Just posting saja2 here...
I'm in a deep stress lately ani..ntah lah..I'm just f***ing unhappy with the way my life goes...Too much going inside my mind, too much I need to be responsible for..too much events...hahahaha..I'm totally gonna whacked my head if I get so much tension due to all of these...Kepisan eyh~ I wish I'm not who I am..I wish I can just go away from my life and live a life of another..hohohoh..macam tah dpt nya~ Lalalalala...No matter what, I feel like I need a smoke..hahahaha..sampaikan when I put it into my nick in MSN, some people tagur aku with their concerns and questions....Would I smoke???? Perhaps, maybe~ Ntahlah...I feel so stressed out, rasanya kan yell at somebody and just throw my rage at him/her!!! HOHOHO...oh be damned~ I'm stressed...
Besides, HE is also included in my stressful stressing dilemmas~hahahaha...damn HIM! HE's such a jerk...I HATE HIM! OH YES!! Damn it...damn it. Oh man...I take back my own words..I don't HATE HIM...I LOVE HIM, from before until now and into the future...oh damn it...S***!! God, help me~ He's making it all confusing and mixed up...and I just realized that my LOVE for HIM is not fading away, instead it's blazing in flames for HIM...no matter what HE does, I just can't shake that feelings for HIM...damn it~ Oh curse it all...
I'm sick of putting on my smiles now...I'm not happy..I'm not showing myself in front of everybody..I'm limited in my own body and thoughts of despair, of pain, of sadness...Geez...I need a break...I just need to cry...I wanna cry and just let it all out...even though crying is what I considered a MAJOR weakness...oh man~
In Distress,
Kisho-Sama
Min Macho (totally approval pending)
=Bring me back the one I love because with HIM, I have all the happiness in my life...*sigh*=
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