Just posting up a little...

Somehow, I'm feeling that feeling again...apa nah? That feeling of self worthlesness...that feeling of loneliness...that feeling of nobody likes me for who i am...*sigh* I'm not happy...I'm tortured in my own self criticsm...I am trying to be what I am, who I am...but somehow, I'm just getting farther away from that stage...I feel myself beginning to change a lot...

Anyway, I miss him...really am missing him..tho he won't feel such a way with me...i'm sorry for loving him...I just can't help it...there will be someone new but that won't help me erase the love i have for him...*sigh*

= Confused at my own self =