Yaw...I am basically lazy, so I'll just post up a quickie~
Today went to the ICC (International Convention Centre) to attend the 100th Year of Health in Brunei. Didn't get to attend the morning session due to restricted seats (gah!), and I just watched it on TV before attending the afternoon sessions. Potty was acting 'cute' on air..wawawa. I liked it when you sang the choir's song~ Cheerful as always, my friend. Hehe. ANyway, it was kinda compulsory for me to come although my inner demon was screaming inside, shouting negative thoughts so I won't attend it. Oh well, the angelic me just follows my instincts. Went there with Nurul and Leena. A bit fucked up because they were late and were well, forgotten about me joining them. But I quickly dissipated my anger by calming myself with some happy thoughts. It works!
Leena was choosy in deciding where to park, Nurul got annoyed with that and I was HAPPY because I saw his car. He came!! But without telling me..I felt angry with that as I told him before to tell me if he's coming or not. I was beaming with anxiety and happiness, with driven motivation to see him. Immediately texted him up which he, well, delayed quite a while in replying. Maybe he's avoiding me? Sigh. Oh well...It makes sense, I sounded so desperate to meet him. Rindu berabishly.
Registered and entered the plenary hall. Three sessions commenced and I was not concentrating. Mostly I thought of him, wondering where he was and why he's sooooooooo late in replying my text messages. Got online on the phone, chatted with Potty and Amal. Nurul brought bad news : they wanted to leave the place immediately in the middle of the sessions. I was frustrated, irritated with it...Told Nurul to leave me there and I'll just catch up with Amal. High hopes on meeting him seemed like a distant wish...
Finished the three sessions and I went to approach Amal. Went to the Health Expo, wishing I met up with him. Found him. Happy. Then annoyed. He was being 'I-don't-want-to-see-you-now', trying to run away from me. I got really fucked up and frustrated. I wanted to hug him that instant because words cannot escape from my lips. Cannot describe how HAPPY I was having him in front of me...Then he just left with the guy friends. Eughhh! So I continued walking around with Amal and Edah, to check things up in the Expo. Still, my mind couldn't concentrate..
Back to the Plenary Hall, alone. Amal and Edah went home early. I was left, with no one to go home with. Got plan. Him. Texted him up to hitch a ride back to my hostel. He agreed, thankfully. After the last session ended, I waited for him and we hitched a ride on Ida's car who brought his car keys which he left in a friend's car. Got into his car and on the way, he was being himself again..We joked and well, I laughed as he spoke in English. Improving I might say. Huhu. Went to the Mall, took $20..decided to eat at KFC in Q-lap. Off we went with him getting angry about me treating him to eat there.
Ate in KFC, talked about things. I was glad. Super duper glad with him in front of me. I couldn't take my eyes off him. But at certain times, I was pissed at him as he talked about things I really don't wanna hear. I can see that glint of enjoyment as he pissed me off. I just grew silent but still I tried to be positive. Hohoho. Mental banar~ Then we went for DVD window shopping and then off to Mum's Bakery, where I bought some breads and puffs for his family. Huhu. He was again angry for my decision to buy things for his family and I just act ignorant. I am being overly generous and a bit tad 'crazy' but well, I don't care~ I am doing it not to gain his heart, I just wanted to buy some things for his family because I've known them. Well, he's the one at fault for introducing me to them..Hehe...
Back to the hostel, we chatted a bit. I wanted to spend a much longer time with him but considering him having to work tomorrow morning, rushed me with my words. Left him with some advices, me being worried of him having occasional coughs and being sleepy. Reminded him of misscalling me once he got back home (which nada..) and be safe on the road. Then I just walked away, not being able to say..I miss him and I'm glad to meet him today. Hohoo. Cowardice has struck me~ :P
Okay, that's all. Tomorrow I have to go the ICC again to have more talk sessions to attend. I am tired and demotivated. And he's not going to be there. Huhuhu. But I am thankful to Allah for giving me the chance to meet him today. Alhamdulillah...:D
And so, farewell for now...I need to sleep.
Wuvvy duvvy,
Kisho [229]
"Thankful for today's meeting with him...I think I've fallen in love again and again with the same person..."
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