Out wif him..erm?

Back from an outing with him~

Feeling rather happy. He was being nice and funny as usual. I was being different a bit, trying to act casually enough so that I don't show him what it is inside me. But then, well...things got weird. I found myself sitting next to him, rather than oppositely facing him. We got crowded inthe same seat, with our laptops up and running in front of us. He took my laptop because he asked me to install a programme inside his laptop. And he was being naughty, chatting away with my chatters and friends using my MSN account. Strangely, some people doesn't even suspected that it was not me who was chatting with them. Hahaha. And some people just, well, blurted some things that erm, embarassed me to him. LOL. Pisan! Nasib jua nada something yang secret tym kana bawa chat ah. :P So in return, I used his MSN to chat wif some of our friends. Wawawa. We made people confused. And some people even thought it was something of a great progress between me and him..duh~ so NOT it~ :P

And oh, I realized...I stole some intimate moments with him.LOL. Casually putting my head on his shoulder, stole a touch or two or hundreds, cucuk his tummy and leaning my body near his. LOL. Gatal eh. Well, mana jua ulah.He was using my laptop and I have to check on the chatters who were chatting with me! *alasan!* And we watched a Korean movie together too, with him laughing at some humor from it. I am happy though to see him like that. I wish I can always see him being happy that way...

We spent for about four hours in WYWY. Hohoho. Mana jua ulah. We were downloading some songs and movie clips to watch together. He was busy at certain times, messaging people on his handphones. I felt a slight annoyance but well, that's him. I am not going to ruin that moment by being moody and following my sheer annoyance. I just smiled and listened like usual. Laughing at some moments as he spoke of his cousins. He showed me his nephew and nieces' pictures, describing each cute children happily. Oh well, he's a kid lover, much more than I do. But I was really 'grigitan' when seeing his nephew and nieces..Cute vah~ Hehe.

After two rounds of drinks and a basket of fries, we decided to leave and off we went to Amal's house. To get my registration form that I sooooo needed to fill in. *sigh* Spent about 30 mins there, laughing ourselves at our silly conversations. Mengumpat jua. LOL..Humans~ Anyway, off we went back to the hostel after that and he dropped me off at the hostel. I was, doubtingly wanting to spend more time with him..but then, my other self refrained such thoughts. I should just appreciate what I had than what I won't have. Hehe.

And so..here I am. In my hostel's room. Alone. Looking at the time. Still early. Haha. And I smiled with the thoughts of him...Rindu sudah terubat. LOL. And yes, I am cheating myself in not loving him anymore. Haha. Sedih? Not really..maybe it's better this way...

Lau ada jodoh, we will be together one day..as a friend told me that if we believe we will be with that one person, insya-allah, it will happens. One day..someday. :D Do I believe in me and him? Well, only God knows..:)

Savouring moments,

Kisho229

"Everything that happened...I will always try to believe in myself.."