These few days has been emotionally draining and physically exhausting. Thus the answer : I'm tired; quite a lot. Lack of sleep and lack of appetite. Leads to physical drain. Done my health talk then and that's finished but I have to make a report out of it. Another work. My EP has been going steadily okay but I'm still stuck in my LR. *horror*Again, work. I still have my clinical attachment for the next two weeks and have to submit a journal by then. *grumbles*Yes, work again. Exam topics will be disclose early next month. Urgh, I'm starting to feel a bit of a burn-out.Headache. Heartache. LOL. Macam-macam. Tiring year I supposed.
Haven't eaten since yesterday. My appetite is decreasing by each day. Kurus tah ku karang ni. Hahaha. Fasting lagi. My tummy pun nda brapa boroi/gendut. Hahaha. And it feels like kurang dah my double chin. Yay..suffering for beauty. LOL. Nda eh. I'm not doing this purposedly,it's just my appetite has been steadily decreasing. Perhaps due to the stress or due to my bad habit of too much thinking sampai nda ingat kan makan lagi. Mesti makan vitamin supplements tah ni. Or I'll get anorexic! Buh~
He's being sweet again. Oh God. I'm falling heads over heels for him. Over and over again. But he's always being sweet (when we're chatting with each other or when we're actually alone together). Yesterday, he called me up about something and I'm overexcited. I want to hear his voice everyday, every moment. Huhu. Last night, I've been crazily hyper that I asked him to get married with me. Selahau. Did I really mean it? I don't know but maybe yeah. Hahaha. (Of course lah...wawawa...*shyness*) I was expecting a dose of his evil sarcasm but he answered me nicely. Nasib, nasib! Hahaha. Damn. Napalah I asked that stupid question? How embarassing banar nya. Hahaa. *cover tutup mua* But then again, there's still that sorrow and confusion inside me that I keep on praying for us both, almost every night with tears in my eyes...sampai tertido ani wah! Hahaha.
Anyway, I'm tired. Sampai sini tah saja dulu eh. Hehehe.
Surviving,
Kisho[229]
"Happy advanced birthday to me and Babah..hahaha"
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