Interbiu n Rafidah~ :P

Kinda demotivated right now..seems like our double diploma clinical attachment to KL is pending. OMG~ Will I not spend my one month there?? Hahaha..Insya-Allah saja. Anyway, the inservices are going this Saturday. Geez...how about us? Mudahan tah jadi jalan..I need my sought after vacation plus experience wise trip~ Lalalala...and lots of cam bitching session with the cam bitches~ :D

My hands are rough. *horrors* Bakas cleaning up my hostel's shower room and toilet. Clorox. Bau Clorox tangan ku ani. LOL. So rough I felt my hands have aged faster than my real age. Hahaha. Nantitah bagi lotion..but eep! Mana lotion? Bwuh...it must be somewhere...emmm...

Me with da bottle of Clorox..eh? I mean, Cocorex..wawawa..Bleach!!

Skipping that up, I had an interview this morning with the coordinator. Haha. I was nervous and the questions were, intimidating enough for me. I had to rack my brains in finding the suitable answers. Terasa macam pelakon kana interbiu. Hohoho. One of the things that the tutor asked was,

"How is your interest in Paediatric Nursing? Has it grown in you during your one year course?"

Ans : A bit. It used to be 40% but now, it's 70%. Maybe when I work in a paediatric setting in the future, I will gain more interest. Insya-Allah. *mutters under breath* Hopefully!

Hahaha. Okay. Is that a true answer? Awo, banar. Only 70% of interest in Paediatric nursing. Not bad kan? But I need to up sikit eyh. I was , kinda, forced but then again, it's my choice. Hopefully I'll be more interested in the years to come~ Insya-Allah.

Then the tutor suggested me a career that may suit me in the future in the paediatric setting. Apa nah? The Paediatric OT Nurse.Nasib bukan Paediatric Emergency Nurse. I don't like emergencies~~~ Wawawa..anyway, rugged bunyinya. I was like, uh, ada kan course miatu? The tutor only smiled and said, awo and it would be perfect for me. And there should be one someday in Brunei, a.k.a Me? LOL... I then interestedly asked how can I get into such career. Terpaksa ambil degree in Paediatric Nursing and then take postgraduate degree in OT. LOL. Atu ya~~Wah...then she asked what other paediatric nursing area would I like to specialized? I, unthoughtfully answered, Paediatric Oncology Nursing. Slam! F*ck, did I say that? No,no, not that! I no like. The tutor just looked at me, and I was smiling, covering the debate inside my mind. I would love to be a Paediatric Oncology Nursing but NOT in Brunei. That should've been my answer but I just shut my mouth. OMG!

Soon after, she asked me all sorts of questions. I was, kinda struggling to confidently say, "Yup, I can do that!"..HAHAHAHA. Stupid me. I was afraid and nervous. Anyway, by the end of the 30 minutes interview session, she asked me who will I nominate for the best clinical student, academic student and leadership. Hohoho...I had no difficulties in nominating except the best academic student in my course. Haha. Napa nah? Because..I wasssss, as you can say, one of the best student in the course. LOL. And the tutor suggested to me if I would nominate myself..Hhaha. No way. I am not confident with me being the best academic student in paediatric course. As I said to my tutor,

"I'm not confident nominating myself as a best academic student because I know myself well, I do well but not well enough..I should nominate someone who I think challenge me in some way, someone who is suitable and participate in everything in the course..and that would be...TUttt~ But for the others, they might choose me, however, it takes a lot to be a best academic student, I'm just not it.."

Fuh..wawawa..mengada ah bunyinya? But it's true. I hope they don't nominate me as the best student in paediatric~ no thank you..I'm not qualified to take that honour~ But I'm just happy if you think *think saja, not really nominate* I should be nominated. LOL...Vote for Kisho~:P

And aww...I realised that my blog lacked pictures. Hhuhu. I just don't know what I should upload in my blog. No new pictures I've taken. No super duper events. Btw thanks to Potty and Nurul for treating me out yesterday~ Terima kasih..Saya sayang kamu~ HAHAHA...Nantitah membalas budi~ :D

And also, lau jadi ke KL ani..and if I have the money, I will and I will cut my hair, well, trim sikit la and highlight it!!! Blue~ Blue~~~ Hahahaha...nda plg brapa nampak tuh da highlite but at least, I got blue highlite~~ Lau kaler lain, ketara taya..ndamo eyh~ No like..and oh, hehehe, someone complimented me saying I looked like Rafidah from 3R. Wawawa...ya kan? Nda jua~ But I am a fan of Rafidah..huhu, ever since I watched 3R with my sister..wawawa. Peminat nyanta~ :D Like her style and her haircut~ whoo-hoo!! Maybe pasal my haircut atu kali kana ucap I looked like her, besides, we wear spectacles..wawaa...~ Oh well, it's an honour though~ Hahahaha...If I WAS a guy, I might be attracted to ladies like her~ Huhuh..*winx* Btw, jangan tease me wah that I looked like Rafidah~I am NOT!! Wawawawa..Belabih kamu ani~ :D

So not like Rafidah..wawaa..eh, imagine me with my blue highlights? wow..

Da pretty babe~ Wawawa...I'm just a FAN! a FAN, goddamnnit~

And so..toodles~ Hahahah..I wanna get some shut-eye~ Lapar ey....

Lurbe,

Kisho [229]

"Bilatah kan ke KL ani???"