Can't get rid of me thinking too much and so, I distracted myself to my late entertainment hours~ Browsing through the Internet for the long awaited Korean drama series that I'm just DYING to see "The 1st shop of Coffee Prince"...and voila! Huhu..got the online english subbed clips!! *Too bad I'm not good in torrent-ing clips, lau nda banyak ni ulih ku..wawawa.* Yezaaa...Happily watching it and laughing manically to myself inside my room, kinda stopped me from thinking whatever I was thinking.Haha.I just watched til episode 2 and well, because the connection weren't that good, I decided to get my shut eyes...wawawa. Ooooh, I am soooooo reallyyyyyy can't wait to get the DVDs so I can watch this romantic comedy~ Weeee....Gong Yoo~ Eun Hye!! Lurbeee it~ :D *smiling, smiling, smiling*
Ah...I am in confused and denial mode. Huhu. Today, I'll be going out with him. Yesh. Him. Us. *horrified* And I am having mixed feelings. Okay~ I know I said I let him go...okay, I don't love him anymore.*denial mode* But...must there always be a but??? Anyhow, I am feeling rather drawn to him again. Eeeek!!! And I found myself saying "Let's go lepak and ceta-ceta" to him...Okay, I am unconciously doing that and when I found myself doing THAT, I was slapping my face several times in horror. Pure horror at such stupidity. But well, he started it first~ He was asking me when will we meet up for a chat and to get those songs he requested for me to download for him. And zapppp...........! My fingers were typing those words of "let's go out, minum-minum and lepak!" AAAAAAAHHHH... and it gets worse when he said, "Oh sure, I have my day off tomorrow" STOOOOOOOPIDDDDDD!! WHY did he say that?!!!!! Of courselah, he's being honest but WHY sooo SOON??!!! I feel I am not ready yet to meet him after that stupid dispute and after that curhat thingie..:S But well, that other part of me is craving, really CRAVING to meet with him..and I can just feel that me is enjoying this. Haha. I'm outta my mind eh?:S Help me~~
Lurbeeee,
Kisho229
"Denial is a way to bury this love...but I can't be restrained by it!"
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