Jiwang Mode Entry~

The greatest pain that comes from love, is loving someone you can never have.

Aiih...second entry for today, kes buring berabis aku nii...adeh dehh...anyway, aku browsing thru websites kan, iatah kan...aku post up some of meaningful love quotes for myself..ahakzz..dedicated to the guys that I have loved and wished...maybe especially to Harris kot? Ahakzz...i have that stir in my heart as everytime i saw him online...i was happy when he chatted with me, i was feeling like i can depend my life to him..ahakz...atuu yaaa, jiwang ku ehh..astenee, but true..aihhh...Kesuka? owhh, God...that guy, i cannot forget at all...he is my greatest pain, my piece of glass that bleeds and tore at my heart...the first guy that i could say i hate him but know that i love him too much, that the hate vanishes everytime the love came over..aiyooo...matikkk! it is painful to love one who doesn't return it...apatah lagi kalau kitani ani bukan perempuan idaman dalam hidupnya, owhh, kambing ehh, kan nangis ku plg...atuu yaaa, jiwang to da max bah..sekali sekala bah...

Love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest, hurts the deepest and feels the strongest.

Adehh, fuyoo banar aku ani..ahakzz...tu lagi nahh quote ahh, adeh ke jiwa ehh! aihh, sedih kuu ehh...banar nii, siuk sendiri nangis sorang2 ani...best panya..apakanzz..erkk..aiyoo,Kesuka is the love i cannot have...maybe Harris jua...ahakzz..why i love guys that i know i cannot have in my life?? ntah, ada thrill kali? hahaha..apanyaa..aiiihhh, cinta datang tanpa di undang...

The worst feeling in the world is loving someone, when they don't love you back. Your heart aches every time you see him, knowing that no matter how deep you look into their eyes, trying to reach their heart, you never will.

Ahakzz..ani tah lagii...ani quote ani banar ni, mengena ni arahkuu...aiyoo, aku pikirkan bahh...orang lain pon mesti kena jua perkara mcm ani, bukan aku sorang saja..alahhaii, cinta...butanya engkau! heheh..adeh, berjiwang madah nii..kui kui kui..sajaaa...

You were the honest friend, I was the great pretender, I kept my feelings til the end. And now I want to say what it means to me, I could never be the same without you

Aha! This is totally me...i am a great pretender, pura2 happy kalau orang yg ku suka atuu ada orang yg ia suka...sigh, such a fool..such a fool...that is me...tapi i won't be able to say the words of my heart...cewah...ani meluah ku ehh, layan...ahakzz..aku masih mencari erti cinta atu sendiri...dari S + S nya yg ku baca from lots of websites, aku memang jatuh cinta dah sama Kesuka, aiyoo...and Harris?? WELL, maybe bunga2 cinta baru bermula..ahakzz..apakanzz..tapi hanya disebelah pihak ku saja..aiseh...kalaulah aku ada power to read minds..i wanna read his mind about me..erkk, angan2 banar aku atuu...heheh..anyway, what if Harris returns what I feel? maybe aku buleh lupakan Kesuka...i could but time will tell and also the power of other love..huhu..adeh dehh, jiwang nyerr aku..unsangkarable ehh...am torturing myself ni, believing in the love i have for Kesuka and the life i should move on without him..ahakzz...maybe i could add Harris in...that way, Kesuka will have to move out of my lil fantasy..wakak..apanyaa aku ahh...

anyway, how about Kencana? erm...he is nice, tapi i dunno eh..maybe i have crush saja sama ia..but he's too nice for me...being a woman is difficult...ahakzz...aiyooo...dilema setiap gadis yang menghadapi problems mcm ani..ahakzz..and aku salah satu nyaa..huhuhu! adehh...wish someone that i feel for say that he loves me...proposes to me...atuu, i won't think a lot...i would say yes and hope for the best...tapi kalau bukan yg aku ada feel for, nda jua buleh...ahakz, kena think a lot! wakakak...aiyoo...hedek ehh...mikin ku pikirkan, mikin aku jiwang..huhuh...

erk..atu sajalahh....mikin jiwang ani bah..mcmana nii? ahakzz..sshh...diam2...biar ku layan jiwang ku sambil mendangar lagu...huhu! Baru2 ani saja aku mikin jiwang lagi..ahakzz,dulu aku pon jiwang sangat, tapi tulis2 dalam diari jaa..wakaka..oops..ani ada blog, biarlahh..aku mao share...hehe! dapat jua ku tau pendapat orang..muahzz! atuu ja lahh...thanx for reading my crappy entries...hehe! :P


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