Sal aku lapar. Berabishly. Texted my cinta Shidah, wanted to antar the kad jemputan kawin from El. Tunggu punya tunggu,she's not home. Aahh...buring! My hunger literally disappeared sekajap and so, wanted to chill myself out...I went to....the pantai~ Alone, macam c palui. Hahaha. Which pantai? Malas ku bagitau. Biar jadi rahsia~ Hehehe...Anywhere, nda sampai 5 minutes, I left the pantai..sal aku takut. LOL..malam kali ahh ke pantai atu!! Pisan...ada plg urang tapi well, pandai jua ku takut. Kekeke...at least, I smelled the ocean~ Tenang sikit~ :D
Off to Batu Besurat. Laju ku dribe. Kan mati. Ujan tah lagi. Makan Ayamku. Atu tah yang paling murah and affordable for me at this moment. Kapih bui. Ate my Ayamku Goreng while looking at the world around me. Macam-macam ada. Kan ambil gambar of myself, malu jua...hawar nyanta sal banyak urang sana sini...Wawawa. Karang nya urang, luan jua vain atu sampai siuk sendiri bergambar~ HAHAHAH..so nada pix tah ni..buring~:S
As I 'ratah' my piece of fried chicken, I saw a couple nearby. Looking lovey dovey and well, it made me feel 'jealous' and lonely. Omg~ At that moment, I felt I was the most loneliest people on earth! Selalu nya ada Potty or others to be with me. Ani, nada! Surang-surang ku eh..wawawa. And my mind reeled back to him, yesh, him. I wish we could spend the time together right there. Together, in love. Deep in love. Majal. Huhuh. Then I thought of my friends. Shucks, without you peepz, I think I might lose my mind. How can I live without you??!! Kamu tah sumber ilmu jiwa inspirasi motivasi asi2 ku~~ :P Haha. A sudden gratefulness began to emerge inside me and I am thankful to Allah for giving me friends and gave me the chance to love. Alhamdulillah~
As I took another bite on my yummy fried chicken thigh, I looked at my right side. Children. A little girl looked back at me with a wide smile and I found myself smiling back. Then I saw the mother and the girl's siblings. Happiness, I found myself thought. A happy family. Again, I felt grateful for having my family in my life. Alhamdulillah. Although they sometimes sucks a lot. Haha. At the same time, my mind just returned to thoughts of him. How wonderful it would be to start a family with him, with our own kids. He would be a great father. He loves kids. Haha. Me, on the other hand, will be a paediatric nurse...so, kids will be the main client in my career. Darn, as I realised that I was thinking of him, I went and transferred some of my 3G credit to him. Haha. Biar taya marah~ I don't care~
While sipping my Pepsi, I saw a transvestite...well, 'pundan'. He, er, she *coz he got boobs...* was 'main mata' with the cleaner in Ayamku. Hahaa. I laughed silently as the cleaner 'tekirik' and then just shook his head with disbelief. That was entertaining for me and I stifled a laugh when the 'pundan' kinda searched for the cleaner after that. Hahaha. Not long after that, I observed a tomboy with her dalenk. They were chatting away happily as they ate. The tomboy was 'rugged'. The dalenk was pretty. Huhuhu. I smiled to myself again. Ah, life...Love knows no boundaries. I wonder how much our society has changed...I wonder why we are what we are. What made us who we are? Mysteries of life...
Halfway finishing my Pepsi, I received his misscall. Aha. Smiled broadly I did. But I ignored it, continuing my observation to the environment around me. Saw foreigners queuing up to pay their groceries at the cashier, saw some of the foreigners hang out in front of Chong Hock while watching what's playing on the TV at the shop. I wonder what they have gone throught for today...I wonder and wonder, how does it feel to live their lives? Huhu..Banyak pikir~ Then went online, chatted with Emma for awhile. Then off, sal Emma mau tdo..wawawa.
Finished my Pepsi and off I went to the CD's shops. Browsing through for the latest movies in store. Cuci mata menengok what's playing on the TV *terasa ku plg mcm urg foreigners tadi* Haha. Alone. Felt that loneliness again. Adui..usually, he was with me when we wanted to browse for new movies, I enjoyed spending times with him as we talked about that and this movies on the spot.Critics we are~..Hahaha. Him again. Bah adang eyh. LOL...Didn't buy anything and hurriedly I went to my car, driving back to my hostel.
Arrived safely. And here I am. Tired and full. LOL..Syukur alhamdulillah, I'm safe and sound~ Then I received his other misscall. Haha. Atu banar~ I forgot about balas misscall nya yang first ah.LOL..then pasal kesian, I misscalled him back. Aaah...and I got a bit of my mood back~and soooo that's the end of my story~LOL
Moral of the story, try to be observant as you sat alone somewhere in public..there should be something that will put that question mark in your head. Haha. And of course, you will learn something sedikit sebanyak...I did. Never thought it can be an eye opener. Huhuh...Well, I'm glad I went alone tonight for a short trip to see the 'world' in a glimpse..LOL...
Lurbe,
Kisho [229]
"Aku rajin update today..wawawa...and Alhamdulillah kepada Allah di atas segala apa yg ku miliki.."
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