Happy Birthday to HIM...:)

Just posting to drop in a few words...kes malas ku kan menaip wah ni. Yes, I have been very very guilty of not updating my bloggy for quite a while. Yes, I am sooooo disloyal to my readers...(if there are readerS..with a capital 'S') Sowie wah...I'm being lazy and unmotivational in typing my craps in this blog...hehe..I wish I could make a useful blog site, where we (me and the readers) would be able to exchange ideas about life and so on...wawawa...but that wouldn't make it as a blog but a forum site...kwang3x...apo lah~

Anyway,

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM (1/5/07)"

To him, I still love u...no matter what. I am stupid (forgive me for that strong language of describing myself) for being loyal to him. I am irrational when it comes between things about him. I am crazy for doing stupid things that normal people wouldn't think of. I am a hopeless romantic with an undying love for someone who may not even think of me as i think of him. I get hurt in the process of devoting my love for him alone BUT we have our own lives...and my life, is the one where decisions are made by myself, no matter how damn stupid it might be or how damn outta of da mind it could be..hoho...it is MY life...I'm sorry dear friends for not being able to listen to all of your wonderful advices on how life would be much better if i forget da love i had...I am terribly sorry for being ignorant and deaf to all those great excuses that I should get someone better than he is...I appreciated it a lot...but this is one path that I choose to do on my own..I love you all!! :(

At the same time, I am having a sore throat...I think I'm coming down with a fever soon..ohh nooo~ Seems like I'll be sick again...huhuh...and macam biasa, I hate drugs...LOL...hehe..

That's all...naleh ku eh...it's already past midnight and yeah, I need to get to sleep...tomorrow will hopefully be a good day...a day where, i hope my suprise visit to him tomorrow will really suprise him...let there be not any fault...:X

Lurve,
Kisho-Sama

=Sore throat~~=