Saturday, September 22, 2007

Hepi birthdayz~ yay, yay~~ :D

First and foremost,


"Happy Birthday to myself and my Babah~"


Double celebration tah ni. Like I said before, my dad and I share the same birthdate. Haha. Looking back at that fact, I was my mother's gift to my dad on that particular day; 24 years ago for his birthday. Wah~ Kinda special jua tu ah? Heheh. What's the plan for birthday? Antah. I dunno. It's usually nada papa plg, just like usual. Maybe just a birthday song for both me and my dad. LOL. Cian ah? Anyway, thanx to all that have greeted me on my birthday~ Cayang kamu semua, lots of lovesssssssss..hehe, too bad I'm not rich enough to belanja you all for a sungkai out to celebrate my birthday. Wawawa. Lau aku ani datin wah, udah tia ku lagau sungkai sama-sama di Empire kah, Rizqun kah, Capers kah, Pija Hut kah? Hahaha. Tapi I'm just an ordinary person. Hehe. Bukan rezeki kamu~ :P


What is my wish for my birthday? I have one particular wish. One wish that is not for me. Kira satu doa lah. I'm giving it to him, the one and only. Why? Shouldn't I be selfish for that one wish? No. I'd give anything for him, even my life. What is that wish, perhaps you'll ask..but it's a secret. But hopefully Allah dapat makbulkan for me and him. Because I need that doa to be makbul...Alhamdulillah if it comes true one day, I will wait for that day patiently...Now, what do I want for my birthday? Enough that you'll remember me and doakan yang baik-baik for me. Cukup tah udah tu. But, I have one thing that I want the most for my birthday...apa nah? I want to spend one day, one whole day with him together...that will be the greatest gift of all. ButI can't ask that from him, can I? Ndakan minta-minta? Haha. It's my birthday, I should be the one receiving bah~ Wawawa....


Emm...last night...I cried again when chatting with him. Huhu. Sampai bangkak jua mata ani sikit. But maybe my hormonal changes are making me emotional like this. Huhuhu. Or as usual, his words...hahaha. It hurts quite a lot but I'm dealing with it. Ya Allah, hanya pada-Mu saja aku berserah. Berikan aku kekuatan dalam mengharungi hidup ini dan berikan aku ketabahan dalam menghadapi cabaran hidup ku ini. Berikan jua ketabahan dan kekuatan itu kepada [015]. We'll get through this together dengan izin-Mu and to him, I'll be holding your hand and be the one who help and support you through all this.:)


Lurve,
Kisho [229]

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