..so NOT me...I love kids tapi if yang gauk kan mampus atu, erm...I tend to get ANNOYED...and last2 nya, aku marah or melakukan aksi2 ganas seperti mencubit...kekekke....atu kejam aku ah...adui...high blood pressure~~~ =p

Ato saja tah for now...btw, my bilik hostel dapat wireless for free...wawawa...untung ku dpt bilik ani....HOHOHOHO...now dpat online 24 hours...ngeh3x...I'm sooooooo lucky~ Free online-ing!!! Yezaaaa!!!!!!!

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho?? Erm...:X

- I still love him...and he makes me confused with his actions and words...and I hope I still get that chance to be with him again...forever and happily..XP-