Holidays

Blogging in the holidays~

First off, welcome to the fasting month or Ramadhan!! I'm looking forward to this special occassion because it is the time where we cleanse not only our stomachs, but also a time where we also cleanse our soul. A time to chase the heavens and not the world (I'm literally translating that from Malay..LOL) Hee~ and I am also looking forward to my upcoming birthday! Yay!! How cool is that, having a birthday on such a holy month? Happy~

I'm already in my holidays, that's been said, I am feeling a bit bored staying at home. Yes, I know that I should be happy, having that chance to stay back at home and be with my family. I am happy with a hint of boredom for now. Hahaha. Malas ku wah di rumah ani, not that I take it for granted but I just sooo used to being staying at the hostel that being at home feels like, too ordinary. Antah eh. But I love being at home though, it makes me forget about the stresses at the college. Huhu. Membari aku malas pulang ni tinggal di rumah ah, nda terbuat assignments ah. Hahaha.

Anyhow, I cooked my first Black Pepper Chicken Dish!! Yezaaaa~ Oh, I am so happy that it worked well, although I found out that the dish was not as peppery spicy as I wanted. Need to improve on that. Huhu. FYI, I am not a good cook. I am a tyical modern girl who ignores the importance of knowing how to cook. But not anymore~ Life has knocked some senses into my head that I need to know how to cook and I am practising it. Slooooooooowly but surely. Last year was my first real attempt to cook chicken curry all by myself. I did it and yeah, I am happy that no one got food poisoning soon after that. Haha. I am not ashamed of saying that I've just learned to cook now. At least, now I can proudly say I can cook dishes other than boiling eggs or masak meggi~ Hehehe...My mother seems glad too, that she keeps giving me tips on how to cook several dishes. Huhuh. Pandai tah karang ni ku memasak, jadi wanita mithali tah ni. :P

Oh well, yesterday I watched a Thai romance movie called "Me...Myself". I was attracted to watch it when I saw the words on the VCD cover. (I'm such a sucker for a love's quote...lol)

"A love story that many people think is not possible"

I thought that was the normal cliche. I thought it was boring. I was thinking of "apa yang love inda impossible yang buleh jadi possible ani kan ah?" And then, I took back my words. Damn, it was a nice story. And a sad one too. Sedih pulang bagi ku sal aku ani sensitif bah urang nya, emosional nyamu~ Hahaha. Too bad that the VCD's 2nd VCD nada subs ah! Paloiiii~ Kurang feel ku meliat ceta ah~ Terpaksa ku eksen-eksen tau kunun nya apa durang cakap dalam ceta ah! Hahaha. But it was a totally nice story. It might be boring at the first place but..liat tah bah~~ *spoilers* I love that part where the guy was showering and ya pakai feminine hygiene wash of the girl to mandi..LOL..that was strange!!*spoilers* ...here's a bit synopsis of the story :

"A man was robbed while making a call in a phone booth. Staggering in the middle of a road after being beaten by the robbers, he was then struck by a car, drove by a woman named Oom. This caused the man to develop amnesia. He has no memory of his past and even his own name. Feeling sorry for him, Oom took him into her apartment and provides shelter. Oom named the man as Tan - a name based on the pendant that the man wears. Slowly they began to fall in love with each other but what of Tan's past? Will he discover who he really is? What will happen?'

And yeah, I watched "Dororo". A japanese fiction movie of a samurai era. If you know Osamu Tesuka, then you'll know that "Dororo" is one of his masterpiece.(He's the one who made "Astro Boy" and "Dr. BlackJack") I loved the story, about a guy who has his 48 body parts given to 48 demons by his father as in exchange for a victory in war but somehow, the movie doesn't quite lived up to my expectations. The hero was good looking, the heroin was cool but that wasn't enough. I totally laughed at the fighting scenes...calie berabis. They wanted to make it kinda cool but it ends up like "WTF?! Is that a fight scene???"...And the story, nda abis in the end...like he still has to fight off 24 other demons to restore himself as human. I hate that type of ending. Nda abis ah. Buring jua tu. Hahaha. Well, that's my opinion pulang~ :P And the funny part was, how can someone live without a heart before being given a heart?? Atu robot tu ehh~ hahaha..but he wasn't a robot...oh well..I just don't know~

I'm so missing him...and I'm scared now. I don't want him to disappear from my life. I want him to keep in contact with me. But somehow, it seems that life has a lot of unexpected things up to challenge my blind devotion to him. I tried hard to hide this feelings from him. Oh God..it's such a torture!! I miss him so much...that I think if he ever meets with me or vice versa, I'll hug him tight!!! Would I have the nerve to do so? Antah, perhaps...I really do miss him. Thank God too that we're back to our so-called friendship mode..I am just happy to have him chat with me..the funny thing was, I keep flirting with him discreetly..hoho. Oh GOD!! And his every words as we chatted feels like a hundred pieces of happiness~ Haha, and I GOT him to confess (or so I think) that he misses me too~

"Jangan lari ah..tunggu jap."
"Napa nda nyuruh lari ani? I thought you are busy...emm.."
"Awu, bz plg tp jgn lari ah.."
"Aha! Aku tau ni..you miss me? kan? kan? kan? pasal atu nda nyuruh aku lari..haha!"
"Aihh...obvious ka? Hehe."
"Haha. Antah eh. I'm just saying it.."

LOL..atu tah one part that I love soooo much! Kwang3x...and of course, he said to a friend of mine too that he missed me. Emm..it makes me happy inside but it makes me confused...how much truth can I place upon those words? A friend suggested to me that he's just keeping his ego and refuses to say he misses me, directly to me. Owh..*grumbles* I wish he will just say it to my face...cause I miss him a lot. Haha. One other funny thing is that a close friend of mine told me she was dreaming about him confessing he loves me in front of people. LOL. Okay~ that's a funny one. I was feeling a bit embarassed too. Wish that could be true...or so I can only just wish~ *sigh*

Okay, okay. Enough craps for now. If I keep blogging, I'll end typing more craps about him. Hahaha. I sure don't want to bore you all down with that. So I'll just leave it til here~ Lalalala...
Happy fasting peepz!! :D

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