Haha...boredom leads to this..:P

You're a Best Buddy

Need help figuring out which shoes look cuter with which outfit? You're the girl to call. Friendships are top priority in your list of things to do — you check in regularly, hang out all the time, and you probably never get tired of your closest pals. So when someone is heading to the hair salon for a big cut, you'll go and hold their hand. Heck, you'll even pitch in for the dull stuff — like scary appointments to get braces.

No matter what you and your friends are up to, you're in it for the long haul. Your specialty is putting the needs of others over your own. Best part is, your friends make sure to do the same.


What Kind of Friend Are You?

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Haha. I was bored. And I was trying to seek salvation from quizzes to make me happy. Answering those online quizzes are actually pretty fun and in the past, I would spent hours and hours going online just to answer those craps, er, quizzes to waste some time. Addicted I was and it was my only source of fun before chatting. Pasal dulu urang nda banyak yang online-online ani wah...masani ganya baru canggih~ Anyway, Tickle is one place that I can find hundreds of quizzes and make fun of myself as I read the results. LOL. Siok jua vah sekali sekala jawap quizzes ani.. Kinda feel like an instant stress reliever and a great time waster. :D

I am sleepy right now. Ngantok beravis. But I am waiting for him to go online. Wawawa. Sanggup kan aku ah? Well, only for love babe~ Anyway, my feelings are going strong as ever~~ Whoo-hoo! Stand up for love and never give up!

Okayyy. I am done. Tata.

Lurve,

Kisho [229]

For him [015]..

I'm addicted to this song...macam oldies, yeah, I know but brings a lot of meanings in my life especially of me and him. I dedicate this to you [015]...wawawa, walaupun ya nda tau. :)

I'll stand by you - Girls Aloud

Oh, why you look so sad?
Tears are in your eyes
Come on and come to me now

Don’t be ashamed to cry
Let me see you through
Cause I’ve seen the dark side too

When the night falls on you
You don’t know what to do
Nothing you confess
Could make me love you less

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

So if you’re mad, get mad
Don’t hold it all inside
Come on and talk to me now

Hey, what you got to hide?
I get angry too
Well I’m a lot like you

When you’re standing at the crossroads
And don’t know which path to choose
Let me come along
Cause even if you’re wrong

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you

I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

And when…
When the night falls on you baby
You’re feeling all alone
You won’t be on your own
I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in, into your darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you

I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you

Hand in hand; us together...

Rajin update..hehe.

Sesaja to blog in some of my feelings right now. I'm a bit sad. A bit happy too. A bit emotional. LOL. Whatever it is, now I'm feeling really scared. Again, that fear threatened to drag myself into despair. Again, I am scared that I'll eventually lose him. That fear is real, tearing inside me..clawing deeply that I feel myself letting those tears flow once again. Huhu.Macam nya this September is my crying month. Just like last year. Esh...pitiful.:S

We had our 'curhat' on and off within last week. Mostly it was from him and I am, like always the loyal listener. Knowing that he cares for me enough, makes me love him much deeper. Knowing that he still regards me as someone special, makes me stay strong in my faith to him. Knowing that he's not so perfect at all, makes me promised him that I'll stand by his side. For him, I will. And he said, we'll go through all this; holding hands just like I said to him. I don't want to lose him...and he said I won't lose him. Can I trust such words again? I do. For love is all about trust. He said he trusts me and thus I trust him. With all my heart. But the fear still exists, as if I won't see him anymore, as if I will never live to see tomorrow again...

I want to see you...
I want to say it to you "I love you"....
And hug you as if...
Tomorrow there will be no more...

Lurve,

Kisho [229]

"Hand in hand, just like I promised to you...we'll go through those obstacles between us.."

Congratz to Chuin~ You're a wife!! :P

Aksi pasangan bahagia..aiseh~ Happy laaa~

Another happy pose...nya urang, bagai pinang di belah dua..ahakz!
Chuin & hubby but also, Chuin's brother & wifey..wawa~

Parents from both sides merestui ...hehe

Chuin's family~ :D

Gambar before akad nikah dan rasmi nya Chuin jadi wifey~ :P

Ayu kan Chuin? Hehe..kontrol tuh~
A candid pose for my 'naughty' photosnapping..

Kana touch up before akad nikah start...hehe..

Chuin masa akad nikah..wawawa...setuju ahhh, Chuin? :P

Assalamualaikum,

Congratz to Chuin is what I wanna say~ You're a wifey now! Yeahh...siuk lah tengok you happy. I am happy for you too. Huhu. Menengok Chuin kawin makes me feel old, when is it my turn? [015], kawin tani? LOL...oh well~ Above are the pictures taken when I went to Chuin's wedding. Kebetulan jua her brother kawin on the same day. Aiseh, happy lah Chuin both dapat hubby and dapat kaka ipar~ Hehe..double celebration tuh~~

Anyway, I went to Chuin's wedding with Mas, Cinta and Kubamz. Biasalah, geng-geng hostel Lambak dulu. Hahaha. Of course, using my car lah and I'm the driver terhormat. I don't mind though~ Arrived there before 4pm and have a funny event pasal cemana kan memparking kereta ku ah di sana. Haha. Kinda silly lah. Then taus we went to see Chuin. Aiseh, purple~ Haha..Lepak at her room while laughing melihat ulah Chuin yang nervous jadi pengantin and her hubby's funny ulah jua. Adakah patut he's always checking his face on the mirror, sampai da pengagun cakap "Sadang2 tah eh meliat mua atu Ranil! Karang ilang seri mua ah~Pisan anak ani banar!" and Chuin's hubby replied " Manada meliat." Kwang3x. Tapi banarnya meliat, balik-balik lagi tu sampai sangal da pengagun bercakap.

Then we took some pictures with Chuin. Macam-macam ulah sorang-sorang. I took most of the pictures without me in it. LOL. Maklum lah, nda mau glamer~ Haha. After that, majlis akad nikah came soon after where I get to see the process myself. Miatu panya. Aiseh, ehem2...setuju~ LOL. I imagined myself in Chuin's position at that moment and giggled at my silly thoughts. Next, we chatted again with Chuin and sampat lagi videocalled with Adex yang nda dapat datang to Chuin's wedding. Nanes g tu ya...adui my dear~ Nasib Chuin nda nanes jua, lau nda hancoooo makeup..hahaha. Kana warning g tu leh pengagun jangan nanes. Funny.

Then we sat, waiting for sungkai. At the same time, Kubamz was acting upset due to some reason. I was the emotional one though at her time of unhappiness. LOL. Calmly I tried to cheer her up and hopefully it worked. I think it did. Kinda. Oh whatever! Anyway, when sungkai came...I didn't eat a lot. Meliat durang makan ganya. Haha. Inside, I'm actually a bit upset too and I miss my [015]. Resulting in appetite loss. Wawawa..I should keep that up so that I can slim myself down...wawawa! :P Juz kidding...

After that, photo session!!! Apa lagi, me acting as photographer in training kununnya, captured a few shots of the happy wedded couple. Made me smile as I looked upon their happy faces. I can almost feel their happines infecting me. Aiseh. Cematu lah. But Kubamz's upset look kinda made me worried a bit there. Anyhow, it all ended well and we had to leave early because I have to send Kubamz, Mas and Cinta home before I head for home myself. Time balik, I arrived at 9pm. Wawawa...ahir jua tu udah ah. And it was raining heavily sampai I can't see well the car in front of me. Nasib my parents are not angry because I came quite late...wawawa..

Okay~ end of story~ Ahakz...I'm happy for my friends' happiness~ Now, let me guess...who's gonna marry next ah? Wawawawa..Totally not me..if awu, well, I am going to be super happy..Haha..Tapi mesti with my [015]~ :P

Lurve,

Kisho [229]

Hepi birthdayz~ yay, yay~~ :D

First and foremost,

"Happy Birthday to myself and my Babah~"

Double celebration tah ni. Like I said before, my dad and I share the same birthdate. Haha. Looking back at that fact, I was my mother's gift to my dad on that particular day; 24 years ago for his birthday. Wah~ Kinda special jua tu ah? Heheh. What's the plan for birthday? Antah. I dunno. It's usually nada papa plg, just like usual. Maybe just a birthday song for both me and my dad. LOL. Cian ah? Anyway, thanx to all that have greeted me on my birthday~ Cayang kamu semua, lots of lovesssssssss..hehe, too bad I'm not rich enough to belanja you all for a sungkai out to celebrate my birthday. Wawawa. Lau aku ani datin wah, udah tia ku lagau sungkai sama-sama di Empire kah, Rizqun kah, Capers kah, Pija Hut kah? Hahaha. Tapi I'm just an ordinary person. Hehe. Bukan rezeki kamu~ :P

What is my wish for my birthday? I have one particular wish. One wish that is not for me. Kira satu doa lah. I'm giving it to him, the one and only. Why? Shouldn't I be selfish for that one wish? No. I'd give anything for him, even my life. What is that wish, perhaps you'll ask..but it's a secret. But hopefully Allah dapat makbulkan for me and him. Because I need that doa to be makbul...Alhamdulillah if it comes true one day, I will wait for that day patiently...Now, what do I want for my birthday? Enough that you'll remember me and doakan yang baik-baik for me. Cukup tah udah tu. But, I have one thing that I want the most for my birthday...apa nah? I want to spend one day, one whole day with him together...that will be the greatest gift of all. ButI can't ask that from him, can I? Ndakan minta-minta? Haha. It's my birthday, I should be the one receiving bah~ Wawawa....

Emm...last night...I cried again when chatting with him. Huhu. Sampai bangkak jua mata ani sikit. But maybe my hormonal changes are making me emotional like this. Huhuhu. Or as usual, his words...hahaha. It hurts quite a lot but I'm dealing with it. Ya Allah, hanya pada-Mu saja aku berserah. Berikan aku kekuatan dalam mengharungi hidup ini dan berikan aku ketabahan dalam menghadapi cabaran hidup ku ini. Berikan jua ketabahan dan kekuatan itu kepada [015]. We'll get through this together dengan izin-Mu and to him, I'll be holding your hand and be the one who help and support you through all this.:)

Lurve,

Kisho [229]

Eeek? Taktau eh~

Tired. Sleepy.

These few days has been emotionally draining and physically exhausting. Thus the answer : I'm tired; quite a lot. Lack of sleep and lack of appetite. Leads to physical drain. Done my health talk then and that's finished but I have to make a report out of it. Another work. My EP has been going steadily okay but I'm still stuck in my LR. *horror*Again, work. I still have my clinical attachment for the next two weeks and have to submit a journal by then. *grumbles*Yes, work again. Exam topics will be disclose early next month. Urgh, I'm starting to feel a bit of a burn-out.Headache. Heartache. LOL. Macam-macam. Tiring year I supposed.

Haven't eaten since yesterday. My appetite is decreasing by each day. Kurus tah ku karang ni. Hahaha. Fasting lagi. My tummy pun nda brapa boroi/gendut. Hahaha. And it feels like kurang dah my double chin. Yay..suffering for beauty. LOL. Nda eh. I'm not doing this purposedly,it's just my appetite has been steadily decreasing. Perhaps due to the stress or due to my bad habit of too much thinking sampai nda ingat kan makan lagi. Mesti makan vitamin supplements tah ni. Or I'll get anorexic! Buh~

He's being sweet again. Oh God. I'm falling heads over heels for him. Over and over again. But he's always being sweet (when we're chatting with each other or when we're actually alone together). Yesterday, he called me up about something and I'm overexcited. I want to hear his voice everyday, every moment. Huhu. Last night, I've been crazily hyper that I asked him to get married with me. Selahau. Did I really mean it? I don't know but maybe yeah. Hahaha. (Of course lah...wawawa...*shyness*) I was expecting a dose of his evil sarcasm but he answered me nicely. Nasib, nasib! Hahaha. Damn. Napalah I asked that stupid question? How embarassing banar nya. Hahaa. *cover tutup mua* But then again, there's still that sorrow and confusion inside me that I keep on praying for us both, almost every night with tears in my eyes...sampai tertido ani wah! Hahaha.

Anyway, I'm tired. Sampai sini tah saja dulu eh. Hehehe.

Surviving,

Kisho[229]

"Happy advanced birthday to me and Babah..hahaha"