I was hungry. Starving. Since I didn't eat a proper meal since yesterday. Got online and chatted away, trying to distract myself from the gnawing hunger. And *poof*, he's online. Decided to chat with him. Haha, ya trima gaji dah. Jokingly asked him to buy food for me. He was serious. I was confused. And so, I told him not too. He got offline. I continued with my own business, chatting and browsing the Internet. Then I messaged him, saying I hope he'll take care while driving around going shopping. Me, being the same, always being concerned about him...oh well..I need to get rid of that habit..:X
Minutes later, he went online. He asked me again what do I want to eat. Reluctantly and jokingly, I just said whatever. He said he's at Ayamku and asked me again what I want. Oh god, I was being hesitant and he was being persistent. I really don't want to trouble him, thinking of him with his financial burdens. But then, I accepted his offer after he kept on asking me. That was sweet of him..but erks, oh my..I shouldn't think of it. Huhu. Then, another minutes later...he came to the hostel with his cousin. I thought it was a brief meeting..but as I approached the car instead~~...
He told me to get inside the car, introduced me to his cousin, Diana. The first time I met this cousin of his. She's nice though, occasionally casting me a few mischievous and curious looks, with some witty remarks to reply to his jokes. Reminded me of the time I talked with another cousin of his, Nurul, a couple of weeks ago on the phone. That other cousin was really friendly and bejabir, I would like to meet her someday though. Hahaha. Anyway, he showed me excitedly of his family's studio photograph that he just took from the shop. Then when I was about to get out, his cousin said loudly that he wants to eat together with me in the car. I was embarassed but well, reluctantly and after a debate with him, decided to eat in the car with him. His cousin moved to the back seat while I sat in front with him. Damn, I felt butterflies fluttering inside me...and so, we ate while we chatted rather awkwardly, well, especially me, pasal malu wah dengan cousin nya yang keep looking at us. I think he was embarassed too but well, knowing him, he's just pretending it's okay.
After about 15 minutes, I finished my food and went to leave. The cousin went out from the car too and bersalam with me. Haha. I am feeling rather weird at that point when he was laughing at this act and when the cousin said something about.."Mesti salam sama bakal x ahh..."...or was it just me, being deaf? Okay. I am embarassed with that words...but maybe, I was wrong. I DO have hearing problems. Hahaha. Oh well...Then we waved farewells and I was feeling that warmth in my chest again. Oh damn..that is not good.
Back to my room, I thanked him for the food. But I just can't stop thinking about what happened then. Oh God...I think I am messed up. Huhu. Well...I need to take a nap then. :D
Elaun oh elaun, mana kan kedia kau ani?~~ I need money, desperately.Wawawa...
Denying love,
Kisho [229]
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