It has been wayyyyyy too long since I updated my bloggy. Sorry for the delay in updating 'cos I've been truly busy for awhile and much busier when my clinical attachment started in late July. And also since I've been *ehem* actively participating in my *ehem* weekly aerobic classes, which left me drained each and every day since it started. Huhuhu..and I may be totally drained if I started with my dance classes *ehem*soon. Heee~ oh well...
Let's start with my clinical attachment~ urm..I had my first two weeks' clinical in the school health services unit in ong sum ping. The first day of school health was a total exhausting to da core day. Imagine me, on my first day, had to given the MMR injection to about more or less 100 students. Aaaaahhh....very,very tiring. But anyway, school health was fun!! I have a great time there, being independently learning about what school health is all about. Hehehe...I hope to work there again one day but well, that seems to be a far-fetched dream since I joined the paediatric course. Oh well~ I hope my other clinical attachments in the near future will be as rewarding and fun~ *keep fingers crossed* Next week I'll be starting my clinical attachment in Paediatric Clinic in RIPAS and the Kiarong Clinic...oh God and I have to do my health talk on Hands, Foot and Mouth Disease while being there..eeek!! :S I hate health talks...wawawawa! :S Wish me all the luck I can have~ :P
And oh, we the paediatric students did do some educational visits to several places of importance for our knowledge. Such as SMARTER situated in Sengkurong, a centre for autistic children and Pusat Bahagia in Pulaie where we get to see the 'special' individuals learn working skills and such. They were very informative and an eye opener for us. I learned a lot about autism and a few bits of the reality of what our community has to offer the 'special' people. All in all, I am happy with the visits~ I will have a clinical attachment in SMARTER for a week or two later before the fasting month and that will be totally challenging in terms of trying to communicate with them.
And yeah, I had my BLS (Basic Life Support) assessment yesterday and heck, it totally drained me up!! My back and wrists are aching all over due to the CPRs I have to performed for the assessment...oh God, please don't let me do it again~ not in the near future..it was exhausting~~ But happily, I passed my BLS..thanks to God! I am so happy! *grins* My mutiple choice test was a 44/50 which marked me as a pass...fuh, nasib jua la...My practicals were a bit crazy yesterday but I did everything in sequence which is the most important thing. I need a lot of practice though...esh3x..Comments about my performances were mostly that because I am too nervous and panic a little here and there which caused me to forget some steps in the sequences..huhuu, I was nervous wrecked yesterday~ Naleh!! :P And owh, elaun kuar kemarin jua..hahaha..double joy for me! :D
As for my lurve life...it has been *cough* terrible...HE and me, we were not in contact for almost 1 month plus...It's really torturing for me but I am trying to act strong in front of others. I hold my own desire to text him up, to give missed calls like I usually do...and it's soooo damn torturing!!! Aaaahh...and yet, despite that torture I'm experiencing, I still hold my stand. *sigh* And he's not doing anything to keep in contact with me too...perhaps he hates me for being so persistent to love him. Maybe he's glad that I've not contacted him and he can finally have his happy times without me annoying him. Maybe he even forgets about me. Oh gosh, I feel I wanna cry and this heart aches so much...huhuh, but one has to be strong even though it hurts, right? The most difficult part is when friends still talk about him in front of me and I would act like I don't care how he is and what he does, and yet inside my self I was almost raving mad to want to see him again, to hear his voice and to touch him...I usually say the opposite of what I feel, just to make me strong...lies and more lies~ *sigh* Me, the liar of my own self :(
Oh, right now...my current fav song is from Romance "Ku ingin Kamu". Very, very beautiful piece of a romantic song. Huhuh..I would like to dedicate that to HIM.wawawawa...Music is an expression of what we feel and through music, I do understand what my own fragile self wants to say. Wawawa..now aku udah merepek~ :P But please do listen to the song, really lawa... and oh, another song I've fallen in love with is from Elliot Yamin "Wait For You"..lawaaaa lagu nya bah and i would also like to dedicate it to HIM...lol...jangan jeles~ :P
And yeah, I would also like to recommend for all to see a Thai movie called "Metrosexual". It is a funny movie and full of tips on how to spot a gay. LOL..banar~ Whether it's right or not, it doesn't really matter but at least we get a slight insight to spot one!! :P It is a sad movie too and *ehem* I feel *ehem*....huhuhh...malas ku taip eh, let it be a mystery on what I feel..:P Lau mau tau, sendiri bertanya...wawawawa..apakanz!
Okayyyy~~ that's all for now..an update~ And yes, I created an informal, just for fun blog for our paediatric course in blogspot due to the favour of my dear colleagues who wants sooooo much to have a blog about our course. Check it out~
[015]'s forevermore....
Kisho-Sama
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